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Mene metsään
Mene vuorille
Mene kauas merelle
Anna yksinäisyyden hyväillä sinua
Kunnes ihosi on kyllin ohut
Niin ohut
Että sydämesi
Näkee sen läpi minut
Että minä se olin
Joka hyväilin,
Hyväilen sinua,
Mene, mene....

Twenty six years old.. full time student.. part time retail slave. Walking contradiction.. I laugh loud and cry often. Hopelessly romantic, and terrified of people - a true expert at evasion. A few of my interests include.. Reading, writing, tarot, World of Warcraft, SCA, eyeliner, dessert wines, bad stand up comedy, camping, history, anthropology, language, the beach at night...

As for why I'm on this site..

I'm curious. I want to learn, and interact with people with whom I might be able to explore this facet of who I am. I have some real life experience - thanks to hindsight however, I can say that the man I was with was domineering, not dominant. Regardless.. it was, in a word.. enlightning. No, I can't tell you exactly what I'm looking for, but I can tell you that I am definitely not interested in flings, or purely sexual relationships. If you can't stimulate my brain, I assure you, my body will not be interested either.

4/2/2012 7:21:57 PM

I remember how deliciously disappointed you were in me when I confessed to you that I hadn't read Anthem. You yanked me close and mashed your body up against mine. Even after three years.. after all we'd been through.. my knees turned to jelly as you held me close with one arm and lifted the other up behind me and entangled your fingers in my mess of curls and pulled my head back, forcing me to look up into your eyes. Too brazen to break eye contact with you, I murmured my apologies and you made me vow that I wouldn't pick up another book until I'd read it. The book was laying open on the bed when you guided me down, and I could feel the pages crinkling underneath my head as you lowered yourself on top of me. You once again expressed your disappointment as you worked your hands up my sides, pushing my arms up over my head and pinned them there as your words died away, and you caught me off guard with a surprisingly tender kiss. While the rest of the night was not nearly so tender... It was one of those that I would never forget.

 

The next weekend, you asked me if I had finished the book.

 

"No," I lied.

ciaobella1994
 
 Age: 20
 Medford, Massachusetts