I haven't been active on this site in a while. I keep it up simply because I've been on it for yrs I hope that some of my postings help sooth your day but emails and contact will be respectfully limited to pleasantries. Though I will always be a sub/baby girl my health no longer allows my to enjoy play and events... Best of luck to all....big hug🌹...~Namaste .."~There are thorns everywhere, but along the path of vice, roses bloom above them.~" ? ?If, after the first twenty minutes, you don't know who the sucker at the table is, it's you. ? The truth of your identity, and presenting facts not fiction. It is absolutely important that when you have decided by your heart a person whom you wish to be with, you do not lie. There can be nothing built on deceits that will withstand storms. If you truly love, desire, and wish to be with someone give them enough credit, and enough courtesy to be honest and forthright. As many folks meet on the net, it is increasingly important to be aware of facts, rather then character play, and fantasy. The net may be easy to hide features that can`t be seen, but behind each keyboard is a real person listening to you, extending faith in you. A very important fact is you must be honest with yourself, and your needs before you offer yourself to another person. Going blindly into a relationship hoping that person can read your mind is immature at best. "Should not, rather, one be more ashamed by deceit, rather than the truth? Can there truly be a greater honor in hypocrisy than in honesty? It does not seem so. I then realized how bravely you had trusted me and revealed this to me. My outrage gave way to gratidude and admiration. Simularly I asked myself, why was I scandalized. Was this not connected with hidden fears of my own, that I might discover complimentry needs within my self, the need to own and be a master? Your confession, so expresses and poignant, tended to undermine a deceit of free persons. You had dared, it seemed, to break the code of hypocrisy. Had the gate to barberism been left agar? I regretted, for a time, the loss of the lie. We grow fond of our myths. yet our myths are like walls of straw. Utimately they can not protect us. Ultimately they must perish in the flames of truth." - Guardsman of Gor pg 257- ? "What is morality?", she asked. "Judgement to distinguish right and wrong, vision to see the truth, courage to act upon it, dedication to that which is good, integrity to stand by the good at any price." - Ayn Rand - ? -Put this in your profile if you know someone who has survived or died of cancer-
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I want to welcome you all back. Someone tried to access my profile so this is why I have noticed the site was back up....so much has change since our last meet.......im am now permanently and terminally disabled.......I have enjoyed you guys throughout the yrs .its been some pain but mostly pleasure......do keep myself and my next of kin or POA in your prayers during my transition....and remember..do what you want.....you only live this life once..don't fuck it up......Ciao
~Words save us........they empower us because they allow us to feel!!
To have someone give you control of their bodies and minds, to be entrusted with the responsibility to take care of them, to have someone willing to suffer for you, to forsake pride and dignity to please you... what other gift in this world can possibility equate to that? And more importantly, what makes you worthy to receive it?
I've made up my mind, Don't need to think it over If I'm wrong, I am right Don't need to look no further, This ain't lust I know this is love But, if I tell the world I'll never say enough 'cause it was not said to you And that's exactly what I need to do If I end up with you
Should I give up, Or should I just keep chasin' pavements? Even if it leads nowhere Or would it be a waste Even if I knew my place Should I leave it there Should I give up, Or should I just keep chasin' pavements Even if it leads nowhere
I build myself up And fly around in circles Waitin' as my heart drops And my back begins to tingle Finally, could this be it................................
Looking up to the example That old sage handed down, And considering what comes Easily to my own nature, I offered myself to this Tranquil repose of dwelling, And now nurture my lifework In the drift of idleness. Master Pan’s early awakening Always humbled me, And I was shamed by Master Shang’s old-age insight, So with years and sickness Both closing in upon me I devoted myself to simplicity And returned to it all, Left that workaday life For this wisdom of wandering, For this wilderness of rivers and mountain clarity. - Hsieh Ling-yun (385-433)
“I have learned silence from the talkative, toleration from the intolerant, and kindness from the unkind; yet, strange, I am ungrateful to those teachers.”
"What is morality?", she asked. "Judgement to distinguish right and wrong, vision to see the truth, courage to act upon it, dedication to that which is good, integrity to stand by the good at any price." - Ayn Rand -
"To be happy is the moral purpose of your life...the man must have the woman who reflects his deepest vision of himself and in her surrender is his happiness...and the woman must worship the hero." - Ayn Rand
“When a woman submits to a man, it's the most precious gift she can give. Herself. Unreservedly. The man has to respect and honor that gift above all else. Even if he respects nothing else in the world, he must respect the woman in his care. It's his sworn duty to protect, honor and cherish his submissive. To take care of her and provide a safe haven. Someone who would put his own needs above his woman's is no man.” ? Maya Banks, Sweet Addiction
"It seems to me that if you or I must choose between two courses of thought or action, we should remember our dying, and try so to live,that our death brings no pleasure on the world.."
~There are moments in our lives when we find ourselves at a crossroads; afraid, confused, without a road map.
The choices we make in those moments will define us for the rest of our days. Of course, when faced with the unknown, most of us prefer to turn around and go back.
But once in a while people push onto something better.
Something found just beyond the pain of going it alone, and just beyond the bravery and courage it takes to let someone in, or to give someone a second chance.
Something beyond the quiet persistence of a dream.
Because it's only when you're tested that you discover who you truly are. And it's only when you're tested that you discover who you can be.
The person you want to be does exist, somewhere on the other side of hard work, faith and belief. And beyond the heartache and fear of what lies ahead.~
I Love You
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Go placidly amid the noise and the haste,
and remember what peace there may be in silence. As far as possible, without surrender,
be on good terms with all persons.
Speak your truth quietly and clearly;
and listen to others,
even to the dull and the ignorant;
they too have their story.
Avoid loud and aggressive persons;
they are vexatious to the spirit. If you compare yourself with others,
you may become vain or bitter,
for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself.
Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans.
Keep interested in your own career, however humble;
it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time. Exercise caution in your business affairs,
for the world is full of trickery.
But let this not blind you to what virtue there is;
many persons strive for high ideals,
and everywhere life is full of heroism.
Be yourself. Especially do not feign affection.
Neither be cynical about love,
for in the face of all aridity and disenchantment,
it is as perennial as the grass. Take kindly the counsel of the years,
gracefully surrendering the things of youth.
Nurture strength of spirit to shield you in sudden misfortune.
But do not distress yourself with dark imaginings.
Many fears are born of fatigue and loneliness. Beyond a wholesome discipline,
be gentle with yourself.
You are a child of the universe
no less than the trees and the stars;
you have a right to be here.
And whether or not it is clear to you,
no doubt the universe is unfolding as it should. Therefore be at peace with God,
whatever you conceive Him to be.
And whatever your labors and aspirations,
in the noisy confusion of life,
keep peace in your soul.
With all its sham, drudgery, and broken dreams,
it is still a beautiful world.
Be cheerful. Strive to be happy.
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EverLasting Love.............
When I feel you dreaming I think of sunsets How high my high gets
I wanna give to you an everlasting love I fill your life with a satisfying love All you need is an everlasting love All you want is a satisfying (mystifying) love
Sun breezes, moonlight teases Friendly invasion Late night persuasion
Each time you pass me by You slowly fade away I need more each day
Listen to her sing it...........Ck.........Everlasting Love............. target="_blank">
Farewell, thou art too dear for my possessing,
And like enough thou know’st thy estimate.
The charter of thy worth gives thee releasing;
My bonds in thee are all determinate.
For how do I hold thee but by thy granting,
And for that riches where is my deserving?
The cause of this fair gift in me is wanting,
And so my patent back again is swerving.
Thyself thou gav’st, thy own worth then not knowing,
Or me, to whom thou gav’st it, else mistaking;
So thy great gift, upon misprision growing,
Comes home again, on better judgment making.
Thus have I had thee as a dream doth flatter:
In sleep a Queen, but waking no such matter.
You said you couldn't stand to see my heart broken. So when you broke it, did you close your eyes?
Honesty without compassion is cruelty ...
From fairest creatures we desire increase, That thereby beauty's rose might never die, But as the riper should by time decease, His tender heir might bear his memory: But thou contracted to thine own bright eyes, Feed'st thy light's flame with self-substantial fuel, Making a famine where abundance lies, Thy self thy foe, to thy sweet self too cruel: Thou that art now the world's fresh ornament, And only herald to the gaudy spring, Within thine own bud buriest thy content, And tender churl mak'st waste in niggarding: Pity the world, or else this glutton be, To eat the world's due, by the grave and thee.
Entering the Circle of The Dogs
"The low seat is in the high seat,the noble seat"
Why is this? The answer; because there is nowhere to fall.
The low seat is the noble seat because it grounds us in ordinariness and humility. It protects us from our own insecurities and comparing mind. In society we may have a position of authority or leadership but as long as we remain humble we can't fail.
The Kadampas* taught leave the human circle and enter the circle of the dogs. Then you well obtain the divine state.
This means that when we live amongst humans, we have to operate from human values. This often entails trying to become as unique and special as possible. We have to accumulate the credentials valued in the human world and so are bound to compare ourselves with others and use them as a barometer for our successes and failures.
But if we leave the league of humans and enter the realm of dogs_nonsignificants_ we enter the divine state free of pride and comparing. We enter the place from which there is nowhere to Fall_the lowest seat.
It is a humble place to take a seat.
It is a place where all negative emotions subside.
It is a place of humility and ordinariness.
We can rest like an old dog with no need for confirmation and no fear of opposition.
All is like space..............
More to come soon.................
Loved By You~By~Journey : Every time is like the first time tenderly
Loving you's like breathing spring
Seasons change but your heart beats constantly
Count my blessings every day as you love me
As the sunset disappears across the northern sky
You look for forever in my eyes
All I can say, long as I have a voice
I'll thank God above that I was your first choice
[Chorus:] If I should die before I wake
I'll go into the night whispering your name
If lying in your arms is the last thing that I do
At least I know that I'll be loved by you
In about a hundred years from now
When all of my love letters are found
And someone reads these words I've written only meant for you
Allow me the strength too answer questions I can't fathom... Allow me the spirit to know his needs Allow me the kindness to choke back retorts Allow me the serenity to serve Him in peace.. Allow me the love to show Him in peace... Allow me the tenderness to comfort Him... Allow me the light to show us the way... Allow me the wisdom to be an asset to Him... Let me be able to show Him each day my love by my service to Him... Let me open myself up to completely belong to him... Let my eyes show Him each day my love by my service to Him... Let me open myself up to completely belong to him... Let my eyes show Him the same respect, rather I sit at his side, or kneel at his feet... Let me accept my punishment with the grace of a woman... Let me learn to please Him, beyond myself... Grant me the power to give myself to Him completely... Give me the strength to please us both... Permitt me to love myself, in loving Him.. Allow me the peace of serving Him. For it is my greatest wish, my highest power to make his life complete, as he makes mine.
You askin me if I Know what real love feels like If I ever loved anyone inside, It can't be serious (serious) Cause I was the one giving all I had I kept my promises all intact For better or worse I honored that I could show you all about love
Baby I can love you, love you, love you with my hands tied I can please you, please you, please you with my hands tied Everything you need is right here It's just staring you in your face Stop asking me if I'm ready Cause this is just what I'll say Cause I could love you, love you, love you With my hands tied, my hands tied, my hands tied (hands tied)
Don't ever question my love I love hard despite the Heartbreaks
I was the woman trying to patch it up Now I watch it and say I've had enough All of the best you're thinking of I could show you all about love
Baby I can love you, love you, love you with my hands tied I can please you, please you, please you with my hands tied Everything you need is right here It's just staring you in your face Stop asking me if I'm ready Cause this is just what I'll say Cause I could love you, love you, love you With my hands tied, with my hands tied, with my hands tied (hands tied)
Now I don't need my hands to feel the things I feel inside Cause I know what's inside my heart is right They don't have to hold you like that They don't have to touch you like that Cause you know the truth is that I can love you with one hand tied behind my back
Baby I can love you, love you, love you with my hands tied I can please you, please you, please you with my hands tied Everything you need is right here It's just staring you in your face Stop asking me if I'm ready Cause this is just what I'll say Cause I can love you, love you, love you (with my hands tied) Cause I can love you, love you, love you With my hands tied, hands tied, with my hands tied (hands tied)
“Never be afraid to try something new. Remember, amateurs built the ark. Professionals built the Titanic.”.
"I prefer to be true to myself, even at the hazard of incurring the ridicule of others, than to be false, and to incur my own abhorrence.".
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He will wipe every tear from their eyes. There will be no more death or mourning or crying or pain, for the old order of things has passed away."
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I don't know where I got this heart from.........
All my life I have been slapped and though I may have a wicked tongue
My cheek would soon turn
For the sting to be placed on the other side
I have always needed Balance in that strike
I wanted to feel the Burning...... grinding Lingering slap........
And then just lay back.......
Cause I know..........
Deep Down my arms would be stretched out......
Ready to hold........
Ready to wipe away tears......
I am who I am
I love the fact that you can't buy or sell my heart
Though it be MADE OF GOLD.......
When I love I love strong
And I know how to separate and understand
That anger and disagreements
Don't diminish or erase love
It is Evidence of its Existence..........
Growth is Inevitable..........
Love is Free
With Benefits..............
Never act until you have clearly answered the question: "What happens if I do nothing?"
Note:
This is not directed to any particular person...I don't want to start shyt i can't finish........lol...................................
This music is something I heard while walking in a store and it was so hawt
I asked a sales person who it was..................
After she told me we both just stood there and swayed ........................................
It was like we were both zoned out on this Brotha's shyt.......................................
Lights out sucker punch siked out. Caught a love wave Rode it then i wiped out. Two ships just passing in the night now Offshore looking for a light house. Reveal you said that it was painless Down and out drowning in a sea of my anguish Funny you always said hope floats. Comprehended but i cant cope So I
Gotta find my way back way back to you baby. Tryna find my way back way back to you baby. Gotta find my way back way back to you to us to love.
Man down my heart´s in your hand now. Hate to love draw an X in the sand now. No clue no map damn. so im digging until i end up in japan now.
Reveal you said that it was painless Down and out drowning in a sea of my anguish Funny you always said hope floats. Comprehended but i cant cope So I
Gotta find my way back way back to you baby. Tryna find my way back way back to you baby. Gotta find my way back way back to you to us to love.
We go lost lines got crossed and the light turned to static baby. And your ship got caught up the current and carried both of us away We were so much better When we were together and just cant let you slip away.
Gotta find my way back way back to you baby. Tryna find my way back way back to you baby. Gotta find my way back way back to you to us to love.
Sometime when we have a loss we are so consumed with the need to fix it all at once..
We must remember that things pile up with time and it will take just as much time to clean things up.............
keep your head up at all times........
Sending prayers up.........
Hope someones listening............
LOL................
Thorns and stings
And those such things
Just make stronger
Our angel wings.
Self-respect
cannot be hunted. ? ?It cannot be purchased. ? It is never for sale. ? It
cannot be fabricated out of public relations.?
It comes to us when we
are alone, ? in quiet moments,
?in quiet places, when e suddenly realize
that,
?knowing the good,
?we have done it;
?knowing the beautiful,
we have
served it;
knowing the truth we have spoken it.
? ~Whitney Griswold
To be sensual, I
think, is to respect and rejoice in the force
of life, of life itself and so to be present in all that
one
does, from the effort of loving to the breaking of
bread.
~ James Baldwin
For all the continuous offers i got in my mail box for that mind blowing slap on the ass or chain jerking good sex you guys are offering up............I'm going to answer you all at once by saying this.........
I deal with enough contagious diseases in my line of work......I really don't need to be exposed to one in my private life as well....Thanks and fuck off!!!!.................
(Warm Smile)
So I took it down from this joint for a min..........but I got time off so i been catching up............Looks like nothings changed here on good old Collarme.........Folks are still continuously full of shit........Hey at least there some consistency.....lol.............
Ya ever heard that saying........ "Don't hate the Playa hate the Game"..........Well I hate them both ....... lol............But this to shall pass.................(Blank Stare)
I'm finding myself replacing life with work............today when i turned the key in my door and wondered around in my home I said to myself wow..this is such a wonderful place your hiding from.....than I realized it wasn't this place....... it was the lack of laughter and smell of moms fav perfume I miss........or that Rosemary? chicken.......the aroma would almost knock my ass?out......So what did i do......I baked Rosemary chicken and drank a glass of wine......and the perfume....well....Im not even going there.......lol...and now I'm home.........for real...........
I have a bad habit of raising people up to such high standards In my head...Some which are not of a human......When the light comes on and I realize that they are only human.......I'm crushed.........This is a bad habit......I'm working on undoing..........Daily...........
And Now for the First time in a long time......I sleep in peace.........
It is important for us to realize that when someone places there life in our hands we have a responsibility to treat them with dignity and respect...
Be humbled that someone would think enough of you to trust you that much and never take this for granted...........
You never know when you will be in the same place and you would want someone to treat you with love and care..........
Just a thought I had this morning after my patient hugged me and said thank you..........
My response was ....No.......Thank you for giving me such a gift as to spend the most important days in your life keeping you safe...............
Today was a perfect Day.........
I still find each day too short for all the thoughts I want to think, all the walks I want to take, all the books I want to read and all the friends I want to see. ~
Hug Department: Always Open ~
The most important trip you may take in life is meeting people halfway. ~Henry Boye
Daddy...what was lost has certainly been found..........thank you for being my dad....happy fathers day.....Rest in peace.........
Life is mostly froth and bubble, Two things stand like stone, Kindness in another's trouble, Courage in your own. ~Adam Lindsay Gordon
If you want others to be happy, practice compassion. If you want to be happy, practice compassion. ~Dalai Lama
My daughter says to me today....gaga i love you......and I love omie and pop but they chose the wind over me....I said to myself how the hell do I explain this one.......So I just held her and said nothing.......
Ive been known to attempt to cash out of this life but God put her in this place to give me an even bigger reason to fight to stay well............
Children are so perceptive........
I thank God each and every day for having mercy on me.........And for giving me such a perfect little princess......
Can't wait to hear what comes out of that little mouth next....... And she loves hugs...and Hot wings..........
Failure is not fatal, but failure to change might be.
I MISS YOU.........So Much It Hurts.........
I cant wait for a trip to Bear Mountain............and the one stop I will make to eat some of the best hot wings in the world...................
Hope begins in the dark, the stubborn hope that if you just show up and try to do the right thing, the dawn will come.
~Anne Lamott
We lost my step mother today.......this was an unexpected loss.....my family is devastated.......The kids are inconsolable....And once again I am Lost...........
If I had a single flower for every time I think about you, I could walk forever in my garden. ~Claudia Ghandi
Gratitude unlocks the fullness of life. It turns what we have into enough, and more. It turns denial into acceptance, chaos to order, confusion to clarity. It can turn a meal into a feast, a house into a home, a stranger into a friend. Gratitude makes sense of our past, brings peace for today, and creates a vision for tomorrow. - Melody Beattie
Ronnie James Dio ~Rest In Peace My Friend................
The purpose of life is a life of purpose. ~Robert Byrne
People of the way journey through the worldResponding to conditions,
I'm so sick of all the advice from mofo's who can't manage there own life...
If you can't live by example than shut the fuck up till you get your shit together enough to guide someone you ASSume may be more lost than you.
(Blank Stare)
How to Take Responsibility for Your Actions
We are responsible for our actions-all of them. We are responsible for our thoughts and behavior-whether deliberate or unintentional. A responsible person makes mistakes, but when they do, they take responsibility and make it right. Here are ways to be a responsible person.
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Instructions
Step 1
Be accountable. Perhaps you yelled at your children because you were tired at the end of a long day. Maybe you snapped at your partner who was talking your ear off about things you really weren't interested in. Maybe you honked your horn and gave an obscene gesture to an erratic driver who cut you off. Even if the other person was out of line, you are responsible for yourself. Whatever you do, you are responsible for your actions. If your kids are feisty, your partner unreasonable, your coworker unbearable, you are always responsible for how you respond. Your behavior is under your control.
Step 2
Stop blaming. It is easy to point the finger. In fact, you can build a case against anyone. But blaming others doesn't help you become a responsible person. When you stop pointing the finger, you have control over yourself. Just because the other person is a jerk, don't be one yourself.
Step 3
Acknowledge what happened. When you acknowledge, "Yes, I forgot to call when I said I would," you eliminate the need to make up silly excuses. "I messed up," is the responsible three-word sentence, and when followed with, "How can I make it up to you?" it makes people willing to forgive. Your integrity earns respect.
Step 4
Accentuate the positive. Move through your day with positive attitude. Have you ever noticed that people who don't take responsibility for their own behavior are negative and cynical? The folks who blame others seem to have the worse luck. Anything that goes wrong is always that other person's fault. No wonder they don't achieve much happiness. They're perpetual victims. When you take responsibility for having the life you want, you switch your focus from what went wrong to what went right. A small shift in focus turns a loser into a winner.
Step 5
See yourself clearly. Taking responsibility means acknowledging both your weaknesses and strengths. It means acknowledging all that is wonderful about you. When you take responsibility you know your talents and put them to use. You know when you've done a good job. You appreciate your efforts. You are kind to yourself. A responsible person does not dismiss their own achievements. They know their good and positive qualities. They have a complete picture of who they are. A responsible person continues to grow emotionally.
Step 6
Say "thank you." Accept praise graciously. When someone acknowledges you, say, "thank you." When someone is kind or gives you a gift, the responsible response is a sincere "thank you."
Step 7
Practice healthy self-focus. Thinking too much about our own problems, worrying endlessly about the future, regretting the past, feeling sorry for ourselves can lead to indulgent self-pity. It's exhausting. However, taking time to really know what makes you tick, in a gentle, reflective way is the beginning of self-love and personal responsibility. When you get acquainted with your hurts, your limitations, your gifts and talents, you grow into the best person that you can be. Then you are alive and living your best life.
For Jaz......... RIP (1959 to 2005) Thy Husband is thy Lord, thy Life, thy Keeper,
Thy Head, thy Sovereign; One that cares for thee, And for thy maintenance commits His body To painful labour both by sea and land,
To watch the night in storms, the day in cold,
Whilst thou liest warm at home, secure and safe; And craves no other tribute at thy hands But love, fair looks and true obedience; Too little payment for so great a debt. Such duty as the subject owes the Prince Even such a woman oweth to her Husband; And when she is froward, peevish, sullen, sour, And not obedient to His honest will, What is she but a foul contending rebel And graceless traitor to her Loving Lord? I am ashamed that women are so simple To offer war where they should kneel for peace; Or seek for rule, supremacy and sway, When they are bound to serve, love and obey.
KATHARINA from The Taming of the Shrew Act 5 Scene 2
Today's training consisted of 40 min meditation and reflection and has now been mandatory for one to do this daily.
This was the hardest part of my training so far because one does not want to sit and reflect on anything...to painful....But this slave must be obedient in order for training to be successful...... So Be It. Sigh..........
Slaves Daily Prayer As Per Instruction
Allow me the strengh too answer questions I can't fanthom...
Allow me the spirit to know his needs
Allow me the kindness to choke back retorts
Allow me the serenity to serve Him in peace..
Allow me the love to show Him in peace...
Allow me the tenderness to comfort Him...
Allow me the light to show us the way...
Allow me the wisdom to be an asset to Him...
Let me be able to show Him each day my love by my service to Him...
Let me open myself up to completely belong to him...
Let my eyes show Him each day my love by my service to Him...
Let me open myself up to completely belong to him...
Let my eyes show Him the same respect, rather I sit at his side, or kneel at his feet...
Let me accept my punishment with the grace of a woman...
Let me learn to please Him, beyond myself... Grant me the power to give myself to Him completely...
Give me the strength to please us both...
Permitt me to love myself, in loving Him..
Allow me the peace of serving Him.
For it is my greatest wish, my highest power to make his life complete, as he makes mine.
This slave started training on 04/25/10
Slave was informed by trainer on 04/28/10 that exam one -Voice training was completed successfully.
(huge Smile) ~Mia
"Tears are not unbecoming of the soldier, The soldier is a man of deep passion and Emotion, many men cannot even understand the depths. Do not fear your current and your power. In the soldier are flowers and storms, each part of him and each real. Accept both.....Deny Neither"
PG-23 Guardsman of Gore
Seven days yesterday since I asked Daddy to release me.
I miss Him so much but strange as it may seem I don't regret this action.
I made so many mistakes I was so happy to have him as my Master I posted it on my profiles and told all my friends.
In less than two weeks of doing this every snake on collarme and Fet came out the of blue to destroy this happiness and they succeeded because of my overwhelming need to be safe.
For the first time since Jaz died I'm OK with being alone because i tried I really tried to be a good submissive and good slave to both the Dominants I chose after I set out to start fresh and new to this scene after 20 yrs with one master.
When you have done your best and you have done all you can then you must rest.
So Now This Princess is not only @ peace but @ rest.
All the best to you all in your quest to serve and be served.
~Kajira Charis
Long Island Army Ranger Jason Santora killed Near Kabul
Undying love you've given to me Seen in me things I would never have seen I don't understand why you care so much, it's all a mystery Time and time again I ask myself What have I done to deserve such wealth The price you paid, I could never repay your generosity
In order to save me In order to save the day Because of love you placed yourself In harm's way It's truly beyond me Left without a word to say What kind of love would place itself In harm's way?
When I was down you came and lifted me When I was bound, yes, you set me free Things that you do makes it clear to see It's all a master's plan No greater love that I've come to know And when I refuse, you still love me so With open arms you came and rescued me And erased all the pain,
What kind of love would place itself And risk your life for love's sake? What kind of love just takes on all the blame? It seems to be so easy It hurts sometimes but you never let go You will to love in spite of all
In order to save me In order to save the day Because of love you placed yourself In harm's way It's truly beyond me Left without a word to say What kind of love would place itself In harm's way?
This young mans girl friend said He would go in first because he had no children and the others did so if there would be one to go he would rather it him first.
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I have a bad habit of raising people up to such high standards In my head...Some which are not of a human......When the light comes on and I realize that they are only human.......I'm crushed.........This is a bad habit......I'm working on undoing..........Daily........... 
Today was a perfect Day.........
I still find each day too short for all the thoughts I want to think, all the walks I want to take, all the books I want to read and all the friends I want to see. ~
My daughter says to me today....gaga i love you......and I love omie and pop but they chose the wind over me....I said to myself how the hell do I explain this one.......So I just held her and said nothing.......
I MISS YOU.........So Much It Hurts.........
If I had a single flower for every time I think about you, I could walk forever in my garden. ~Claudia Ghandi
The purpose of life is a life of purpose. ~Robert Byrne
People of the way journey through the worldResponding to conditions,
Today's training consisted of 40 min meditation and reflection and has now been mandatory for one to do this daily.
This slave started training on 04/25/10
GOD, grant me the serenity
