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Profile... this is always the hardest bit. To begin with, I consider myself a submissive with the potential to become a slave. Unfortunately, as my life stands right now I can't really act on that potential, and may not be able to for quite a while, if ever. I am not looking for face-to-face meetings, as my health keeps me housebound and makes Actual Play somewhat difficult.

I AM looking for someone to play with online, via emails, live chat, etc. I prefer someone able to spell and with at least a basic grasp of English grammar, someone who understands and appreciates the term 'mindfuck', and definitely someone with a good sense of humor.

There's a lot more I want to say but as I need to log off, I'll leave it at this for now, and update further later.
8/30/2007 5:54:50 AM
My life... is busy. Always. I have a lot of things going on in my daily life that I don't feel need to be posted here; they are personal and involve my friends and housemates, who I know don't want their business openly aired to the world. This is definitely one of the main reasons that I'm only looking for an online relationship right now; there's no way my life is going to suddenly un-busy itself just because my Dom decides he wants it that way.

Another reason is my health. I'm kinda stuck at home most days; the kind of 'play' most subs assume would be part of any fun BDSM relationship, I may not be physically able to do, or participating might end up sending me to the ER. I hate this, I am constantly dealing with doctors, doing exercises, taking meds, in short, trying my best to get better... but the truth is that I'm already living on borrowed time and there's no certainty I'll be around in any useful state a year, five years, ten years down the road.

So yeah. My apologies for delayed replies, for confusing pauses, for the hundred things that make me a lousy choice for a slave. *sigh* I'm sorry.
missmadisonlez
 
 Age: 21
  New York