I bought my self a new dildo and some lube.  I used it yesterday for the first time....oh how I wish I would have done it sooner.  I didn't know anything could feel so wonderful....the best is when I press it up against my anus and I can feel it slowing pushing into me ooh my, that is something.  I spanked my ass good and hard first, just to get myself in the mood to fuck myself.  I really wish I could have the real thing, but this isn't bad, not bad at all.