i am going  to clarify what i stated on my last journal entry... "starting my new life" did not involve another person in anyway, it was the decision not to be bullied, abused, pushed around, taken advantage of, or disrespected in any way for the new year... i may be a slave....but i am not stupid....

tonight is the beginning of my new life... i'm so excited and scared at the same time.. wish me luck.... wegs....