Its funny how when some men hear you have a sadist daddy they think he is some sort of horrible abusive brute woman abuser killer man.  Lol :)  Cant there be a gentle loving big teddy bear sadist daddy?

He gave me a sentence to say.  When it hurts real bad with what ever hes doing to me, i have to say "i love you daddy".  He wont listen to anything else.

My daddy decided he is going to do pain training on me now, cause he wants me to be able to handle more

Well the color system didnt work too well, cause he gags me so i cant say red, yellow or green.  I was able to raise my right hand for horrible and my left for somewhat horrible, and that worked he gave me a 4 min break, which helped enough so i didnt get panicky. 

I am so glad a man on here told me about using colors instead of a safe word.  My daddy actually agreed to letting me do that. :)

I asked him for a safe word, and he refuses to let me have one.  He says i will never be allowed to have one.  He thinks i will abuse it to get out of punishments. 

My daddy tied me down and caned me for the first time last night for not ending a conversation with a man when he told me to.  This is the worst punishment ever, its worse than the crop and paddle.  I was so mad i felt like never coming back again, but then he forced me to have 10 oragsms in 20 mins and now im just too tired to even think. Im sleeping all day today.

Im sorry to all of you that my daddy scares away, you can still message if you want too.  He cools down after a day.

He put me down hard tonight.  It hurts so bad to even walk, and i cant sit down at all.  I will never send my pic to anyone ever again, so DONT ask!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :( :(

I wonder if its normal to feel happy and scared to see your daddy.

Its amazing how many guys want to get a girl in trouble.

Im getting severely punished for putting my pic up again.  I want to put my pic up, i just cant right now. If you want to see it, you have to ask my daddy first. I am not making the mistake again.  I will try and get out of it though, since his punishments arent easy at all.