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i think i enjoy playing with sadists the most, the fact that they truly enjoy my suffering makes my head swim at times :-) |
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Sigh. i guess some people aren't meant to be in a relationship D/s based or vanilla. I thought when joining cm that the dynamic would be different but alas its been the same. I seem to be the guy Women like to have "fun" with but ultimately at the end of the day they are back with their significant other and i'm left to ponder the thought of will i ever actually connect with someone else. |
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As i look back on 2010 i can certainly say if has certainly been the most interesting year of my life. I've met a ton of great people through cm and can't say enough about how great this site is. And although i haven't met the "one" Woman i envisioned when joining this site i am condfident that this next year will bear fruit. |
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Shoot with january seraph went awesome today i'm so glad i made a profile on collar me, thank you, thank you thank you :-) |
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ughhh tired as hell and sore but it was worth it, had the opportunity to shoot with courtney cummz:-) |
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two shoots thursday and friday, exxxotica saturday. I'm gunna be all bdsm'd out. |
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jumping out of plane 5000ft up- checked of my things to do list.
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reflecting back on the months since joining collar me, i count myself as truly thankful that i discovered this site. I've had the chance to meet some remarkable woman through cm and have found something that i enjoy doing immensely.
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one thing i've learned from filming is that i wish so many of the submissive males out there could see the sweet, kind side of the Dommes that they see on video. i guess that would ruin the fantasy of a cruel hard mistress somewhat but its a shame that they can't see the gentler side in between whippings :-)
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shot with another studio yesterday, my ass is still red :-)
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i have set a goal goal for myself, to shoot with kink.com by a year for now.
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figures it rains everyday of my vacation so far, hopefully i get one decent beach day out of this week
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ouch gunna hurt to sit for a while
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had another great time filming tonight, this time with mistress amy. :-)
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This is gods cruel joke on me, lol. I seem to have no problem talking with and conversing women who seek what i seek. The only problem is they always seem to live in other states or hundreds of miles away. Still hopeful that i will eventually find what i'm looking for.
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to any of you who haven't go see inception you will not be dissapointed. One of the best films i've seen in years.
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umm how freaking lucky am i? had a shoot yesterday with Domme Dietrich,Mistress Erin st marks and Mistress Trish. Had an absolutely phenomenal time.
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ughhhh today was a scorcher and tomorrow is shaping up to be even worse
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i can currently be seen at deadlydommes.com
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hmmm i seem to really be getting the hang of being filmed...oh well off to pick up a case of aloe, lol.
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lol it seems i have no problem encountering women who enjoy "playing" but one that seeks ownership has alluded me. Oh well i am a patient boy.
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had another shoot on sunday, the lash marks that remain are marvelous. I am so lucky to have had the opportunity to serve two phenomenal women.
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another great shoot today
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what an awesome day, had a phenomenal shoot with two Heavenly Goddess's
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finally vacation, shore here i come
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its funny, who would of thought a vanilla woman's words would hurt more than the most brutal of whippings.
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donate whenever possible whether it be your time or money it is such a great feeling helping other in need.
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60 hour worked this week absolutely exhausted think i may just sleep the rest of the weekend.
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I can't believe how lucky I am to have had someone take control of me in such a short period on cm. I will always be grateful to this site.
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what a great feeling it is to suffer for a woman who truly enjoys it.
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through exquisite pain comes sublime pleasure
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sometimes its the simple things in life that bring the most joy. Out driving with the window down and blasting some classic bon jovi.
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Ugghhh...more rain, I feel so sorry for all those people who are just getting back on their feet after the last storm we had only to be hit with more bad weather. Thankfully it appears the rest of the week seems to be shaping up nicely.
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feels absolutely incredible actually discussing this lifestyle face to face with a person
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Note to those messaging me I am not looking for online training I appreciate the response but I'm looking for something real.
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just got done washing and waxing the car great day to get things done.
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To all the male dominants who've been messaging me thanks for taking the time to show interest and compliment my profile/pics. Its just that at this point in time serving a man is not what I am looking for.
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well it appears that we've finally seen the last of winter, today was absolutely beautiful out the kind of day that makes it great to be alive. Time to bust out the summer clothes.
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note to self, think before speaking.
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Everyone so far that I've corresponded with on this site has been extremely helpful and cordial. Gives me the reassurance that I made the right decision in joining cm.
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