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i have been in the lifestyle for almost 10 years now. and slowly takeing steps to get back into the scene and finding the one who can take my breath away. I take pride in helping others, and i tend to take charge of things if need be. behing honest and upfront about things is a must, trust is something that comes with times on both parts. and not to be disreful but I do have a voice and wish to be heard and to voice my opion as well. i do not take kindly in being cut off and not allowed to speak my mind. i'm looking for someone who has the same instrest as i and who has a love for life and does belive in passion and romance. I do not want to get involed with a person who is married, or involed with someone and looking to get a thrill. also if your into drugs don't even bother me it's not my scene at all. i don't have a babrie style figure im working on chaning that but doing it slowly. im me a free spirit that has yet to find one who can tame me.
2/23/2013 1:40:47 PM

Now that i have found my own slice of heaven i'm not moving for again for no one!  nothing like being back in the country and away from all the drama and bs.  it's a shame how much the bdsm coumity that was once a close net group has all drifted apart in my area.  But that's far to many players out there and still me with a wild streek and a strong spirit that is not so easily tamed or should say have not found one to do that.  and yes i like to change things up still giving a good spanking or flogging to another is a good stress reliver"wicked grin"  Though I have yet to fully over come and find my way back to true sub mood due to the former so called person i was with "what a butthead"

11/21/2010 9:48:53 AM

well today make's it 11 days of being smoke free, it's been harder then hell but it's worth it in the long run. i can't belive another year has come and gone  and another b-day is less then 2 weeks away, though normaly i never speak of it this year for my b-day i would so love to be spoiled (normaly i am treating myself to my b-day wants) starting the day off spending a couple of hours at a spa, prehas a movie, a lite dinner, dancing going to the casino the ending the evening being in a ohhh so yummy way of fun and desires. (any takers to make my b-day wish come true? ) but alas it's but a dream it seems. because 99.9% of the folks of now forgets about my b-day, and i have yet to find one that i can connect and trust. after being burned by another trying to find another is truly hard!

4/23/2010 9:48:00 AM
omg this sight is so becoming a joke!  so many players it's just to damn funny.  you talk to a person and when a request is made and you reply then after that just leaves ya hanging i mean please...or you ask a simply request, and talk of possible meeting but there would be no playing on first time meeting...i mean hello,  what part do they not understand.  i will not post my pic here for personal reasons and i'm a happy camper for myself cause i've now lost 15 pounds...why post that you might ask cause it's my journal and i feel like it so now i'm down too 200lb and get closer to my goal but i'm doing it the smart and slow way as not to put it back on.   oh and the other i decided to post on here is since this sight is now becoming more and more a players board i'm am done play my time and attention is no longer free....i'm trading in my 9 years of experiance, training and going Pro Dommie and yes there will be a fee. I don't have time to waist on jokers or players no more and if you can not send me a message with more then one word in it then you will not get a reply...to quote a say "time is money"
1/16/2010 2:33:50 AM
so many disapointments in what i have been seeking, therefore i have made a decision to diffently change things up.  seeing how some have issues in what they seek i'm done w all that bs, it cracks me up when i hear some guys whining i can't find someone who's real here yet they will not be true in their profile when it comes to a person's weight they want a barbie doll.  their for i am changing my role in the lifestyle with the experiance i have learned and the things i have done in topping scenes over the past 9 years i have decided that i am going to take on that role as a dommie. if you seek to learn more of the lifestyle i will concered mentoring, if you seek a LTR, first off you must be single.  if you seek a day of serving that could possible happen as well.  all depends on what your desire is that you seek.   i will not do any age play what so ever and no i'm won't be your mommy either not my thing so don't even ask.  I am D&D free, i expect the same as well as you must be employed or able to support yourself.  i might have a drink once in a great while but i do not drink when playing sorry the two don't mix, and i smoke.  i'm not a barbie doll but i'm not two tone annie either.  if you wish to talk more send me a note with more then may i serve you,  if you can not send a proper message don't bother to send one for i will not reply.  and lastly if you think this post is a bit harsh well what can i say except i tell it like it is trust and honesty is a major issues for me.  being honest is require trust is earned. 
12/11/2009 8:48:24 PM
 

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7/9/2009 6:59:42 PM
I see that i am still to much of a free spirit to be broken, or is it because there are no REAL men  let out there that knows what they want or knows what they are doing?   ask yourself this before sending me a note " are you a gentleman first then a dom or a dom first then a gentleman"  if your first choice is the second one then please don't bother just because a man is a dom does not mean i'm looking for one who has not heart, nor passion, nor romance with in his soul.   
3/1/2008 10:15:03 PM

hide behind a molded mask, to let no others see the pain nor scares of your past.  but once behind the molded mask for such a long time does one truly ever feel as if they can break free from that mold? 

5/22/2007 4:17:36 PM
The more i venture down this path the more i seem to keep running into a brick wall. Perhaps my understanding of the lifestyle is far different then what others thinks it should be.  one thing i do for sure, is that i am not a slave nor do i ever see myself as being one.  But i do have a passion to serve and to please, yet at the same time i would like to see some of that affection returned in the process.  Though some would more so call it rewarded.
Perhaps i'm just to much of a free spirit to be broken.
summersalt
 
 Age: 55
 Cave junction, Oregon