placidirene30

Hello...
Well, a bit about myself... I am not young, not old, just ripe, am widowed, have 2 children, quite young and own a florist shop! Not very exciting so it seems, and i might agree but that is life. I am very mature, and well-adjusted and love thee colour red, and hate the colour yellow so nothing yellow. I guess generally i am quite a placid character, not very theatrical to any respect, so in a sense i'm down-to-earth.

I'm not naive but i'm explorative, i'm not ignorant but i'm unguided, i'm not disrespect but i'm candid, i'm not lethargic but i'm cautious, i'm not disinterested but i'm wary, I'm not dull but i'm not tenacious.

(I am considering seeking a Mistress also: for mistresses reading I hav never had a 24/7 mistress so in this respect i am a beginner) I am pretty restrictive in some senses since i don't enjoy disclosing too much too soon, so please do not ask for any hasty meetings etc. I am out to try and seek a real master/mistress (must be older than I am) and outgoing with similar interests to mine. The major points is i want to seek another partner who can share this lifestyle with me, intimately. To be honest its not something i have shared with stable partner. I am pretty wild at frequent and you may grow to know that i am more than what meets the eye. I do wish to become a slave for you and i understand the ramifications of doing so. I am financially secure and all so don't get me wrong i'm not looking for anything like that. What i seek is genuine honesty and passion and with that I can share with you myself which i guarantee to be golden.

I do have a sense of self, not just blindly fulfilling physical needs and i have a great depth and belief in committment. I have been trained before by my late-husband, and yes i have been already involved in the lifestyle for 6years and have had alot of in-depth hardcore training including; indepth needle play, multi-day caging, day-long forced masturbation, forced exhibitionism, forced swapping. And sincerely, i do not believe in any fixed systemic limits for myself, rather i truly believe they are and should only be set by my loving master/mistress and do not insist of having such boundaries that exemplify a detachment from true slavery.
Since my late-husband past away I have spent the past 2 years alone, mostly secluded, even away from my children who were primarily cared for by my inlaws, and i left my small shop un-tendered, so i've been in a mess. BUT- I now wish to get back into the type of lifestyle i once had but with cautions of course and to find a new master/mistress to control me. Please remember when i say 'forced' it does not mean I do not enjoy or value the activities, but not for their physical merits, but as a sign of obedience and fulfillment of only my master's command.
Now for some characteristics= I am outgoing, and i enjoy alot of time in the home and in the garden. I am a lover of buying shoes, and love wine and herbal tea. I am not flirty and i despise any type of stereotyping or discrimination. I am a lover of the environment and being with it. I am very natural, not dishonest, and I am candid about what I think and i am very obedient. I am an intricate character, who is not really into the partying scene or the publically wild type of person, as I am more closed and traditional when it comes to this lifestyle and believe to serve. But don't get me wrong, that does not mean I will be coherent and abide to all the 'masters/mistresses' who message me. You cannot become my master/mistress until we know each other and reached a certain understanding and emotional attachment to one another, so do not message me and expect me to be the slave you think i am as i am very against any sort of play or disrespectful treatment of the terms dom(e)/slave.

On the whole, i seek an intense d/s relationship, i am not looking for 'games' or light sensual bdsm, I am here to find the taker of my leash, the controller to my heart, the captain of my mind, the leader to my soul, and the wielder of my body. I lust servitude and i revel in degradation. I need a real master/mistress, one who understands and already knows what a d/s really stands for and what the slave they seek is not one for frequent bdsm games, its one for total control and use, to have and own.

For everyone who wants to know me more, what i seek is a master/mistress; for a life-relationship, and i accept 24/7 subjection to your dominance. I am not with-holding and I will comply with all you wish and i love whatever you love. I want you to convert my psychologically to love every action you make to devour my very body and my mind; to take my spirituality in your hands and wield it as you will. If you are interested in getting to know me, don't hesitate, and don't hesitate to be forward and candid and speak what you want and need, feel free to talk to me, make conversation and see what each other is like, maybe share some experiences to just get to know what each other is like. I'll be waiting here... in my room... in my lonely lonely chair... for the one.