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About pickles1966
Please allow me to state that if you do not live within 1 hour of me,then please understand that I am not interested. I am not looking for a LDR.
**Also, I got bombarded with mail in my inbox, so I deleted all. If I didn't respond to you, that's why, please try again if you wish.
I am a naturally submissive Bi-Female who is looking to be trained to
serve and obey my Master/Dom. I have little experience, but much
desire. (see below for experience)
I would much prefer being trained by a Master/Dom first, and then perhaps if he has more than one sub, we could be playmates.
I am addicted to being controlled. I feel crazed without. That is
the only way I can describe it. Like an addict, I long to feel it
flowing through my veins as if it were the very blood I need to
survive. The moment I sense it I am lost in my need; my desire; longing
to be fulfilled mind, body and soul; to serve ; to give over all
control until my only desire is to be with the one that owns me.
***About my experience and how I came to be here:
I am asked often and so I thought it easier to share here.
Just got out of a 10 year marriage one year ago. Prior to that, my
experience was when I was 18 and he 28. I would not call him a
Dom/Master in the traditional sense, but looking back, that is what he
was. (sadly also a control freak - not in a good way) I spent four
years with him. He was def DOM in the bedroom. The dominant control,
hair pulling, ass slapping, occasional paddle brush, hand cuffs, nipple
clamps, dildos, etc., and No, it was not just kink. Old enough now to
know the difference. So, all those years after, I tried to seek those
like him because the understanding of the word BDSM had not been in my
vocabulary at the time. I honestly thought it was just getting whipped
and beaten.
I didn't know why I needed to feel controlled and to be submissive, but
I knew I didn't like average men, you were not dominant or strong.
I met a few who did the things I liked without prompting. But then
there is a big difference between control and being controlled. Most of
them were just control freaks who happen to think they found a kinky
slut. They were all relationships, not one night stands or anything.
My ex h had to be prompted, after a while, he did it on his own, it was
still vanilla though, and the more I tried to get him to go further the
more he refused and told me something was wrong with me for wanting
what I wanted.
I have spent the last year, researching BDSM, reading stories, talking
to Doms, Masters, Dommes, subs and soul searching.
I am a writer and I often write from my soul, as do most. I wrote that
second paragraph in a moment, as it came to me, and it is what I long
for. To surrender, to submit.
What kind of a sub am I? I don't know. As I understand, there are
subs and there are slaves. There are subs who like just to be
dominated; some to be humiliated; some that prefer other things. I
cannot say what my limits are, though I've watched hours of porn (for
enjoyment and learning) I know that the M/D usually tries to discover
what the sub/slaves needs are while training and then goes from there.
If you have any other questions please just ask me. I am not shy.
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