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Got hurt once again. Not fucking surprised. This is what happens when you play with boys who talk, instead of real gentlemen who can handle their shit. |
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I just got my nipples pierced! Yay :) |
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Holy shit holy shit holy shit.
The Night Porter..
The most delicious sexual tension I have EVER seen on a movie.
Fuck. |
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Another bad day. Cried a lot.. maybe if I close my legs, men will start to appreciate me more?
Shall we see? |
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It's my birthday today. I'm 19.
http://www.last.fm/user/sweetsweetsarah/library |
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I want him. So bad. Oh god..
http://content.behindkink.com/resources/default/items/2009/10/30/7640_s01_Fear.wmv |
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FUCK THIS SHIT.
I'm done.
*cries* |
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Have you ever felt your body itch for a beating? Where the skin on the curves of your ass tingles when thinking about it. When you know that your life and attitudes towards life will be set back to equilibrium, with a good session? I'm not talking so much about, "Oh spank me, Mister. Please," as much as I am talking about the complete mind-fuck that comes along with that spanking. That kind of mental power exchange where you are totally absorbed and lost in the submission, even if it's for a few hours.
I've been needing a beating. Desperately. |
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Very disappointed by the Tampa kink scene, so far. I haven't seen much potential. |
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Sub and now shaky switch. |
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Finally got my wand. Hot damn. |
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So horny.
Potential tampa playmates, please message me. |
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****: They approach you trying to exert control, when their intent is just to have you to toy with... if you are going to submit to someone there is going to have to be someone that shows it to you through care, and that really makes you want to not disappoint.
Sarah: That's exactly it though.
Sarah: No one's had the time, patience or desire to stay with me through the training period. I take longer for me to warm up and stop acting out. It takes longer for me to trust.
Sarah: That's why I get called a tease and a slut so often. Because the men think that I'm their slave right away.
Sarah: But it's one of those things that I KNOW when I become subservient and truly submissive that it's going to be one of those almost... beautiful things that most people don't get to see.
****: It’s because they are foolish and think that they can have that type of relationship in an instant....that sort of relationship takes time.
****: It’s like growing a garden.
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I AM SO FUCKING HORNY
ZOMG
COLLEGE SUX. |
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Oh my god. Oh my god.
I'm moving. |
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Daddy? Why won't you talk to me? |
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God DAMN I <3 Master James's work. Hehe. |
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I want a real live Master to put me in my place and take care of me :( |
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I've realized I have to stop romanticizing the men I have relationships with. We are all human, and even though you are no Mr. Darcy, I'm sure we could hit it off.
The 3 month period for me is the real make it or break it mark, basically when I realize you're an ugly loser who couldn't find my clitoris if I gave you a map.
As much fun as it is to be roughly taken by the product of some guy's testosterone overdose, that is only exciting for a short time.
If you have to ask me what I mean by when I say "intelligent kink", then don't message me.
By the way, most if not all messages using the words "lil", "u", etc. get no response. Either do the ones which command me in the first message.
I am not a robot, I do not have a switch. |
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I got a new computer! Woohoo! :D
Yes, that means I have a webcam now.
No, I'm not going to cam for you. |
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Y'know, I can feel that I'm starting to have to battle between physical attraction and experience.
Maybe when I move to Florida I'll have to lower my standards a bit age-wise and/or looks-wise in a suitable Dominant or play partner if that means gaining an experienced partner.
I'm completely for having a long term relationship where together we learn from each other and both improve as a couple. That's very normal to me.
I'm not saying that I completely rely on the Dominant to be all-knowing and mighty. I'm aware that everyone is human and makes mistakes. Being taught how to flog properly a week or two ago just gives me a little more appreciation for the other side. But I still feel like I'm always wanting more. Always wanting to learn more.
I'm not looking for a guy/girl who's a walking library, but I'm finding it more crucial that I feel he/she is superior to me intellectually, emotionally, spiritually and with experience.
I'm only 18 years old, fresh out of high school and I've already basically wrote off all college boys. So I'm hoping to try college girls instead. ;)
I know that's bad. And I'm positive there will be exceptions to that. I like to call myself an optimist, but we'll see if college changes my opinion.
By the way, age has nothing to do with creepiness. I'm sure you were creepy at 25. I don't respond to creeps.
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I'm crushing hardcore on Bronne from the Real World. It's been a long time since someone on TV makes my heart go pitter pat. |
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Yay! I got my first chest piece of ropework! It was tight and hurt but I smiled the whole time. :) |
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I want to be tightly bound. Now. |
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Men are beyond fucking frustrating. I give up. |
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I just came, involuntarily moaning out "Yes, Sir" over and over.
...it was awesome. |
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Ugh all I've been looking at is ropework lately. I want! |
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Tomorrow is my last day of high school. I got a kitty! |
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I'm learning more about myself as a submissive in and out of the bedroom by taking some time off for myself. I go through phases where my sexual "itch" needs to be scratched of course, but right now I am excited to explore the more emotional and mental aspects of bdsm and how they enrich my submission. I am starting to realize (although casual play has it's advantages) that I am really looking for a monogamous relationship with a master FIRST. Be it my owner, master or just a strong, strict dom that wants a real relationship, I think I will be able to learn more in that kind of structure.
Even though the plenty-o messages from random kinky hornballs is quite flattering, it's time to announce that I'm not up for casual sex. Sorry. |
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First MinKY munch was cool! I was pretty shy, but only because of insecurities of how young I am. I'm planning on attending their next play party, their April fundraiser, an office-themed one! Oooh, nervous and excited! |
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...why are there games on here? |
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Found my first intensive bdsm experience very.. intense. I ended up surprising myself not because of the physical toll being taken on my body, but about how emotional I got. I ended up crying three times, and had to re-evaluate everything. I may have bitten off more than I could chew, next time, slower.
I wish I could get out of my head while being involved in sex.
This weekend I'm going to my first Min-KY much, my expectations aren't exactly high, but I'm hoping for the best. |
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It always sucks when things don't work out. |
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Going to college in Florida in fall, slightly looking, but at the same time not really. |
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Schweet, training is fun. Had my first encounter with pussy? Never coming back????? Just kidding. Heh :) |
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At the moment, I'm learning more about myself as a person and a submissive with the help of some really cool people. I'm starting to get more experience and come out of my shell. In the near future I hope to get involved with the local bdsm community.
'Tis fun, isn't it? |
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Old movies put me in the mood for looooove. |
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I'm at that point where I have absolutely no idea what I want. |
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Oh my god! I just, literally just had my first experience with bdsm! :))))))))))))) It wasn't even that hardcore, but I loved every second of it. Now I finally know that I'm doing the right thing. Ahhh I'm so happy right now :) |
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I dare to write the fact that I've never had an orgasm at the hand of another human being on my profile not so that you can use it as a conversation starter, but as a tool for understanding my situation. It's pretty upsetting for me to have to explain this to people. You claim you can change that, I doubt you greatly. Please respect me, and not hurt my feelings. |
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Just updated my profile. It's been a while since I've described what I want, atleast since I've experienced a bit. |
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I feel like I've grown up a bit. Hmm. |
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The current radio station is my main squeeze. |
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Oh I love me some tattoos, trimmed beards and height. |
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Mmm Christmas. :)
Favorite gifts:
The great gatsby
Nikon D40
My mom's such a cutie. |
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Ahhhh. I want to be owned :) |
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Why do I feel that it is unnatural for me to actually go out there and seek want I want in bdsm? It seems all backwards. |
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Are you kidding me?
After all that? Nothing?
I give up.
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Yesterday, I had a bit of breakdown. I was at that point where my fantasies hit the reality of my situation and it left me feeling hopeless. Maybe if I wasn't so particular things would be easier. As I sift through the profiles of the men and women on this site, and through the messages people send me, I just feel unsatisfied. A lot of the people that seem perfect on paper end up being actually quite boring. I also, obviously attract older men, but that physically just isn't appealing to me at this time in my life. If it's this hard to make a connection over something as large as the internet, even on the friends level, how the hell am I supposed to find someone to spend the rest of my life with? Right now I'm being confronted with the question of what I want to do with my life, and it's leading me to think about my future when it comes to the bdsm side. I definitely know this isn't a phase, because I've felt this way for a long time. But does that mean I'm going to be the lonely slave that at age 50 is still going to bdsm clubs? I really hope not. Just like everyone else, I want to find companionship. Of course I want to find that person who has I can have a normal 'vanilla' relationship with, but it is clear now that I need that other connection I feel, when completely someone else's. The holiday season makes these feelings worse, but at most I'm just trying to keep hope. |
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This website isn't really a tool for me anymore, just a place for amusement. |
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Quote I saw in the graffiti graveyard a week ago that made me chuckle: "Real trust comes between two cannibals performing oral sex." |
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A guitar epiphany made my day. :) |
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Seriously, if you're older than 35, don't message me. |
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Far too restless tonight.. |
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I love the porn advertised by this site. ;) |
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Once again, so far, this website is mostly disappointing. |
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