So, who am I? I am fore ever intrigued with what people call BDSM. I've been unconsciously into it since I was a young teenager. I always ventured into what back then were considered deviant experiments. But as I grew older, I realized, I was not alone, to my surprise! So I started to feel normal again. Still growing up, I had a hard time experimenting with my ideas. The girls would not even let me open up their butt cheeks to look, or even stick my finger up their ass! Was not getting any where! Finally about 20 years ago, I started reading about BDSM! I finally new which way to turn. Not only, but how much more I could learn. I new I was a Top, a dominant one, a take charge type. But I never new I could incompasse so many of my games I only fantasized about into BDSM.

I didn't feel sexually perverted any more! As a matter of fact, I started feeling like I had the knowledge most did not.

Ever since my enlightenment, I have found a new beginning for sex, through BDSM.

I have family now, 2 daughters and an ex wife. Obviously they are not part of the package. And neither do they suspect.

So, I'm searching again for my pupil. Some one to mold, teach, cherish. My only pet peeve is that she can't be a live in, at least for the moment.

Just the thought of waking her in the morning by gently inserting a butt plug up her anus, or a vacuum cup on her vagina, sucking her up till her vagina is swollen with blood, hypersensitive and ready for my cock to cum feel the moist and warm insides!