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Male Submissive, 27, Nashville, Tennessee
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Male Dominant, 59, London
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About PlatinumPanther
I was a kajira for a year to a man who chose to end that relationship with me....
and in that time since i was released, i have felt a void within myself that i long to fill
i am quiet and shy at first, though once you get to know me i'm very open about my life
i seek a Master who is strong and decisive yet willing to guide me to be the best i can be, a Master who believes in absolute honesty which builds the primary foundation of a Master/slave relationship, a Master who is willing to listen and compromise through any given situation |
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i've spent the last few weeks here, trying to find what i need, what i want...so many of you have written words of encouragement and that i'm grateful for, but now is the time for me to stop looking...someone told me in a virtual game i use that a girl never forgets her first Master.? those words hit me like a ton of bricks, because she's right...i can never forget him, though he doesn't want me anymore, and honestly i don't think there's another that can fill his shoes.? i'll be back here occasionally to view my messages and to say hi to those i've gotten to know here, but i can't keep searching anymore, it's too hard, too painful for me...I wish you all the best of luck in your searches and hope each of you finds what you need and want from this life...
Be well all from
Platinum
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i sit here reading dozens and dozens of profiles.? nearly every single one of them, knows exactly what they want, and what they need...
those of you that can actually "say" what you want with your voice, i envy you..you have confidence, you have strength, and you should all be proud of yourselves for that
mine is completely gone...the only way i can say what i need is to write it down in words, if i were to even attempt to use my voice to say what i need and what i want, i will clam up and just say nothing, letting everyone pass me by, getting exactly what they want and letting myself toss away any wants, needs, dreams, wishes, fantasies that i had ever thought of
i used to know what i needed..smiled like there was no tomorrow, happy to be what i was
now that it's over, i sit here crying to a bunch of strangers, completely torn apart, wondering if this life i should still have or should i just move on, hoping to forget what i want need
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