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Interested in many different area of the BDSM lifestyle and willing to learn.

Would like to meet someone i can respect and form a long term relationship rather than just a short term playmate. In terms of serving, my preference will not matter because genuinely serving a Mistress means i abide to Her will under any circumstance. my desire is nothing compared to what She wants. Relationship does not necessary need to involve any sexual kink and can be only based on service, unless the Mistress desires.
Regarding my profile, i apologize for the delay. i had originally planned to update my profile and picture by mid May 2011. However, due to my work i haven't been able to log in very often. In fact, i've just noticed that it's been 2 month since i last logged in. To be frank, putting all my energy in that half a year long project made me exhausted. i believe if i cannot put in 100% of my attention to this life style, i would be lying about genuinely serving a Mistress. Therefore, rather than seeking a Mistress right away, i'll first start getting back to my life. i haven't been working out as much as before during that 6 month period and i would really like to get back into shape (it's also partly for the profile picture). Below is the statement i made several months ago. i'll probably come back again to update it, but for now i plan on resting. Although it is not updated yet, it may be somewhat helpful to understand what kind of person i am. --------- In the past i made a few mistakes of not managing my time well. In the end i learned my lesson. i was younger and less mature at the time too. In the past, i had a chance to converse with 3 Mistresses, of course never at the same time. 5 years ago, 1 of the Mistress i've mentioned agreed to try me and We/we arranged a time to meet. However, She forgot about our meeting and called me back that We/we will have to look for another day. i had to drive back home after waiting 3 hours. Actually waiting 3 hours was not bad, i was too nervous and time went fast. In fact i was 2 hours earlier, so She really didn't make me wait too long. In the end, We/we tried to arrange another time, but i got busy around that time and the 2nd meeting never happened. For the last Mistresses, i never had a chance to meet Her, though We/we chatted a lot. 6 years ago i met the first Mistress, of course not in person. She thought was too naive and not ready for this type of lifestyle, which She was probably right at the time. So She gave me an advice to take some time and gain more experience before getting into this lifestyle. Her advice was probably one of the more valuable lesson i've picked up here. The story from 4 years ago is the most depressing story for myself. It's one of those stories where the 1st mistake leads to another and it keeps on going. We/we came to exchange phone numbers and We/we were about to arrange a place to meet. At the time i had a competition coming up a week after. Also She was a bit busy when We/we were conversing. So We/we decided that i would call back the next next Friday which was after my competition. However, i'm not sure how things went wrong...probably miscommunication. She thought i was supposed to call her back "the next Friday". i suppose i should have said 2 weeks after instead of "the next next Friday". Now i think about it, i can understand better why She thought it was the Friday a week after. The competition was supposed to end a week later from our phone call, so it made more sense to call back the "next Friday". During Our/our phone call, i felt i would probably need a week to rest before doing anything after the competition, but i never mentioned it to Her. 1 week and a few days later, but less than 2 weeks, i found out that She left a very angry voice message on my cell phone. Worse thing, i should have checked my voice message right away after the competition or at least left the phone with a charger during those days, which may have helped the situation. However, because the cell phone was not charged for several days, all the miscalled memories were deleted. Of course voice messages are left, but since i usually don't check voice messages i had no way of knowing that She called. Another mistake here is that, some of my friends asked me to join them for ski. i should have just rested at home....but for some reason i went all the way up to Wisconsin. That is where i checked my voice message. i was with my friends...and at the time i was embarrassed to let other people know that i was into BDSM. So i kept to myself that i would call Her back when i get back from skiing. For the final lesson, never have your cell phone in your pocket while skiing. i lost my cell phone while skiing and never was able to call Her back. i'm sure it was the Worst experience for Her as well. i really feel sorry for Her. The sub/slave She was expecting never called back. It's been 4 years, but if i had a chance i would like to meet her and give Her my apologies. So here i am. Since then, i log in once in a while, but haven't really had a chance to converse with any specific Mistress. i have been focused on my work and i felt that if i contact a Mistress at this state, i won't be able to give my 100% attention to her. i intend to wait until late April when i will be more free a few month. That is when my research project will be over. Of course there will be new projects, but i will be a little bit more free than now.

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7/11/2011 9:32:21 PM

Good news that my project is finally done! i've just noticed that i haven't been on Collar me for 2 month! 


4/25/2011 5:39:12 PM

i stated in my profile that i will make updates by late April, but it seems i may have to postpone this. our team was not able to finish the project in time, and thus, my boss has extended the deadline to mid May. we are close, but some minor issues are always in the way.


2/6/2011 5:39:33 AM

i had a little bit of time to spare, so i'm giving a try on writing my first entry. 

 

Due to my busy schedule i can't log in very often, but when i do i usually try reading a few journals and i find some of them very beautiful and lovely. Yesterday morning, i had a chance to read one journal about some sub/slave causing trouble to a Mistress concerning Her age. 

 

i don't think Her age should be any problem or factor of hinderance in terms of BDSM lifestyle. In fact, it seems She has a lot of experience. Wouldn't it rather be a plus then? At least that's what i thought. i personally, if i had a choice, prefer to meet someone with older age. This may not always be true, but i suppose there is a better chance of Her being more mature and having extensive experience in this lifestyle. 

 

 


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denika
 
 Age: 30
 Madrid, Spain