orthaevelve

Male Dominant, 27, Greenbelt, Maryland

Male Switch, 45

I seem to have scared people away with my last post. I apologize for my tone there. Someone I met here made the mistake of treating my condition with a combination of amusement and condescension, and basically seeking easy sex. That's not what I'm interested in, though it remains a possibility. What I want is pets, willing food who will enjoy serving me as both a meal and a servant. M'kheru is a word some of us use for such people (It translates as "gift of sustenance" from the Ancient Egyptian language) and they are a cherished, if subordinate segment of our society. However I at least resent being treated like a child playing a game, and I'm afraid my last post was inspired by my perception of being treated that way, whether it was their intention or not. Among my kind, I am a natural Alpha female and a warrior, so being humored rankles my admittedly present pride. Treat me with respect, and I will do the same for you.

A quick note for you all.? Yes, there are people out there for whom vampirism is a lifestyle, a kink or a game.? I'm not one of those people.? To most vampires, vampirism is a condition, possibly genetic though we have no proof of that, and one which can be debilitating for us.? It's not a lifestyle we can put down for the weekend if we get sick of it, or change our mind about.? It acts like an illness or an incurable addiction.? We deal with it as best we can and do our best to work around it's associated traits (the need for blood in my case or energy in the case of some other kinds of vampires, the food allergies and finicky digestive system, the wierd body clock, the migraines caused by bright lights, the adrenaline reactions from the sight or smell of blood, the fact that we sunburn severely very quickly and are intolerant of severe heat, etc.) This isn't fun, and trust me when I say that even if it was possible to make you or anyone else into a vampire you would not enjoy it.? It's not fun or romantic, it's not a hobby that includes cloaks, we may age a bit slower, but we will still die eventually, despite what movies say.? Most of us don't want to be vampires and never wanted it.? We didn't ask for this, and in a lot of cases we really don't enjoy our condition.? But we make the best of it and live our lives like anyone with a chronic illness, such as diabetes for example. For someone to imply that this is a choice or to pretend that they are a vampire when they don't have the condition (outside of a group roleplaying scenario, which still tends to irritate us) is as insulting as those idiots who pretend to have been "secret" Navy SEALs when they were never in the millitary.? It pisses us off just as badly too, especially when they are angsty, whiny, Hot Topic dressed and self centered teens who can't spell, write bad poetry and listen to crappy music.

You know, I never expected the sheer volume of mail I have gotten since I built my profile.? I'm amazed and a little daunted as well.? So I wanted to take a minute and thank the people who have written to me and been polite and intelligent, and tell the few idiots who have bugged me to go do something else rather than continuing. For those who keep asking me how I take blood, a general answer would be through making an incision with a sterile scalpel into an area without veins, arteries or major nerve or tendon pathways.? Examples are the outer forearm, the upper arm, the thigh, the upper chest or over the shoulderblade on the back.? I use disinfectant on my donors and myself, and clean and dress the wounds when I am done.? As to the amount and frequency, I usually take about a half cup at a time from a donor, no more than twice a month to give the donor time to recover.? Hope that helps answer some of your questions.

Participating in this website is definitely a new and educational experience for me.? It was suggested to me by a friend who is a member and believed I could find willing blood sources herein.? I must admit, I did not expect the number of e-mails I have recieved.? Frankly, I did not expect any replies. I am a bit exasperated though, as most people seem to see the part of my profile reading "Dominant Female" and ignore the more important part, which is that I am primarily a vampire and I like to play with my willing food.? Sex, fear and pain give such fascinating flavors to the blood, and if I can take what I need by doing something others enjoy, then all the better.? Besides this, human blood is a great deal better for me than the animal blood from butchers, hunters and slaughterhouses I am sometimes forced to resort to. I hope those who read this are as exacting and intensely careful to remain disease free as I am and take the precautions I do.? I also hope that others do not mistake me for some sort of roleplayer or fake, or a lifestyler or overobsessive goth idiot.? I am aware that some people will think I am delusional, and they are welcome to that opinion.? There are plenty of days I wonder if I am insane and belong in a rubber room...I wonder if other people, vampire or nonvampire feel that too? Ideally, I hope to find here someone who will enjoy my dominant nature and take pleasure in my feeding, be healthy (as in drug and disease free, without major medical issues) capable of running their own lives, able to accept my nature and it's limitations (inability to eat many common foods, photosensitivity and animalistic streak, as well as the demands of my Hunger), have a good sense of humor and ability to laugh at the absurd, and accept the fact that I am polyamorous by nature as well as dominant, and am not the least bit interested in long term commitments, save for friendship. All that is a tall order, but I am a stubborn and hopeful person, and a patient one as well.

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