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i joined this website to get in touch with people who are like me interested in that special feeling that BDSM provides in the relation between Men and women.
The submission to a Man provides me that special rell female feeling. The feeling a woman gets when she only wants to submit to her Man/Master that she just wants to please Him wants to make Him happy that is the feeling that makes me feel real.
For me BDSM therefore is the total package the submission to a Man in and outside the bedroom. BDSM means for me therefore mostly the mental emotional package. THat does not mean that the physical part is not important it is. Both the sexual part: i love Cock i love sex. And the more painful part. I am definitely not a masochist, but pain is of cours part of the game for 2 reasons: first my mistakes should be punished, second even i as a submissive woman see the beauty of a woman in pain so i surely understand why a Master wants to deliver pain to a woman.
Regarding my experience: i lost my virginity at 14 and also made me discover my submissive side. In contrast with my schoolmates and the girl magazines i did not have a problem when boys wanted me just for sex or when they wanted me to do dirty things like giving blowjobs fucking my ass or gettin me on all 4's. I liked that i was proud they wanted me for that. Based on that experiencs i learned about BDSM on the internet. Of course it intruged me, i was hooked. I had some milder bondage experience with Men and some more extreme with myself. Then i met me first DOM when i was 20. Me second when i was 21 we were togehter for some more than 2 years. He learned me to be a submissive and even sometimes a slave.
as said earlier i hope to find likewiseminde people here untill then i kneel in submission
merel
btw my yahoo addy is slavinmerel
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