Its not been easy, not for me and not for Sodomy My now and forever Master.
My Master has been going through a lot of things that has kept him at a distance
and not himself which resulted in me getting very upset, sad, mad and totally confused
about Us/us and the way things should be and also "what I should and should not do"
this is the second time I erased all my Journals and profile out of sadness and being
totally upset also not knowing what direction I should take.
We/we still aren't 100%, this is true yes Master? I did try and understand, but I
failed in many ways, and I am sorry. I can not bring back Our/our Journals. pet knows
the punishments that can come for all she has done, but I will not think of this now.
I am Owned and Loved and My Master/Lord/Sir and Daddy is Loved...
We/we will soon be together when all is squared and things come together, which Master
you are now working on, and me being the brat I am, isn't helping the situation.
I will not lie and say that Master you didn't confuse me or hurt me, because you did.
the word slut cut pet deep, it wasn't use in a sexual term but a term to hurt and you
succeeded, so pet just started deleting and erasing our world!! but if only I would have
just walked away for a couple days and not touch anything, but I didn't and for that I
am wrong, I should have protected it all and I didn't.
you know I am no slut, Slut or slattern is a term applied to an individual who is considered to have loose sexual morals or who is sexually promiscuous. The term is generally pejorative and most often applied to women as an insult or offensive term of disparagement, meaning "dirty or slovenly."[2] However some women have demonstrated saying they're proud of being "sluts", and have given it a positive connotation.
but Master I am your Slut! and want to be your Slut!
I will be your Anal Slut, your table to place your drink on, your foot warmer and your pain slut...
Suffering, or pain in a broad sense, too suffer unpleasantness that you will put upon me
in your time of need, when you are sad or mad... your pet understands. Master I will be you outlet, as of now I am not showing you that I can handle all of this huh? but I am and will. My need for you is to great to lose... I am dying without you! a dried out cookie that if you step on it, I will crumble into a million pieces....
Please take me back/love me/beat me/yell at me/punish me.... please forgive me once again... your pet forever... <3
