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About otk4me2003
Kneels before you, head and eyes lowered, It is with the trust and themental connection we have made with each other, that truly allows me to give myself too you. Your wishes desires needs are not to be questioned. I kneel here awaiting your responce, to be choosen, to be tested, to be loved for what i am, to return in spades the love for what You are. I proudly
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Ever wake up and feel that you really need a spanking and have no one to administer it.
Well it is sadding thats for sure
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God please send me a Mistress to attend too.
I will treat her like gold i promise...
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Just A Story
Saturday Moring comes around as usual the storm last night was brutal and the skies are still very
angry this morning. I have a hour or two of snow shoveling to do before our saturday ritual begins.
You see every saturday is atollment day. The day in the week where the punishments are not play
and i had better get my chores done before my Goddess rouses from her slumber. Its 5am as i bundle to tackle the elements and get to the coffee shop for my goddess. She loves her coffee fresh
and warm at 7. Well made it back 6:45, time to spare I place the coffee on the night table and jump in the shower to rinse off. Have to fast this morning if i am not in my corner by 7 Goddess gets upset. She loves to awaken and see my standing in the corner waiting for her to great the day.
Goddess loves to sit in bed and sip her coffee as we chat about the week of past and discuss the corrective action to be taken. I am humbled, face to the wall just hearing her lovely voice, I do love
her so much and desire to be corrected by Goddess. I do not do things wrong to get this spanking I am just me a male and it comes natualy. I can hear Goddess taking leave from her bed now and she steps behind me. Her hot breath on my neck as she gently carress my back and buttocks. She whispers in my ear oh so what i love to hear. A few good slaps to my bottom and off to the bath she goes.
I have about an hour to kill now, make the bed tidy the house make a pot of coffee with Goddess favorite a little baily's cream added and of course lay out the instruments of my agony. I do so love her sadistic side begging crying protesting do not work the spanking is done when she says so not i.
well off to the prescribe position to await again. Today its on the bed hips over pillows bottom up.
I know this position usually means the razor strap and cane. So now here i am waiting thinking waiting thinking wondering if can will be able to endure her punishments. I hate waiting I love waiting
god what a mixed up feeling. The butterflies in my gut are turning. |
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Please spank me, I feel the need for a real good punishment spanking, Oh i so wish to be paddled caned rulered slippered until tears are falling free then held and cuddled. Please pretty please spanke me
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Bored to death in Gravenhurst!
Dang it all to hell I need to pleae someone
I need to see the look of contentment on someones face
I desire to serve and worship someone
I desire to cater to someones whims
I desire to please someone
Lets play truth or Dare I always take Dare!!!
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Again its been awhile.....sittin the the tub before work this morning thinkin of the lines I love to hear
1 You wait right here mister and think about whats coming too you!
2 You are so going to get it when we get home
3 Now strip and ready yourself
4 You asked for it, now were not stopping,no matter how much you squirm or beg.
5 Yes right now!! I dont care who is watching, bend over and bare it
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Well its been awhile sense the last update. I am no longer under Mistress Josy online control, I wish to thank her and say I am sorry for just disappearing, She is a wonderful Lady. As i move along these lines i learn new things about myself one is that online play just is not for me, i am looking to meet and hopefully one day be in a Female led relationship. Thank you again for your time
Mistress Josy |
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thank god its Friday yeah.....now all i need is a good ole spanking |
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Well still working on the modifications to the cb6000, and have lost a pin in the process. Mistress Josy has decieded i have no need for pupes below so i am in the process of removing them any suggestions on how to avoid the bumps. Mistress Josy i Love your wild thoughts and ideas. Please spank me lol safe with that one Mistress is too far away |
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Well its been a interesting few days cb6000 is going to need some modifacations to stay on right. Ring size is very important and i am stuck in the nowhere zone.
Mistress Josy was kind enough to mention me in her journal. But dang she is so far away :(. I wish she was closer or someone closer to punish me under her direction would be nice |
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Well the device stayed in place last night awoke with the pony kicking at the door, uncomfortable but titalating pony likes the torment and fight. |
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CB 6000 arrived on Friday, installed the device on Sat 8am.
interesting feeling walking around locked. Balls sliped past the ring sometime in the night, moving to the next size down, pony is stronger then i knew. lol
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A Mistress has taken me on, online training only but i can settle with that. Today i ordered a cb6000 so as not to play with Mistress's pony when she is not online.
Happy Happy Happy
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I am normal really I am just the little i needs to serve obey and pleasure worship and please |
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magic words to my ears you asked for it now you are going to get it, my way not yours, when i am done not when you think your done understood, now go prepare!!! |
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feel like i need a spanking and not just an ordinary spanking a true spanking that pushes me and takes me to the space i want to go |
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Random thoughts of a depravied mind, push me, lead me, test me, just always love me and charish me, hold me tight after you have broken me and i will charish you forever and a day
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Please please i need to please |
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Well to day is my birthday and it seems it will be anothr lost year of seeking the relationship i desire :( |
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May 5 is my Birthday and all i wish for is the chance to show my worth to a wonderful powerfull Mistress and a very very red bottom
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Awaiting the true one, the one who will take me, and allow me to serve
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