PassionateNights

Female Submissive, 42, Hudson Valley, New York

Male Switch, 54, Palm Beach area, Florida

Male Dominant, 60, Los Angeles, California

Happy Christams to all and my wish to each and every one of you is that you find the love and companionship that you seek here on Collarme....as complicated as this world becomes it still as a simple as finding love isn't it?

I just updated some of my interests, i guess it feels strange to check little boxes and try to describe myself through these defined interests. This is especialy strange because i've always been an "out of the box" type of thinker...or a "what box?" type of thinker. But i guess the more you know the more compatible people may be. But I think that I would be more descriptive if there was just sections to describe yourself....naw self opinion changes regularly too...

Passion....it's my name/handle/whatever here..but what it is really about is living my life with passion. I've reached a point in my life, where I want to devote myself to those things I have a passion for. Life is truly to short to do less

Passion....it's my name/handle/whatever here..but what it is really about is living my life with passion. I've reached a point in my life, where I want to devote myself to those things I have a passion for. Life is truly to short to do less

I have hired a personal trainer to push me past my limits in the gym. I found I had put on 20 lbs over the year and am hell bent on taking that off quickly. I find the relationship I have with my trainer is almost a Dom/sub thing. He physically pushes me past where I think I can go, causing pain and I get endorphins and explore my limits...hey everything except the sex...but then again sex is not a necessry thing for me...Well until my Mistress comes along a boy gets by how he can.

It is sometimes good to take some time just with oneself, find center and balance. I've been getting back to the gym and just breathing, it feels good. I've set some new personal goals and am just not going to worry about trying to force things to happen...I'll just try to be happy, be myself and let the universe take care of the rest.

Well perhaps gone is too strong of a word.....perhaps hiatus is more likely....how can one give this up completely.

Thank you all...but i am giving up for now...perhaps when my batteries are recharged I will return...perhaps not. It has just been too frustrating

Definitions "Owned" To have or possess as property "Slave" One bound in servitude as the property of a person or household amazing how hot the dictionary is

It is facinating how we cling to tradition and yet forge new rules in this world.....so hard to tell when to be a man and when to be a submissive, i guess i will just be me and see where i end up i do know that true to heart. But then again i am a guy and if i can't figure it out...please just take the lead..i'll learn to follow

seduce me lead me tie me to a chair torture me pry from me sweet confessions quakes of surrender take from me all i possess leave me *begging for more*

Stranded in California...looking forward to returning to Portland. This commute is killing me, it's one thing to make it from outer Portland to North Portland but the SF Bay to Portland is a heck of a commute. Looking forward to when it just doesn't need to be done. Please excuse my spelling and gramatical errors in these entries, i really can write, but sometimes use these as sort of a stream of conciousness blog.

The word "owned" has got to be one of the most erotic words i know.....sigh...

Well here I am in Portland. Looks like I am going to be coming here a lot, so I thought I would check out and see what is going on. I love this place it is so beautiful. The people are great and best of all they seem to want to beat me, just because I came from California. Well I'm here through tuesday working away, but my hours are mine.

I guess I don't always paya ttnetion to how long it takes to post things from the journal. No matter, I think I write this more for me thn anyone else. I find it interesting that so many Dominants "know" how it is to be done. Yet the truth is, everyones Domination and or submission is different, just as we are all different. I think the goal for me is to find that Dominant who has a similar vision, who will appreciate what i can bring to that relationship and make it flourish. I don't pretend to know exactly what that looks like...how do you describe "Magic" I'm just open to the possibilities and look for it in each person i ineract with. I hope this makes sense or just the ramblings of a submissive

i continue to enjoy the richness of these message boards and the kid treatment of DOminants who continue to help me becoe a better slave. tank you all for your support and kindness.

Amazing how well time heals...ahhh....and just in time for spring. I love spring....actually I love all seasons for what the bring, but I think spring is my favorite. The Goddess Mother nature reminds us of her wonder

like the phoeniz from the flames...i will arise again. no more married women..it never works....sigh i will take solice in that i was a good slave and brought joy to my mistress...at least in the short run

broken and beaten i crawl back here....

It has been several weeks since my last entry. Life outside of the BDSM world has been very busy. i have been communicationg with a couple absolutely delightful women from this site. For those of you whom collarme.com has not worked, i just suggest that the more effort you put out, the better the reward. it does take awhile to get to know people and develop that comfort level. i do believe that there is an advantage to this type of meeting. it is so much easier to discuss "taboo" subjects or epress my thoughts and desires witha degree of anonymity. i think it is a powerful tool for a Dominant to use as it is for a submissive to learn about his potential future Dominant. i look forward to this adventure

Well it has been wonderful getting back to the community and the people who are "wired" the same way as i am....some very encouraging words that were much appreciated and needed...thank you. i have noticed that in the S.F. Bay area there is a real shortage of bi/straight Dominant women....hey i can understand, we men are pretty worthless...much interest in me has been from oh so far away....:( thank you collarme.com...just for being here

Well it has been wonderful getting back to the community and the people who are "wired" the same way as i am....some very encouraging words that were much appreciated and needed...thank you. i have noticed that in the S.F. Bay area there is a real shortage of bi/straight Dominant women....hey i can understand, we men are pretty worthless...much interest in me has been from oh so far away....:( thank you collarme.com...just for being here

Well it has been wonderful getting back to the community and the people who are "wired" the same way as i am....some very encouraging words that were much appreciated and needed...thank you. i have noticed that in the S.F. Bay area there is a real shortage of bi/straight Dominant women....hey i can understand, we men are pretty worthless...much interest in me has been from oh so far away....:( thank you collarme.com...just for being here

There is something so intoxicating about a Dominant woman. The way she thinks, speaks, writes, the confidence, the command of herself.....it is absolutely irresistable and when i feel your presence i am thankful that this world contains such wonderful things.

To be owned.... i know that it is legally not possible in this ocuntry. However i have to believe that the heart and the soul are stronger than the judicial decree and president and that if one gives themselves completely to another in faith, and belief then they can truly be owned.

There is certainly a different ettiquette in this on-line world. i am not going to be apart of it. i will try to treat everyone as if they lived next door and i had to see them on a regular basis, i think the anonimity of this world is not an improvement in our society...we have "play" names we use so no one can call us up and say "hey why'd you dissapear..why didn;t you call when you said you would"....but i am not going to let this process make me bitter or hard...why? because when i do meet her....she will not appreciate those scars and i will not carry them, i'll shed my dissapointment in others and move on, knowing she is not far away

i know ou are out there somewhere Mistress...i am patiently waiting for ou. My path has been an interesting one, i have gathered stories and adventures, skills and perspective. i just wanted to drop ou a note and let ou know, i'm ready when you are and i am hoping that you find me soon

it is always such a rollercoaster, higher highs, lower lows, holding on to your self as you whip around the corners......i guess by feeling it all, i know i am emotionally invested and capable of feeling it all....i take solace in that

The euphoria of possibilities....no matter how many times my heart goes through it, it is always new and exciting

The cane cuts the air Red welts rise My Mistress is pleased Beneath my Kimono i am naked where are you?

As i focus on my quest, i find my learning curve is going straight up. i have a passion for learning an appetite. i am truly happiest when i am exploring and learning more. Perhaps that is one of my attractions to this lifestyle...perhaps it's just an added bonus. i must say that i am finding collarme and the interaction with this community a wonderful enriching expereince. thank you all and if it doesn't lead to my ultimate Mistress.....at least i will be better prepared for her

If any of you Dominants run across my profile and have suggestions on skills a submissive should have, please, please fel free to drop me a note...i won't consider it your interest in me as a submissive unless you say so specifically. Off the top of my head here are the skills i have developed specifically for my submission; Cooking classes (excellent cook....killer sushi, great italian). Massage classes (not enough hours in to be certified yet), dance classes, waltz,swing, salsa etc. i am considering finding an evening cosmetology class to learn how to do a proper manicure and pedicure...i'm ok but there is nothing like a professional. ideas? let me know this of course is beyond being just a well read, educated, cognicant, rounded thoughtful person....which i try to be....and i'm humble! lol

Well it has been wonderful getting back to the community and the people who are "wired" the same way as i am....some very encouraging words that were much appreciated and needed...thank you. i have noticed that in the S.F. Bay area there is a real shortage of bi/straight Dominant women....hey i can understand, we men are pretty worthless...much interest in me has been from oh so far away....:( thank you collarme.com...just for being here

OK.....i'm back. i've been gone for several months as a Mistress who shall remain nameless....test drove this submissive.......i'm not sure if it was a failing on my part or just the nature of the cuckold lifestyle that leads to the cuckolder finding another lover and leaving the cuckoldee 9that would be me). But i'm ok with it, mostly becasue she is happy. So my search continues for "the one" and i hope that i have not become jaded or cynical for the experience (i don;t feel that way)

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