As i spend time on this site, i talk to people, view profiles, continue in my learning and it occasionally is necessary to do a complete reboot of my profile. i have deleted, without reading, my profile to rewrite it. If You took the time to read it in the past, i would be honored if You will consider re-reading it. If You choose not to read it, please have a nice day. i know it is long.
Two things on this site perplex me, and (disclaimer) while gender will be used it is based on generalities, there are some examples of this in the other gender on each side, but generally i find this to be the case. I do not understand FinDom as a stand alone service. Women who wish to use me for nothing but cash. Why is it that greed is considered an attractive quality to them? Should i view their profile and say "oooh, She is greedy, let me reach out to Her?" i do not think this is how it works.
I also do not understand the men on here who are "sadists." I put this in quotes because Sadism means something; but, what these men imply is more abusers. They see in this community the ability to identify and prey upon men and women who may not actually be submissive, but who have self-esteem issues or self-worth issues (same thing?).
What both of these populations have that makes me concerned, and why i as a sub would never respond to them, is a combined lack of respect for their subs/slaves. It is understood the power. i give to You, if You are my Dom/me, control over me. i respect You. i am loyal to You. i honor You. While the definition of those words may change , or the practical implementation of them, is it unreasonable for me to expect You to respect, honor and be loyal to me? Is this not what allows the level of trust that exists for me to provide You with the unquestioning respect, trust and loyalty?
Now that my rant is over, i hope You are still here. If You are kind enough to have read this far, You can learn what You will get if You earn that trust. You will get a sub who is dedicated to keeping You happy. You will get a sub who maybe has limited actual experience; but a strong desire to please that is enhanced by a strong desire to learn. You will get a sub who knows roles; but might need occasional reminders.
You will get a sub who respects You and is loyal. A sub who honors You through my thoughts, actions and words. A sub who is honest and caring. A smart sub who works and can provide You with gifts, not because You require them, but because i like to give You gifts to show my appreciation of You.
You hopefully have a good idea of who this sub is now. If You are interested in my likes and dislikes, You can look at my profile, or ask; but, i will not bore You with them here. If You want to talk, You will get a response.
Thank You for taking the time to read this profile.
11/2/2009 8:08:56 PM
A note on forced fem. i had always found this idea odd. How, if i enjoy it, can it be forced?
i finally came to a conclusion. i do not do it on my own. i find it extremely embarrassing. i find it sexy, and it turns me on, but it is the concept of being in women's lingerie - especially in front of others - that turns me on. i am scared of actually doing it. Hence the forced.
