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Female Dominant, 26, London
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Female Dominant, 30, FinancialOnline
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About pay4mysins
Local businessman who has spent most of my life being Dominant in one way or another.? I've always had to make the decisions for others, whether it be socially, at home, or in business.
I am looking to escape that in a safe environment at times.? A vacation from the stress of life, so to speak.? I want to atone for being a harsh, dominant dictator in my daily life.
I look to serve another (or others).? This is not a 24/7 commitment.? But it would be nice if it were a regular thing, not just some sort of one time thing.? I am looking for a connection, not a professional service.
I am a visible member of my community, have a business to run, and a?family life I wish to keep separated from these dark desires.? I am looking for someone who is willing to show me I can trust them to share ourselves with each other, yet not endanger or cause waves through the life I have.
I, of course, am looking for someone who is drug/disease free and clean.
I am very open minded, but may move cautiously here.? I thank any responders in advance for your time and for considering my plea.? First time for me.? I will admit I'm not too optimistic about getting any legitimate responses (just look at how many submissive males, compromised by "real world" lives?are in this world, crying out?!).
In regards to men and mixed gender couples, my experience serving men is very limited (nearly none).? However, that does not mean I am not willing to serve the right person(s), regardless of gender.
Feel free to drop me a mesg!
pay4mysins
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Missing my favorite Goddess... sultryladyeris today. Wish I were at her feet, being force fed her big strapon. [hugs and kisses] Goddess!
Here are a few images in her honor...
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Off to downtown Ventura to grab a drink. This has been quite a week and it's not half over yet. Free drinks on me tonight if you show up and act domme! |
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What a wonderfully relaxing sunday. All my tasks done, and now I have the rest of the day to do.... NOTHING! Such a reward =) |
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Weird day... plenty to get done, but I find myself missing serving. I miss being naked on my knees being half ignored/laughed at. I miss helping to clean. I miss my face being used as a chair. I miss the slaps and the kicks.
Oh well =) Back to work I go. |
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Funny. My last post was a year ago talking about a visit to disneyland. How ironic. THis time, after Dland, I'm headed down to SD for the first part of next week.
I hope everyone has fun and stays safe! |
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Ahhh a nice weekend at disneyland....oh and look, no one near to beat me! My ass thanks all you Dommes! |
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Off to Long Beach/Laguna Niguel Area for the weekend...fun fun fun =) |
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Had a great time in Anaheim this weekend =) And the carpool lanes sure saved a ton of stress with the LA driving...hey, I'm just saying... I know it might not be best, when pulled over and asked what you're doing riding single in the carpool lane to say "check the trunk...the slave is gagged and tied up in there" =) |
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Off to SLO for the weekend! Fun Fun =) And no one up there to beat my ass...so it should be relaxing ;) |
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Well looks like I'll be in Long Beach this weekend, visiting some friends, for those of you here who know me =) Might even find some time to be of service if you send me a message! |
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Tomorrow is my Birthday =) Happy b-day to me! And thank you all to all of you who have told me thus this last weekend. It's too bad all you are out of town this weekend. Looks like it will be a quiet birthday this year.
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Interesting thoughts lately. I've become more and more obsessed with the idea of a Dominant woman forcefully teaching me how to suck and worship cock. I know, I know, yet another common plea from one of the million submissive men in the world. The phrase "get in line buddy" seems to be appropriate =)
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A little journal entry dedicated to the most wonderful ebony Mistress whom I just can't get out of my head. This failure of a cocksucking whore is constantly thinking about kneeling naked at your feet, legs spread wide and head down. If it weren't for such an insanely busy life I would like to find myself there quite often!
You are the best, and the greatest, and those who find their way to you are the luckiest of them all =)
love and hugs |
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Taking some time off to just realax and try to enjoy life without new stresses =) Feel free to throw me a message, but i am not actively seeking anything right now. |
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Been thinking about the most wonderful Mistress in Ventura today. This entry is for you =)
I wish I could be on my knees, naked at your feet right now... Though you know those evil thoughts and all those desires you have to see me humiliated by you scare me, I am always so happy to see you smile. Whether it is your beatings, or your torture, or your verbal humiliation, or simply allowing me to worship your body, it makes me happy to serve.
Gracie is always thinking of you, wishing to be naked as you laugh. And smiles knowing you're happy!
[big hugs] |
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