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	About penstemmongrey Update 3/16/18 My Master and I are looking for a full time slave to join our household, to be part of our family and, above all, to embrace without question or reserve Master's loving, firm, and total control. For ourselves, Master and I have chosen a TPE relationship - one that is deep enough to always push me to New limits of experience and sensation; fluid enough to allow us both to always grow and learn in our lives and in our roles. But Master seeks to reach beyond this; to find a slave whom He can totally shape and control with love, knowledge and the firmness that comes from knowing every corner of His slave's heart and mind. He will shape His slave's desires and dreams to an unlimited happiness in serving his needs and his needs only. As his sub I will aid him in whatever way he asks or desires in order to train His slave to experience the complete satisfaction she will have in her submission to Him. My Master is a real Master. A man who truly believes that it is a Master's duty and responsibility to identify and care for his slave's mental and emotional needs - to judge what is appropriate, to encourage what is desirable and to firmly erase what is not. If you choose to be his slave I promise you will be a better person for that choice. Xxxxxxxxxx 2015 First entry I am a kinky, truck driving, story writing woman in search of a daddy dom.?I'm a bounder, in need of someone who can help tether me to the earth. Not tie me tightly, just be a tether. I've always been a bounder - I've even dreamed about it my whole life - only touching down lightly before leaping up into the air again. I sparkle with ideas, and the world, for me, glitters with possibility. I seek the One who can enjoy my shine and not get lost in it or overwhelmed by it. I seek the One who can take my shine and bring it, and me, to earth; give it substance and me direction. I will give you my dreams if you will give me our reality. I have been rather overwhelmed by the stream of messages I get. While I certainly appreciate all the interest, I am just one person. So I am only able to respond to a limited number of messages, and I limit myself to those that I see a potential connection or commonality with. Update** I am involved in an open relationship with my best friend, daddy, Dom, and Master. It is a fluid, dynamic relationship with a man who has dedicated himself to helping free me from my Voices, regardless of what form our relationship eventually settles into. I am a work in progress, an explorer of my own submissive nature and how that fits with the Dominant, Masterful nature's I encounter. I will come to a settling of my own roles and nature in my own time, but that time is not yet. So I continue to search, to quest out, to learn in every way I can not only who I am but also who the people are that I find myself attracted to, drawn to, passionate about and even in need of. I do not accept anyone's right to tell me who I should be out how I should be out, any more than I allow myself to tell anyone else the same about themselves. My journey is not to tell you who you should be, but to understand who you are, and who I might be in relation to that. penstemmongrey on 8/19/17 at 6:00 PM: That was supposed to be forge my own path, not forget, lol. penstemmongrey on 8/19/17 at 6:00 PM: I really want to forget my own path in my life. Really don't want to live life on someone else's terms. Lol, that doesn't sounds subby, right? That's what I mean though. I don't want a Master who just wants to do things... according to what other people think or say. I want a relationship so deep, so true, that it pulls us both inside out. I want a lifetime of being broken apart and made new. Because life is such an incredible, amazing thing. All of it. And is too - is humans. But only if we don't let ourselves get stuck in the ruts of "should" and "supposed to".

Sometimes it feels as if for every gain in making friends with myself, in gaining strength in myself, I take one step back somewhere else. I have learned so much about the gorgeous dynamic of Master and submissive; so much about the amazing symbiosis that represents and the way that dynamic makes us shine - together and when we are apart. And yet for all the incredible breakthroughs in intimacy lately I find myself, at the same time, realizing that I need not to be someone's second. I need someone who wants to dedicate themselves to me and our relationship passionately and wholeheartedly, as will I. Someone who wants to journey through our life truly together, boundaries sometimes blurred to near non- existence and sometimes strong and firm so that we may have pursuits that are both shared and singular, but never alone. we will rejoice in each other - even in assists of ourselves that we do not share we will still take joy in each other's selves. I am learning, with great pain, that I must find that Master or Dom who will appreciate me for me - for what I have to offer - not someone for whom I feel I must try to be a role that does not fit me, in order to meet his dreams.

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