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| Before you read my profile please know that I do have a mentor who advises me if I feel the need. I am a true submissive living in Somerset, UK. I would love to meet a dom who is willing to take me on and teach me. Explore my limits?? I am 5 ft 2 tall with green eyes and long dark curly hair. My figure is 38D-24-34 and I am a size 12 to 14. Curvy.
I am looking for someone who is extremely dominant but who also understands what true submission means. Domination is not about bullying or abusing!!!! I have always been a sub but never had a dom. I am very unhappily married due to my submissive nature and my needs not being met. That said I live a vanilla lifestyle but I HATE VANILLA SEX.? My story is long and things are not what they seem. I have scars the same as everyone else. I am a strong, confidant lady, independant & university educated but in private? a true submissive who will please her dom and make him proud. If, in return, he please me. I am new to the lifestyle but I am not new to life experience, which means I do not suffer fools gladly nor am I taken in by fake people. I am very loving and giving and adore cuddles. Especially after a session? Spanking is my no 1 love in life. It will take a true dom to understand me and my needs. I am naughty occasionally, maybe intentionally if I think I will be spanked :)? If I sound interesting then drop me a line.
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I'm finding that distance is a problem :( have spoken to a few lovely people who unfortunately live too far away. Just my luck. And why do most of them live in London hehehe? My hopes are still high and I'm staying positive. For now. It's funny to see the reaction some guys have to my submissiveness. Some go immediately into "dom" mode demanding things from me. My favourite so far is being told to address them as master straight off!!! Well I'm sorry but isn't that a title of respect? And isn't respect earned along with trust? Hmmmmm maybe I'm expecting too much but I do know to go with my gut instincts. |
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Well here on this site for a week and still not found what im looking for. Far too soon you may ask? Yes I agree. I mustnt run before I can sub hahaha. I met a very nice dom for coffee but unfortunately i didnt get that 'click'. He was extremely nice but just not for me. Are my expectations too high I wonder? Possibly. Do so called 'real men' still exist? I prefer the term 'Dominant' rather than 'real men'. Since being on this site I have spent hours pondering on the whole ds world. When talking to a new person Im wondering 'how do I address them'? Do I call them sir or not? So many questions in my mind.
I know that I am a submissive even though I have never been lucky enough to find a dominant. In the so called vanilla world my submissiveness has led to myself being unhappy with my life. My lightbulb moment happened when I realised I was missing a dominant in my life. In the vanilla world my submissiveness is abused and I am looked upon as a doormat. In the ds world I realised my very submissiveness would (hopefully) be cherished by a dominant. I have realised that I crave and need assurance, care, being cherished, told im a good girl, and yes used too, told what to do. I crave to please and serve. Its in my very being, who I am at my core.
I have chatted to some really nice people on the site and my eyes are slowly being opened to this dark, delightful and tantalising world of BDSM.
I will keep positive for now and caution will be my 'it word'. |
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