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It wasn't the very first night I met Not2Worry (who I will now call Daddy), it was maybe the 2nd or 3rd chat we had online. Still early on. I think he was feeling a little extra fiesty and started to push my boundaries much harder than he ever previously had.
This was a solid hour or so into our conversation, however, and he had already managed to get me quite worked up... and it seems the more turned on I am, the more agreeable to suggestions I become.
The first half of our chat was filled with instruction. Grab this toy, shove it in that hole. Suck on your dirty panties. Spank yourself with a hairbrush. These were things I was used to from him, and (admittedly) previous chats online with other random men.
But like I said... tonight he was feeling a little extra.
The conversation quickly became about hypotheticals. Suggestions, "would you, if you could...", "And then I would make you..."
He told me he has some land up in Oregon. Lots of open space. He wanted to invite me up for a weekend. Keep me blindfolded, and tied up. On display, out in the open. Invite lots of his friends, strangers, random internet pervs answering a personal ad... Inviting all of these men to come and have their way with me. And he would charge them. And he would film me. And he would sell the tape.
This was way past anything I had ever fantasized about before. But I found myself just glued to the screen. Reading this scenario play out. And.. picturing it. In the dark, a few dim lights from a nearby barn or shed or something. The light on the camera. A circle of random men, probably mostly dressed, just dicks out.
It really got to me. It really poked something deep in my brain I didn't know was there. I had always fantasized about being submissive, and even being a slave... but this was different. This was true ownership.
Things have not been the same ever since. They have been so, so much better. |
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