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Took a couple of days to figure me out...all i can say is i have the most wonderful patient, loving, understanding, Daddy in the universe...
Thank You Daddy for Your patience...
Thank You for listening and giving me a shoulder to cry on...
Thank You for giving me Your advice...
Thank You Daddy for not giving up on me...
Thank You Daddy...for loving me
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Phone froze in the middle of texting Daddy...He wasn't impressed...hope He gets ahold of me tonight...i waited all day to talk to Him...*sighs and waits patiently...
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Oh yeah and the hardest thing about today...not being allowed to touch myself...ugh...masturbation is a great tension and endorphin releaser...guess Daddy knows more than i do...i got way more done today than usual...:)
Thank You Daddy |
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Busy day figuring out what i need to do and how to go about doing it...bottom line i need a job and i have to stay positive...NO NEGATIVITY...where there are problems there are solutions...even though Daddy was up all night coughing with bronchitis He still took time to talk my problems out with me this morning...Thank You Daddy |
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Lessons...valuable lessons...always remember proper protocol...speak properly...do not say drop to your knees...that sounds like something an animal would do
...you go down upon your knees...i feel like a diamond in the rough...once Daddy smooths out the rough edges...this girl is going to shine...Thank You Daddy |
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IN TRAINING AND UNDER THE CONSIDERATION OF MASTER KEVIN..aka DADDY
That being said...please respect this...
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Today was very stressful and every possible thing that could go wrong probably did...hopefully all is well now and though i have a wonderful Daddy i need to learn how balance everything out...that being said i hope that Daddy knows He is a very important part of my life that i don't want to live without...Thank You Daddy for Your kind words,Your patience, and most of all Your understanding...im luckiest girl in the world...Tomorrow is another day may it be better than today was...Thank You Daddy |
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Sitting here waitng patiently for Daddy to return from the store...and thinking how lucky i am to have found Him...or He found me i should say...He makes me feel so wanted and protected like a good Daddy does...listens to me when life gets chaotic and im all a mess..He calms me and soothes me...gives me the stability and guidance i so desperately need and want in my life...i truly think this is the beginning of a wonderful journey...Thank You Daddy<3
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You teach...i will learn
You talk...i will listen
You discipline me...its because i need it
You protect me...because im Yours
You tie me up...because You can
Thank You Daddy
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Daddy wasn't feeling well.but He made sure W/we chatted a couple times today...wish i could be there with Him to make Him chicken soup and bring Him tissues and juice...there's is nothing in the world like a Daddy's care for You even when He is the One under the weather...im a very lucky girl...Thank You Daddy |
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Things are happening so quickly...im in training and under consideration and Sir has no doubt in His mind that He will collar and own me when the time is right...it's so exciting im so happy that im pleasing Him making Him proud...it comes naturally for me He says it is because it was born into me that i was born with a submissive heart and a need and desire to serve and please...Thank You Sir |
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Made my first transgression and got a taste of being ignored oh how i hate to be ignored...it made me feel bad and in fear i was going to lose my Daddy as it was supposed to...I was so happy to hear His voice this morning...to talk the problem out and rectify the situation...i didnt know i pulled one of His triggers...now i do and i understand now why it was so maddening to Him...in the middle of a really enjoyable moment things got intense and the ignoring began...my insecurities got me into trouble once again...Sir is a disciplinarian, but also fair and just...im a very lucky girl to have Him...not so pleasant lesson but it was neccessary...Thank You Daddy |
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im precocious.. seductive...im a quick study...im mischievious...i know just what to say and how to say it...i need discipline... lots and lots of discipline...i thirst for it...a hunger...a craving...You give me what i need...You give You take...bind me...spank me...naughty naughty girl...intensity...mmmmmm...Thank You Sir
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The last two days have been amazing and im actually quite proud of myself...i am in training with a most wonderful Dom...Sir started by completely going through a list of what i like, don't like, what im willing to try and my absolute hard limits...then W/we started with proper positioning and protocol...Sir is very experienced and im honored that He is taking His time with me...then of course one thing led to another and for a job well done Sir allowed me three exquisite orgasms im glad im teacher's pet...:) |
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This is still my life...just because You are a Dom it is still my choice to decide whose hand i grasp to take me on this journey...i am searching, exploring for the One..its one of the most important decisions one can make...i am a puzzle with a missing piece...shouldnt the piece be the One that completes me? i am submissive not stupid...i am in need of guidance but not desperate...i have wants needs and desires...i have passion i need to share...like a bad child i need a Strong Dom to guide me along the right path..
PHYSICALLY, MENTALLY, and SPIRITUALLY... |
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I woke up this morning and felt something I havent felt in a long time..alive
Thank You |
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