PROFILE UPDATES ON 03/10/2011 I would once again mention that to those that thinks or even though of me relocating immediately, then please do not waste your time leaving me a message here because the end result would be getting ignored/blocked by me. Sorry for my rudeness but i am just being straight forward k. And also i will mention clearly currently i am searching for an ONLINE MASTER and together start up an ONLINE SLAVERY LIFESTYLE for me. To the kind of Master i am seeking for i have mentioned below on the the kind of Master i am searching for and what experiences on BDSM i had. I have updated a new latest picture of myself here in my profile. Thanks so much. Please carry on reading below if whatever is mentioned here interests you k..........
Shall start off with a Brief Introduction of Myself :-Real Name: Pompam Nanan
Nickname: Pam
Age: 21years
DOB: 08th December 1990
Height: 160cm
Weight: 43kg
Vital: 33A-23-34
Martial Status: Single!
Current Occupation: Not Working at the moment!
Current Living Status: Currently living alone in a 2 Bedroom Private Apartment in Chiang Mai. This Apartment was bought by my parents, and which they have given it to me as a lifetime birthday present.
Current Slavery Ownership Status: Available / Un-owned
Thats currently what i can think of to briefly introduce myself. I also have uploaded a picture of myself. I hope that you do not find my profile too long but please carry on reading to find out alittle of my past slavery, what kind of slave mind-set and thinking i have and what am I currently searching for as well.
Past Slavery Experience :-I have been a slave for a total of 2 Years under a Malaysian Master / Owner, age 35, which I got to know him from CollarMe.Com. Back then I was 19 years old, as being young my curiosity level would be considered as daring as well. I remembered back then every single day, there were always lots of new messages. As I was totally new towards BDSM during that period, WE (ex-master & me) would chat for long durations per day, with most of the times I was asking questions regards to BDSM. At first after hearing what BDSM was all about, I had thoughs that how can anyone tolerate most of the trainings / treatments / activities. Was also thinking how can someone be so stupid or brainless on wanting to be slave. It all comes right down to to daring curiousity that wanted to explore more but playing it safe by starting for online slavery. So it went pretty slow and relax, I shall not elaborate much on how and what happened during the online slavery period. Let's move on and soon around 3 weeks later, once again is the curiousity that strike me once again and I decided to go to Malaysia (Kuala Lumpur) to have a discussion with ex-master face to face and see how things can be arranged. To cut it short and direct to the main point, agreements between both me and my ex-masters were listed down and also how advancing on a higher level would be like. Because during the initial stage, i did set afew limits. So advancing on a higher level means each limits were given time duration to when it be removed. So over the 2 years, I had experience quite alot but finally I understand and got the answers to those though and thinkings of other slaves.
Below are some of the BDSM areas that I was trained and had experienced :-
- • Full Micro-Management (a.k.a Total Control)
- • Slave Disciplinary Positions
- • Slave Proper Manners
- • Roleplaying Acts
- • Entire Body Caning / Spanking / Paddling / Flogging / Whipping
- • Breast & Nipples Caning / Slapping / Paddling / Flogging / Whipping
- • Pussy & Clits Caning / Slapping / Paddling / Flogging / Whipping
- • Face Slapping
- • Hair-Pulling
- • Verbal Humiliation (with Vulgar words)
- • Being Humiliated / Shared by other Master(s) or Master's friend(s)
- • Being Humiliated / Used by my (slave) personal friend(s)
- • Being Humiliated / Used by Unknown Stranger(s)
- • Prostitution / Whoring
- • Gangbangs by Many
- • Outdoor / Public Gangbangs by Many
- • Porn Video Taking / Shooting (Upon Clients Request with additional cost)
- • Bondage / Restraint (Short to Long Durations)
- • Traditional Japanese Bondage (Short to Long Durations)
- • Eat & Drink from Dog Bowls
- • Choice / Selection / Confiscation of Meals decided by Master only
- • Human / Dog Metal Steel Cage
- • Multiple Orgasms until Dehydrated
- • Denial of Orgasms until Desperate
- • Breast & Nipple Tortures
- • Pussy & Clit Tortures
- • Exhibitionism
- • Piss & Feces Intake / consumption
- • Sleep / Rest / Relax time Confiscation / Denial
- • TENs Electro Machine (Producing Sharp Electric Shocks)
- • Cock(s) / Dick(s) Worshipping
- • Usage of Different Kinds / Toys
- • Anal sex
- • Penetration of All Holes
- • Sexual intercourse without Condoms (Safety Precautions Available)
- • Cum on Face
- • Cum in Mouth
- • Cum Swallowing
- • Cum inside Pussy (Safety Precaution Available)
Its kind of impossible for me to list them all. However, I listed those I had great impressions on. Just to clarify on the 2 points which was "Sexual Intercourse without Condoms & Cum inside Pussy (Safety Precaution Available)", my ex-Master ensures that I got to attend Full Body Checkups & Blood Test once every forthnightly. And those guys who wants to achieve that 2 points, they must provide a medical cert verified by doctors that they are 100% Healthy and Free of any sickness and diseases. And i am also given birth control and menstruation control pills to be taken daily to avoid from being pregnant and menstruation periods.
What kind of Mind-set & Thinking of being a Slave :- To each and every single human being out there, everyone thinks differently. So its always very important especially in BDSM lifestyle that both the Master & Slave are suitable for each other. I would not classified myself as a NO-LIMIT slave yet, but am working towards that.
Currently i am not owned, i believe that i do have this little deserved rights to choose who to be my Master/Owner. As this choice/decision could just be the last one i am ever going to decide for myself. Because once i am owned by a Master/Owner, its the same meaning as i am handing over my entire life, body, soul and etc..... Basically every single things!
And during that 2 years under my ex-Master, i have to admit that he really trained me well and can also say somehow he managed to brainwash me to make me think like a Slave!
I can only say that i treat BDSM lifestyle very seriously and not a joke or some sort of playground. If you think you would like me to relocate immediately, then it would be much better to stop reading my profile because it will never happen. However, i do know about some worries about some fakers requesting for money, don't worry about that because if we really get to chat, during our whole chat conversations i will not ask you to send or remit me a single cent. It goes the same the other way round where i will not send or remit to anyone a single cen too.
What am I currently Searching for ? :- I am of course in search for a New Master/Owner but this is something i am never going to rush into. Its take time and effort from both the Master & Slave to put in effort. In search for the right Master for me to submit to >>>>
Seriousness, Responsibility, Trustworthness, Experienced, Organised, Creativity, Disciplined & Respectable are 8 factors that must be within a Master. These 8 factors are deem top piority in searching for my Master. Explanations & Descriptions of each factors are listed below :-
SERIOUSNESS >>>> There lots of those self proclaimed Master that would just like to rush things through or easier said trying to get a quick bite. So seriousiness within a Master is very important and to be fixed in the mind-set at all times.
RESPONSIBILITY >>>> Firstly once i have selected or choosen which Master i am going to submit to, to me its just like i am handing over my whole LIFE to the hands of my choosen Master. Basically he can do any thing that he wishes or wants to, regardless of what the consequences may or might happen. So its really important that he has to be a responsible Master.
TRUSTWORTHNESS >>>> Both Master & Slave must be truthful and honest with each other because lying will never help us progress in anyways or even if it manages to progress, it would be a bad and may also be a tragic ending.
EXPERIENCED >>>> Looking at CollarMe website and you can see clearly that there are so many thousands of Master/Domm and some even writing long detailed profiles. But whether how experienced are they, no once knows. And there are some who can even mention that they are Daddy Dom, Sugar Daddy and other names, which are totally not related to BDSM liy want to be a Daddy then go find a young wife, Sugar Daddy might as well go to pubs or disco and hook some young girls and spend or should i say waste their money on them. BDSM lifestyle has many areas and none of it is relaxing, enjoyable or would make you feel good. Not one is prefect, everyone learns as they go along!
ORGANISED >>>> Take note that i am definitely not those Hi Bye kind of slave that would just disappear after some time or ignore you half way during our chat conversation. What do i mean by Organised, simple said i prefer everything, including the slavery of me to be recorded on black and whilte, most ppl called this a Slavery Agreement or Ownership Contract. Important clauses must be stated in it regarding Master's and slave's obligations/liabilities/responsibilities. Also for SAFEWORD (if there is any!) and whatever is Master/Slave hard limits, all have to be stated in black and white. Other stuff small or big, 1 simple example would be the list of rules & regulaion that a Master sets for slave, must also be type/written down. This are for reference and verification purposes if needed to.
CREATIVITY >>>> This is something that is definately needed, creativity and fexibility are teamed together to boost a Master's own confidence and interest towards BDSM lifestyle. Because some tools and equipments are need not to be bought as it can be replaced by some stuff that are in the house which would cost the same effects or outcomes.
DISCIPLINED >>>> Before a Master can discipline his slave, he should ensure that he is disciplined himself. For a Master to have more then 1 slave is not a problem, especially most Masters would definitely say the MORE the MERRY, but would they be able to handle the amount of slaves that they have. If a Master can't handle, manage, control then it could just backfire and at the end losing all slaves! So this is where disciplining yourself is cruial! Do not be greedy or try the impossible! Everyone of us are humans and not Super-man or Wonder-woman!
RESPECTABLE >>> A short sentence to would be ... I am sure you want everyone to respect you as a RESPECTABLE and HONOURABLE Master/Owner!!!
So i have spend several hours just to write up this profile, those think they are suitable to be my Master/Owner, do leave me a message stating why you think so and if i see potential in you through your message and profile, i will reply you k. Finally, for a start everything will start off ONLINE CHATTING ONLY with afew pictures of myself i would be able to send u.
Thank so much!
Regards & Sincerely,
Slave Pam
