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For the longest time I have been on this site as part of a couple. Life has taken some strange turns to separate me from my partner, and while I love her, it is apparent that both of us are submissive, and that she cannot fill this need.
And so I ponder finding someone to lead me into this world I have touched before, to feel myself pulled so deeply into my submission I just ache for it. I am unsure where this will lead. I look for someone to open me, reveal my need for what it is, and expose me in all my vulnerability for what I am inside.
I have immersed myself in ds for many years; participated in roles on both sides; enjoyed the sight of my partner soaring as I push her beyond, and felt myself opened beyond my wildest dreams to become nothing and everything. I dream of going there again, surrendering all, to become what I am shaped to be. For me, it is much more than just the physical; it is the surrender and acceptance of the mind, and the glow that is created as one is shaped and polished. Punishment and reward; denial and relief; approval and humiliation; there are so many forms to explore.
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