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pandora2005



Tall, attractive, v.intelligent, mature, highly educated, imaginative well-travelled and cultured multi-orgasmic, ejaculating female toy-type submissive (family-free) masochist seeking tall successful ethical male dominants, tops, Masters or daddies for extended REAL LIFE orgasmic ecstacies anywhere in the world.

24/7 may be available for the right man/men.

Men who know how to use their voices and hands are preferred, but I'm open to anything. Ideally I'm looking for men who are committed to the exploration and development of the maximum human erotic potential at all levels.

I am willing to relocate anywhere nice in the world or help someone relocate to the fairest Cape in all the world.

Having spent half of my life in Europe, I have also had slaves in the past as Goddess
Diotima. In this respect I am only interested in slave men or slave women who want total control and are willing to give everything to me - and whomever else I please. The slaves' function is to help me in any way needed to fulfill my destiny for my Masters. That is all.

I am only interested in real time flesh on flesh meetings, so PLEASE don't ask me for pictures or email - unless you are prepared to phone me to start making arrangements for a physical meeting immediately.

I am serious and only spend my time on other serious and time-efficient people.

NB: If you haven't read all my journal entries, please don't bother to phone. If you ask me an original question - which I haven't already answered there - I'd be really impressed. Then I'd certainly be interested in meeting you for real asap.

Please remember that I do not have access to an equivalent amount of information about what YOU want via this site.

Thank you all for your interest and appreciation. It IS a good trip!

The Master controls the slave
to the degree of their attunement
And the slave controls the Master
to the degree of their attunement
Which is never static at either end
but a circle-dance of Nature's Power
controlling and liberating all the players
to the degree of their loving submission to HER.

I see such a world is possible for those of us who really want it.
This hidden attunement is better than the obvious one.






5/22/2005 11:32:39 PM

 Prospective Slaves, You will be required to react to my command immediately. Whatever.  I expect that from a true Slave. If you're serious slaves as opposed to rip offs.... My submission to my Master/s is absolutely to his/their will.  Paradoxically, by the dominants being most selfish, I am most HONESTLY loved,  and that fulfills my deepest  most selfish desires. I identify with the man in Ai No Corrida (The Realm of the Senses). His power in getting what he wanted in appreciation of her power in giving it so generously to him.

Without holding back anything.  That's the way I like to be. I am of course, against unsafe BDSM outcomes, but I do KNOW where he came from in myself.  I only want Slaves who at least have an inkling of how much more wonderful this attitude makes your ecstasy.

 And I am the BELOVED and the dominant male doms are my best LOVERS. To the extent that I give myself to my Master, I am freed to receive from him exactly what I most want – and couldn’t have even known for myself in advance.

The Goddess in Submission, Yes. But who is controlling who in the endlessly spiraling vortex of power and pleasure? And does it matter as long as The Dance of Universal Energy continues? It’s either a match, or it isn’t.

3/16/2005 9:05:54 PM
So that I can be whatever my Master(s) wants me to be. Don't pay attention to who I have been, but recognise who I might become. What does one do if one discovers relatively late in life that one is incredibly talented erotically? Get as much practice as you possibly can from the best coaches one can find. Where do I find more? Any other advice?
3/16/2005 8:58:21 PM
Have had some wonderful adventures with some great doms. Realised that I love being under orders. That I need to submit to a Master(s) in order to live as fully as I can for him. Have cleared my life so that I am entirely free for this anytime, anywhere, anyhow.That's how important this is for me. 
1/28/2005 9:53:24 PM
It appears necessary to repeat:

If you want to meet me you will phone. If you don't phone you don't want to meet me. It's OK. I don't want to meet you either.
1/17/2005 12:31:49 PM
And when their voices match, I start coming right there and then. "Look Ma, no hands!"
1/17/2005 12:25:58 PM

I would rather have several good enough relationships with wonderful orgasms, than a wonderful relationship with good enough orgasms.
Thought I'd explain that.


Some real genuine MALE DOMS are beginning to come through. How do I know?
Because I just get wet from reading what they intend to do to me - and  knowing when.....

12/27/2004 11:23:32 AM
Yes, I have a high pain threshold increasing exponentially with orgasmic duration and the intensity of relationship with the Dom.
12/25/2004 8:59:46 PM
Oops! Didn't think I had to explain this on this site, but when I said I've been with hundreds of Doms, naturally I meant SAFE SEX.  Of course, I meant ecstatic orgasmic  erotic PLAY -  not silly vanilla sexual intercourse!

Genital sexual intercourse equals VANILLA sex.  Vanilla sex kills many more people than BDSM.  It's also often so limiting and boring, whereas BDSM IS SAFE SEX. Better, longer, more intense orgasms for every body.  If you know this, I'd like to hear from you. If you don't already know, first experience how many more  sexual worlds exist than Vanilla, then, if you 'get it' spread the word, save lives and contribute to happiness on the planet.

If you don't want to find out, it's OK with me too.

12/25/2004 11:36:34 AM
Let me try and put it more clearly:

You wanna meet me, you phone. You don't phone, you don't wanna meet me. OK. I don't wanna meet you either.

Better luck elsewhere and wishing you a

Happy New Year.
12/25/2004 5:50:23 AM
What I really, really want and need and crave is to possessed, to belong, be owned, be controlled, be penetrated, be dominated, be used solely for His pleasure, whatever that may be  - heart, brain, body and soul -to a Master I can genuinely respect.

I have cleared my life to be available in any way for this heaven now.

(My greatest fear is that I'll settle for less.)
12/24/2004 2:39:58 PM
I had a lovely appreciation from several men for some things I wrote in my journal entries. Appreciation always encourages me to try and do better. Same as with healthy children and rats.

So, I'm wondering if there are any questions male doms would like to ask a submasochist about....

If you let me know, I'll try and give you my personal experience. Which is vast. I've been with hundreds of doms. Truly.

12/22/2004 12:12:46 PM

The answer to the question:

"Just how submissive is she?"
 
is:

"Just how dominant are you?"



Happy 2005 everybody.

12/7/2004 12:08:45 PM
In the mean time I will settle for a couple of hours of coming from any competent male lover. (Clue: It has to do with those extraordinary always-erect male sexual organs located at the bottom of your arms navigated by the grey stuff in your skull.)
In exchange you can do with me whatever you want.

When I am grateful, I have been known to give a blow job of such orgasmic ecstasy that it could make a man's eyes pop out.  This  actually happened (only once, I might add) to the horror of both of us. It rather spoilt the moment. But fortunately no permanent damage done. But that gives you some idea....

I have personally only found five cocks in my life which were beautiful enough to truly worship. Three cut, two uncut. One an Arab, the others European.  I married two of these men. Size probably 6-7 inches. But I always got so carried away with ecstasy (moaning my own endlessly coming orgasms into that cock) that I just forgot all about the tape measure!

I have not yet seen an equivalently beautiful black cock. Just in case you were wondering.  Although I have actually been with a black cock which was truly 14 inches and as thick as an arm. There were, however, also two other men presently engaged to assist him at the time. I have been called 'too much woman for one man.' That's another reason why I've found the presence of other women thoroughly unhelpful so far.

On the other hand, some of my very best 'unassisted' lovers have been impotent (for various physical reasons) penis-wise.
So there you are.  That doesn't mean these men cannot be given multiple orgasms.  Figure that out for yourself if you don't know already.

I have frequently been asked: 'Just how submissive are you?'  The answer is simple: I am as truly submissive as the man involved is truly dominant.

If you don't get off on intensity stay away from me.  I am not interested in a healthy old age for myself.  I am totally committed to living in heaven on earth as hard and as much as I possible can. Now.

Because, in those hours and nights of ecstatic bliss, NOW becomes eternity and infinity.  I know it's possible. I've been there.  Many, many eternities of heaven on earth. So have some magnificent men who have flown with me. And it's all I want. And that's what I have to give. If that's what you want.

If I was a male dom, I would me a 'hellavasub'.

In the meantime, I will settle (for whatever couple of hours they want to) of coming with any competent male lover/lovers.  In equal exchange you can do with me whatever you want.

12/5/2004 5:03:52 AM
 I wrote a long piece - which I hope was not deleted and is still awaiting approval I trust.

In brief: Thank you for your numerous responses which have quite overwhelmed my capacity to respond to each one individually.

So, to save us all time and hassle,the answers to some FAQ:

1. Am willing to relocate or welcome the right man to the fairest Cape in all the world. Available for short or long visits or 24/7 should we both want.

2. I ADORE MALE POWER. I do not submit to other women at all.

3. I find Questionnaires  and checklists are misleading and irrelevant. What is important to me is the dom's desires- whatever that may be, his voice, his hands, what he wants to do to me or with me at that moment.  That's what makes me come and come for hours and hours.

4. I'm not interested in fantasising or e-mail chat. Only in real person-to-person meeting ASAP.

5. I will send photo's only after I have spoken to you personally on the phone. This is a safety check for me.

6. If you are much less than 6 foot tall,
I probably won't feel physically comfortable with you - unless there's an extremely good reason to make an exception. So sorry.

7. Ideally I am looking for a tall, succesfull, intelligent,naturally sexually dominant man who has the physical,emotional, communicative, ethical, practical, imaginative and spiritual resources to take on someone like me.

I might just be worth it.
12/5/2004 2:38:53 AM
P.S.When I said it's a hard limit for me to submit to another woman, I meant it's a hard limit for her safety.
greektreat
 
 Age: 18
 Margate, United Kingdom