Positivity

I was not a good girl last night...lol...vengence is awesome....

:) im at peace....i was so bad tonight...i guess i let myself be a woman and him be a man...im going to wash up and go elyptical about 10 miles or so...then crash...God guide me to do whats right...and if i dont please drag me by my hair...LOL

His eyes wanted me...they would not turn their gaze...I knew inside myself this was a man who was real...I knew he would not hurt me...his faith exceeded mine...i could tell he was stronger than me...I enjoyed his hug...but he would not dare kiss me bc you knew my reputation..he knew if that happened id run...inside my my mind i wanted to belong to a man like this...inside my heart...all i could hear was the soft repeat make it work with your last...i could not ignore the soft whisper in my heart...as he tried for my number..i told him my truth..and bolted for the door...when i got to the car i was like Dear God please save me i cant do this...before i knew it he was there ...he said you expected me to give up that easy...and with everything left in me..i hugged him one last time...and left...I hope he is ok

I danced my little heart off last night....I cant believe i actully publically showed you how to properly grip the back of my neck...OMG

im going back to bed bc i can...:) ....I wish you were here to pick me carry me back to bed and tuck me in...