PrincessPhedre


prince1 Male Dominant, 25, Philadelphia, Pennsylvania	princeton Male Submissive, 40	princesszoh Submissive Couple, 45, Simi Valley, California

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	About PrincessPhedre I'm a submissive, looking for a R/T D/s relationship, one that will grow to a 24/7 permanent one. I've been very lucky on my short but extremely wonderful journey to have met some incredible people, not just Doms, but subs as well who have each in their own way opened doors and pushed my limits, broken through some of my fears, and have guided me to where I am right now. I am a mom, so I have no time to go traipsing around meeting wanna be's or anyone not able to develop a stable or possible long term relationship. Please be real, I have very little tolerance for bullshit. In return, you will get from me honesty, loyalty and my full submission. I don't trust very easily but when it's earned you will have it 100%, however, lose that trust and you will never get it back again. The right person for me is going to have to accept me as I am, and accept all I have to give...are you out there??

Pulling pig tails. Lazy days in bed while you work. Pouting to tease you. It's an adventure being your sub. I love you.

Magic, it's what it is when I am in his presence. Magic is how it feels when I slip out of my clothes and into the robe and leash. I'm protected, loved, cherished, and adored. HIS name is Mark, it's magic when I spray the perfume, and hear O/our song. Magic when I can cum just thinking of him. He's my Daddy and I adore him.

Today makes a full month since we've met, and in that time all good things have been happening, not just for me but for U/us. I thank you Daddy for making my world rock. I love you with all my heart and soul. Thank you for finding me and bringing me to shelter, love,passion and all good things.

The last few weeks have been incredible, and I know this is it for me. I wish everyone good luck on their search..

Last week or just before then, I wrote that I truly enjoyed my freedom as a submissive. Then I wrote that I am under consideration, which, I am. But I can now write that I am truly devoted to this Man. He knows me better in less time than most have known me. I can say this without trepidation because W/we are in the process of negotiations, logistics, and every decision being made is not just in His power, but for O/our welfare. I have not been forced to give up my friends, but rather encouraged that both of U/us will bring O/our friends to the circle of U/us. I am encouraged to continue on with my education for it will benefit U/us. I am encouraged to be the best submissive as well encouraged to be an even better mother to keep the passion alive in the relationship. I am truly blessed.

Well, I'm pleased to announce that I am under consideration. I've met the one. More to come.

Well, here we are again..I always liked that song. Anyway, I've decided to change my direction a bit. I am totally enjoying free play time, meaning I enjoy choosing who my play partner/s is/are. I enjoy the freedom of not being collared to anyone right now. Don't get me wrong, I've met a few who are wonderful Masters to others. I respect that and I am proud to call them my friends. Personally, I realized I am not ready for a poly anything. I like being single both in this life and my vanilla life. Eventually I'll settle down...until then..it's all about having safe, sane and consensual fun.

I have to write this little bit. A few months ago, I got a chance to do a couple of scenes with a Dom. He was very funny, made me laugh, and pushed me further than anyone had at that point. He tried a few new things with me that I wasn't sure I could handle, yet to my surprise, I tolerated them well. For reasons I will not mention here, our scenes stopped, mostly because he is down south and I am far north. I respect him, always will and we keep in touch now and again, and because of him, I have a great fondness for clothespins being used...tongue, nipples, just to name a few spots. Anyway...just so you know if you read this, thank you for testing my limits and making me see I can achieve anything I want.

I got asked what my hard limits were. So, I told this person what they were. I got asked if I had ever done the things I mentioned were my hard limits. The answer was easy, no. I got a reply of..."if you've never done them, then how do you know it's one of your hard limits" I guess, then, they can be what I think are my hard limits, and if you happen to read this, then maybe we should try what I list as my hard limits and I can remove them and not have hard limits.

Wishing you all a very happy holiday filled with spankings, floggings and anything you wish. Also a thank you to the people I have met who have enriched my life. You are the best.

Ok, so here's the deal, I learned very recently, that being a strong submissive does not make me a switch, it does not make me a domme, it means I have a mind of my own. I know what I like and want, what my limits are, and I know when to use my safe word. What I am not looking for is an online Master, give some credit...like I'm really going to kneel down to you because you send me an IM? I will kneel to the one I am playing with or when I find my Master. Until then, I will show respect to those I feel earn it. Do you honestly think I'm going to jump to a command via email or IM?

Well, Thanksgiving is but a day away, and it is a time such as this that we should give thanks for all we have, no matter how much or how little. I live by this:

Take the time to tell someone you love them while they can still hear it, hug someone tight while they can still feel it, and show someone kindness and love while they are still here to see it. All too often, we lose people we care about without being able to do these things for them. We are reminded that life is precious, too short, live it to the fullest and be kind to others.

I've read many profiles, Doms, subs, Dommes, and they all stress the importance of communication, honesty, and trust. It is so true, but not just in the D/s relationship in all relationships. I learned thru many trial and errors that your Dom/Master is not a mind reader, tell him, speak up. My play partners have known that NO is NO. When we established a safe word, it was followed. The three play partners I have had were very intelligent, very dominant men, each having expertise in things I enjoyed, all of them following my safe word, I had long talks with them prior to any play, one had the decency enough to give me a checklist, telling me it would be okay along the way to change things, to try things that I have said no to. None of them ever made an issue if I said no to something. The more I cried out in pain they were more inclined to push me, not to make it hurt more, but to make me see I had the strength to go further and tolerate more, but the minute I called out any of safe words, they stopped. This pushing taught me to be stronger, that being a submissive does not mean I am weak.
Being tested, gave me the power to re examine my checklist, and change my hard limits, and change myself. To each of these men, I thank you for guiding me to where I am today. Each of you has given me a very special gift of self worth, a sense of direction and a sense of pride of who I am.

He said:you need to let things out for sure even if they are tears
She said: I've done that in scenes before
He said: do you know what I want to do to you first? Not breaking you down but you breaking yourself down, naked or fully clothed in my arms having you break yourself down,while having me hold you tight
She said: please explain
He said:I want you to tell me the worst you have been through,the worst thoughts you have had about yourself,and then, when you have had enough, I will tell you to let it all go, you will cry in my arms, it's ok to let it all go, to let it all out,you can take as long as you want,get all your demons out,let it pour like rain,and when the rain stops,the air in your life will be fresh and new life will come from the water of your tears, and you can start anew in finding yourself. This is not me breaking you down this is you breaking yourself down, opening it all up to me and letting me help you rebuild yourself, and all of the people in your life you are meeting and are going to meet will help you and be there for you.
She said: That is the most beautiful thing I have ever heard..
He said: Let go, I will be here for you.
I said: Thank you.

It's almost 10 days since I've seen HIM. My body aches to be with HIM. We talk on the phone almost every day, and with every day we come to appreciate the special friendship that has grown since we first met. At the time he first emailed me from here, I wasn't sure about meeting him because I felt my heart and my submissiveness belonged to someone else. I decided to take a chance and meet him, going to the unknown without a safecall, no one knowing where I was at. My instincts were all wrong, his presence alone made me hot. I blushed and told him honestly I was unsure of what I was doing with him because I felt I wasn't good enough for him. HE quickly put that idea to rest never to be brought up again. Since that first day, I never really looked back to the other person I was with, though I cared about that person to a degree I no longer felt I had to submit to him anymore. That person never made an effort for me so I had nothing to lose to give M my total submission. I feel safe, secure, and most of all, good about myself when I'm with HIM. He pushes me yes, but never takes without giving . We truly share a special bond that I have not found with any other. We talk about life, our families, our children, and most of all, we talk about how sick and twisted our thoughts are that we seem to share...kisses...M

I had a wonderful scene today with my friend. It has been building up since Saturday, both of us sending erotic text messages about what we wanted. Today it proved to be even better than we could have expected. HE is the sexiest man I have ever met. He towers over me at 6'1". HE is my personal teddy bear and sometimes I am his personal domme. We enjoyed a bit of switch play today, all the while reminding me why I am completely there to submit, not just to HIM but my life too. Thank you M for being there for me..when I cried they were tears of being released from what kept me bonded to a part of my life that is now over...

I recently, like last night got a chance to talk to a woman I've admired for quite sometime. She is funny, smart, and a wonderful person. I thank you for taking the time to talk with me and I look forward to meeting you. I woke up this morning feeling very invigorated and ready to start a new chapter in my life. I deleted a few old things from it and I owe it to you...Thank you!!

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