painslave97

Master,
  Your slave wishes it could give a better report today but today was one of those days this slaver can barely sit up & cannot turn at the hips or neck at all, it is 10pm & slave will wait until  11pm to recieve Masters call then go to sleep as it cannot even read or watch television in this condition.
  Master has called,, slave is now going to sleep. Thank You Master for allowing it to serve you.

  Great minds think for themselves, slave thinks as Master wishes.

Master,
  As arranged slave met the other Master, J2 and it slid into the back of His car, face down. slave remained quiet through out the ride. Once arriving at the final destination slave did as ordered, disrobed inside the door, crawled to the corner of the sofa & placed its face in the cushions, hands behind its back.
  Master J2 entered the room and fitted slave with the same blindfold as before & placed the leather restraint cuffs on its wrists & fastened them together behind its back.
  Then Master J2 applied nipple clamps, but these were different than before, much tighter & these clamps did not pull off when tugged, no matter how hard they were pulled.
   Master J2 lead it somewhere, a few paces on its knees, and began whipping it with one of his implements. slave responded, of course, to each stroke, " Thank You Master, may slave have another" {slave remembered that Master J2 prefers slave to refer to itself as slave, instead of it}. It was about this time that slave was told that You Master wished to hear it being whipped, of course this slave was pleased to know Master was listening & enjoying hearing His slave being used, being whipped by Master J2. As Master knows, MasterJ2 does not swing lightly.
   Next slave was lead into a bathroom & was used as Master J2s toilet, slave swallowed every drop Master, in effort to please and serve You & Master J2 as Master wishes.
   At some point Master J2 had weighted the chain connecting the nipple clamps, with a set of handcuffs, which produced much pain after just a few moments.
   A few more whipping with slave begging, " Thank You Master, may slave have another" after each stroke, then slave was lead crawling to the kitchen. Here Master J2 removed the blindfold & released its arms from behind its back. " slave will scrub My floor on its hands & knees. Each time this timer goes off slave is to choose one tool of punishment and bring it, crawling, to Maser J2, carrying the tool in its mouth. Annouce that it is time for slaves punishment & wait at the top of the stairs until I tell slave to enter."
   Master, slave did as told, each time bringing Master J2 a different implement, hoping that He would be pleased with each choice. After each beating, whipping or paddling Master J2 would  fuck slaves mouth or pussy, {He was going to take its ass too, but time was cut short but an unexpected event}. When He used its pussy He instructed it to fuck Him harded, by that time the pain in slaves knees and the burning in its tortured nipples made it difficult to think or do anything harder, but slave did as bidden as best as it could. 
  At one point, while fucking its mouth,  Master J2 removed His cock & slapped its face several times & then forced His cock all the way down slaves throat again.
   While scrubbing Master J2s floor, slave continually found itself kneeling on the chain attatched to the nipple clamps, thus jerking the clamps hard and making slave nearly scream. One time slave was almost certian one nipple was being torn off its breast, it made a loud noise that time & Master J2 cam to inspect.
  Each time that Master J2 came into the room slave was to  be on its knees, arms stretched before it, head touching the floor. One time, slave was a little slow in assuming this possition & was of course whipped & made to beg for more as punishment.
   Each time slave carried a new implement up to Master J2 for its puniment, He had it count each stroke. " One, Thank You Master, may slave have another! Two, Thank You Master,may slave have another!" If slave remembers correctly it was a 10 count each time.
   Master J2 recieved notice that he was required else where so the session was brought short about an hour earlier than had been expected. slave was sent back to the car & assumed the same potion it had traveled in before and was taken back to the meeting point.
    Master, this report of slaves session with Mastr J2 is honest & truthfull and complete as in as much as slave can recall. Thank You Master for allowing it to serve You. 

   Your property & adoring, worshiping, loving slave,

                               painslave97

Great minds think for themselves, slave thinks as Master wishes.

1000 {more or less} WORDS ON THE MEANING OF BEING A SLAVE AND HOW IT FEELS TO BE A SLAVE

   This slave cannot remember when it first began to feel the need to serve, to please, to honor and to adore a Master. Some where inside this slave submission is rooted to its soul. It was born to be a slave.
   For this slave, being without a Master was like being in a prison, leaving the slave lost, alone, unsure and completely confused of its path through the life, through this this world. The slave fit in no where. it needed to serve and in that need it found itself trying to serve and to please everyone all the time. For obvious reasons, this only adds to an unowned slaves turmoil.
   An unowned slave with such a strong desire to serve usually ends up being everyones doormat, slut, whore, etc, and no bodies slave. At least until He, a real Master finds it & possess it fully.
   To this slave being its Masters slave is everything. Being a slave is being alive, being something of usefullness and if its Master is very pleased, something of great value. Being a slave is, to this slave,  surrender of mind body and soul to its Master. Then its Master can mold and train His slave to be what He wants, what He needs and what He desires. This slaves thoughts are what its Master wishes it to think. this slaves actions are only those which the slave feels Master will find pleasing to Him. This slaves needs are only what its Master needs and what it must have and do for Master to find it pleasing, obedient and useful.
   This slaves only feelings, emotions and/or desires are those which Master wishes it to have, as this slave strives to be obedient {it surrendered itself to Master, mind body and soul by choice} and desires only to please its Masters every whim. Then only emotions this slave has that are not nessecerily ordered by Master, yet Master does require them, are this slave loyalty, its honor in its obedience, its adorartion of its Master, its devotion to Him and its love for its Master.
   This slave is obedient by choice, yes, but in making that choice, this slave has willingly surrendered all other choices to its Masters descretions, choices, needs and desires.
   One of the things{not the least of all} all slaves should strive to remember is that there is no "I" in slave, nor is there any, me, my or mine. All is Masters, everything, everythought, idea or concept. Master owns the slave, mind, body and soul.
   While not all of this slave thoughts and feelings on being a slave will hold true with every slave, this is what is thought and felt by this slave.
   Being a slave means not only being controlled 100% by a slaves Master, it also means that one strives to be pleasing in every way, at all times to all FreePresons, this shows to all that the slave is own by a good and Powerfull Master. Being a slave means to serve, in all ways to its Master and Masters Guest, friends, other Masters, Mistresses and any one Master wishes to offer the service of His slave to. This does not nescessarily have anything to do with sex, although a Master may require His slave to service Himself or other in a sexual manner. Being a slave means being bound, mind, body & soul to ones Master, His will, needs and desires are the main concern of any slave. A slave must also take great care in keeping its Masters property in good health, mentally and physically. A slave is also responsible for keeping good care and maintainance of all of Masters possesions, not just the slave itself.
   A good slave must anticipate all of its Masters needs, wants and desires at all times, to the best of its ability. A well behaved slave is an outward display of its Masters Power, worth and honor. An undisciplined slave needs its Masters firm hand in guiedance and training and yes punishment and discipline, in order to become the best slave it can be.
   For a slave to be disobedient would disgrace its Master and this is not acceptable behavior.
   A good slave will strive to study proper ways of displaying and positioning its body for its Master and any others present, whether it is clothed or unclothed, as is appropriate to the social setting and in private. When in public{vanilla public} a slave will refer to its Master as Sir and still maintain all proper respect. A slave always shows the utmost respect to all others. A good slave will speak only when spoken to and reply promtly, 'Yes Master',  'As You wish Master' and 'as Master wishes' are all acceptable replies as they show a slaves respect for its Master. If a reply should require more than these examples a slave should always begin with "Master{or Sir}, _,,," . If a slave needs to express something to its Master or ask Master a question the salve should always ask permission to speak first, "Master, may this slave{slave, it, or whatever Master prefers His slave to refer to itself as} have permission to speak/ask a question/ speak freely, etc"  A slave should always avoid the phrase 'no Master' at all costs.
   A slave should strive to serve its Master in all ways being Perfect, mere excelence is tolerated, but the slave must continually strive for Perfection in every ounce of its being, in service and in physical form and attitude.
   While there are myriad lists of rules & etiquette on how a slave should behave and present itself, a slave should be sure of which rules of conduct, positions and appearance the slaves Master wishes His slave to adhere to.
   In essence, to be a slave means to serve, to be pleasing, to be obedient and to  behave in all ways that may bring Honor to the slaves Master. Being a slave means surrendering all to its Master. Surrender of will, surrender of possesions, a slave surrender it wants,needs and desires to its Master and the slaves  Masters wants,  needs and desires become the focus of the slaves every thought and action. A slave exsists for its Masters pleasure, in all things. A slave does not have thoughts of doing, saying or feeling anything for or of itself, other than in how it can better itself to be more pleasing to the slaves Master.
  How does it feel to be a slave,,? This slave can only speak of what it knows from its own experience on how it feels to be a slave. This slave feels complete now that it has a Master who owns it completely. this slave feels contend to serve its Master, it feels whole, satisfied in serving Master. Where as before the slave felt lost and alone, with no sense of direction, it nows feels found and this slave now has direction. This slave feels filled with repsect, adoration and love for its Master and as long as Master is pleased with and by His slave, all is well with the world. This slave worships its Master and can only be happy in His service. The slave needs its Master, needs to be Masters Property, Masters desires, needs and wants, Masters saftey and happiness are everything to this slave.
   So being a slave is to serve its Master in any and everyway He so desires, to be pleasing and to strive to do all Master wishes His slave to do in Perfection.
  It feels complete and content being a slave.

Master,
  slave has been doing as Master told it, keeping all the dishes done & keeping the room clean. it has been practising as Master wished. As far as Masters other orders, to play with itself regulaly, it has been and has limited its orgasms to one a day, unless told to cum while on the phone with You Master.

Oh my,, this is so hard, slave is lost without Master, yet determinded to remain loyal & obedient in Masters absence. it hopes that Master approves of it's doing the journal here as an excersize in behavior & learning. slave is having a bad day today tho, it thinks it is coming down with cold/flu. it will do all it can to be sure it is healthy for Masters return, as well as strive to complete tasks set for it. and it will strive to continue the selfimprovement course it has begun.