7/22/2017 11:03:40 AM: Yes, I think the relyfe programming would be important for me, it makes me feel the age, be the age, I am told to be. My mind races all of the time, it shuts the racing down, shuts the thinking down and just makes me into whatever I am told to be, makes me like what I am told to like. I can't explain how powerful and attractive that is to someone like me whose mind has never ever stopped racing before... Just you be... It's insane...

7/17/2017 10:51:14 PM: Okay, I took the plunge and added new pictures with my face... I hope they are okay. They reflect my new love affair with the beach! The one in the dress is a few years old, but I kind of like it. Master Ryan reports that he found Relyfe Programming MP3s at XaxisBooks.com, but that the readreadbooks site I had before doesn't work or isn't there so I'm sorry if I got it wrong I was relying on someone else's info and should have checked it out! I'm back home and should be on a lot more now. Yes, I am most definitely seriously looking for permanent and my interest have not changed... I just like hot sand now sometimes... 😃 K.

6/3/2017 9:02:07 AM: ..for the record, shy people often start conversations that they have great hopes for with 'Hi'. That one word can take a lot of effort for a shy girl and it can carry powerful hopes and dreams along with it. It's not meant to be disrespectful or unimaginative, it's an expression of fearful anticipation and possibilities.

6/2/2017 12:04:39 PM: Oh and I freaking LOVE beaches! Florida rocks!

6/2/2017 12:03:17 PM: Michael Scott freaking rocks!! My agoraphobia?? Gone!! 11 years with a crippling psychopathy, psychologists no real help. Psychiatrists, drugs but no help! Social workers? Lots of help, no treatment or cure! 5, count'em just 5 conversations and 2 sessions and I have spent the last 10 terror free outside seeing places that I haven't seen Since I was little! God I wish he was looking for a daughter! I can now and will happily meet in my community (discretely) and once I can drive, anywhere nearby!!