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| Blessed are the hearts that bend; they shall never be broken
I am bored. So I had an ex that was really into lifestyle and bdsm. A few frolicons later and I guess I am still curious and new and exploring. But I think I now who I am. Even if i still question what i want. I now know that thats a question... what do i want? I ask myself that all the time. I have different answers depending on when it is. After a while, i now think this is normal.
Damned if you do damned if you don't.
The only way to deal with an unfree world is to become so absolutely free that your very existence is an act of rebellion.
I am a big guy, deal with it. I do. ^^ I love me. I am quiet, and thoughtful and quite firm in my answers. I know what i know, I like to argue points. I like people that look up answers to support their point.
Remember reading in school... well i thought that was fun, so i tend to read a lot. But spelling ehh not so mcuh. Especially when bored. I tend to want more than I can chew, are you edible?
Every time your heart is broken it grows back bigger
But all too often the scars start to show.
All to often I have found myself on the floor in a puddle of wax
I was trying to build something and make it strong enough
Love is often a chair, and it needs legs to stand
and I find yet again i started with the wrong material
Why are people an ocean of sand
where are the rocks for which we yearn
The guideposts that stand in the night
When was the last time you relaly felt clean. How dirty did you have to get before that happened? I like to play in the mud, outside in the rain. I tend to catch colds but even those are fun. Come sniffle with me.
I long for that shore
where I find a mind that reminds me of sunshine
and lives in the inferno charred black by the flames
broken ugly and cold, leather for skin
and self nihilism for bones and teeth that chatter in the dark
Oh God! I deserve this...,
I don't agree to anything, your expectations or mine. I fail. I tend to, so don't test me. If it's about points then i fail again. I tend to. I play my own game, because its not you I like, its you.
I won't take away your pain, I will just give you mine
Isn't that what you said, I thought we agreed upon it
didn't we ...
I didn't say that, were you even listening i said
this is a game
but we never talked about the rules
you never know that you are falling from grace until you are picking yourself up off the ground, I'd like to change that.
~ I am panicscore and I approve this message @ritangel
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