it has come to my attention,

the first experience I ever had with a so called "Dom" started with a man who wanted to sell me on the streets to make him some "money", the second Dom who I was with I was with for a year (nothing full time) I trusted very much but wanted me to have a "bi experience" only to have me with a person he had hired...another Dom I've had abandon me because he allowed me to over drink and I fell and broke his closer mirror...lol So I have NO positive experiences with Doms (if they can even be called that) I have no real training...but I know what I like, what I don't like, what I will do , what I wont...My pain level etc! I know that there was something "Different" about my personality all of my life why I wanted to "please" others more then the average person all of my life and when I didn't I felt "unhappy, a little stressed and when I did make people happy it uplifted me! How I have trouble saying "No" to those who are special to me!  It can be  hard to be a submissive because sometimes you cannot see between being abused and dominated (well in the early stages of being a submissive) just because it can be hard! But for me the underline is if it doesn't feel good then it likely isn't something you should be doing. anyways just some random thoughts.

Just because someone is a submissive doesn't mean they have no right to say what is on their minds. or have feelings or needs or wants, or hopes or dreams ! And it doesn't give you who say you are a right to call us names just because we don't agree with what you are posting! Also if you make a profile about "pimping" out your submissive don't expect "positive comments", or looking for someone to do all of your chores (unless you are physically or mentally challenged) you should be doing this YOURSELF or at the very least paying someone to do this. I have no issues helping out around the house if it's appreciated but it isn't going to be something where it's just all the time and no thanks (so I guess I am not a "domestic" type submissive lol I don't mind cleaning don't get me wrong but it's a give and take!  Not take take take!!!

anyways that's my thoughts on "Domestic and pimping lol"

tis the season for rudeness....so I was out and about and waiting in line when this rude old lady shoved her cart up my behind (apparently) I wasn't going fast enough to suit "her" OH WELL...I am so sick of this addtuide that people have grown acustome to it's this me first attitude. It amazes me how older people (over 70s) crap and complain about "youth of today being all rude and disrespectful" when the ELDERS of today aren't setting very good examples by cutting people off, not saying thank you when you open the door for them or just got out of your way to be respectful to them...it makes you not want to be polite and decent to other when you are constantly being treated like crap by others. Just tonight my husband was waiting in line for me and some elderly lady didn't agree with it so she tried to irritate me to the point I almost wanted to punch her because she kept ramming the shopping cart up my backside...I even made the point to say "PEOPLE CAN BE SO RUDE, I AM NOT MOVING ANY FASTER IF YOU RAMB THE CART UP MY ASS! lol I really hope she herd me lol It isn't just her though another time we were out and I thought this guy was with this women because they were walking together (or so he made it look that way) and he pushed me right out of the way!!! all just so he could get ahead of me!!! HOW IGNORANT can one be?? what made me really mad was that A) a man would push a lady 2) that he acted like he was with the women even though he wasn't! I don't wish to complain or anything but seriously this world isn't going to end due to global worming it's going to end due to people rudeness and carelessness!!! that's my rant today!!