Sometimes we skit and hesitate too long - we just know what's the right thing but instead of just acting on it we watch the world pass by and hesitate. Sometimes we pretend to be what we aren't - we hide from who we are and what is our destiny.
Well i've spent too long doing that, i've hesitated on the edge too long. This is me, this is what i am meant to be, i've always known it only now i know that any more hesitation could mean i never fulfil what's meant.
So looking for that one right Woman who knows her place, who knows her destiny, who understands we all have a place and has the heart and desire to make that real.
i've had some experiences but all around the edge - nothing serious or deep enough - but enough just to confirm this need is not met by half way measures, to know that i need to serve, to know my right place is submitting to the needs and hopes of another.
No more denial, it's time to kneel and it's time to find the one who knows her right to full control, her right to have the slave she knows she deserves.
