okay so maybe I wasn't as ready as I thought id be. I hate how many real life stuff this comes with sometimes :(
i did start w hormones, been on the sissy hypno for longer than I remember and honestly im just realizing how badly I wanna go all the way and get all the surgerued blah blah. Faceapp thinks I could be a babe (but it probably says that to literally all the girls smh lol)
idk maybe right now it makes more sense to see what's out there while I try to think of the easiest way a trans girl gets career security. like I said hate real life problems lol.
I might make more sense as like a try out. I'm a virgin for men and like idk giving a blowjob is like idk something I kinda wanted to try for awhile. Anyway goodnight :)
okay so maybe I wasn't as ready as I thought id be. I hate how many real life stuff this comes with sometimes :(
i did start w hormones, been on the sissy hypno for longer than I remember and honestly im just realizing how badly I wanna go all the way and get all the surgerued blah blah. Faceapp thinks I could be a babe (but it probably says that to literally all the girls smh lol)
idk maybe right now it makes more sense to see what's out there while I try to think of the easiest way a trans girl gets career security. like I said hate real life problems lol.
I might make more sense as like a try out. I'm a virgin for men and like idk giving a blowjob is like idk something I kinda wanted to try for awhile. Anyway goodnight :)
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12/15
So I’m definitely not like actually ready
I really wanted to see if like I’d be of actual value in that subby role but honestly I think a pen pal makes more sense at least right now.
I kinda failed w two doms in like the last 2 months because I can’t multi task most things with the work day and then because idk I have* to go post op and that’s not why a lot of men fish in this pool. I have like very few boundaries but I guess that’s just one of them.
So probably for like this next year (and hopefully many positive changes) from now I should focus on getting ready 🙂
besides the obvious face app photo, the others weren't editors but obviously were pretty heavily cropped. I'm on step one of like 12. So. Bear with me until you can bare with me. 🤪