PlayfulAngel

I have lost myself in the world of want,
Want of what I can't have,
Want of what I wish for,
Want of total desire,
Want of release.

But in the echo of wants I beg,
Beg to obey,
Beg to be dominated,
Beg to kneel at Your feet,
Beg to be trained.

As I beg, my heart pleads,
Pleads for understanding,
Pleads for be accepted,
Pleads for Freedom of slavery
Pleads for completion.

Under my pleads, I whimper,
Whimpers of dreams,
Whimpers of passion,
Whimpers of delight,
Whimpers of thankfulness.

Whimpers fill with Sorrow,
Sorry I can't give you 24/7
Sorry I can't give 100%
Sorry You won't be #1
Sorry I can't be a total slave.

I am a returning student working on my degree, I have a family, so yes, that will always be first. I wish not to discourage, but be open about what my life is. I have tried to get back in the lifestyle but backed off when routes seemed to break in paths that made me unsure, but now the ached passion of desired yearning is so overcoming I have to again taste upon the sweetness of my true self. Though I am unable at the moment to give all of me, as I'm afraid my books are busy giving me a good Masterful Domination *giggles* but I am loving to talk to any, to journay lightly for now the paths of my souls calling. I would love also to talk to other Slaves/Submissives, we all need friends in bonds.