Had a play session saturday night with Sir,his sub,Master,and Mistress. Needless to say it was hard one Sir, was not impressed with last journal entry. But lets start at beginning. For some totally unknown reason(well I know its cause I wanted to push him to get a reaction from him he he). I took Sirs phone and txtd sir's friend who we were going to play with  "hi was just wondering if you where going to be sirs bitch tonight and only punish me what he tells you to  and when he says love nikki x" the reply I got back was "r ok" I felt sick at the reply knowing id over stepped the mark. When we normally go visit sir to play we normaly start the night with a drink and something to eat and drink first. But on saturday night as I walked into the house Master and Mistress were there to meet me i started rambling my sorrys at this point  sir grabbed me by my hair and dragged me through to living room where he sat on coffee table and dragged be across his knee. I had my long maxi dress and no knickers on as always, as i always  get changed there.he lifted my dress and told me what a dirty slut I was for wearing no knickers(i have never been so embarrsed and humiliated. Something doesnt feel right with me being over someones knee i find it so degrading). Then as he was tanning my ass Mistress came in and kindly turnes on the light and informed me it was so passing traffic from outside could see what a bad girl I had been. I know master used other things on my bebind inbetween spanking it. I Think it was riding crop and small cane. But then he told me to stand with my hands on coffee table. And he started to undo his belt and pull it through the loops (am sure I come at this point because there is no other noise that turns me on quiet like the sound of the belt being removed hmmm sighs happly at the memomery). And as he was taking it off he said it had been a while since he had had to use his belt on anyone. Then I recieved nice hard steady swats of the belt, for my cheek. All this before we even started the night lol x Will fill in the rest of the events tonight and photos to be added.

Hi everyone, sorry for the delay in this entry but i have been a little busy but im here now and going to tell you what happened..... Well as sir said i was soundly thrashed and that was just the start i was made to stand in front of sirs friends a mistress and master and they were told of the crime and it was them who decided my fate... It was 12 of the gymshoe followed by 12 of the cane, then i was chained to the cross and was flogged and whipped with many toys, sir as a knack of using a heavy flogger on my ass and with just the ends hitting me it feels like a hundred wasps biting me at the same time, after this prolonged thrashing i was allowed down and to get a drink, i was now feeling a little nervouse as sir  had told me i was to be made into a present for his friend, i was taken to the toilet and dressed up and had ribbons and a bow fastened to me and was given a card to give to sir.. The card said i am your present for the night and will do anything you wish..... after he read the card he came behind me and stood silently, this makes me nervouse and freaks me out and i kept laughing i was punished for this he asked me questions and when i answered i failed to put sir at the end of them which also got me more punishment after playing games with my mind and a lot more punishment  he forced me to my knees and fucked my mouth like it was my cunt, he didnt cum but did say that next time i would take every drop of his cum... there is a couple of pics to follow and hope to get them on in the next day or two.

Well, here we go again, Sir as promised me a night not to forget this coming saturday... He as told me he's got one or two surprises for me but has'nt hinted what these may be which is kind of worrying, what he as told me is i will be soundly thrashed, i keep making the mistake of not calling him sir and i know this will be a bad punishment, he as promised me 12 of the gymshoe as soon as we arrive at the venue, Sir knows i hate the gym shoe so i best keep on his good side this week..... I am sure they will be more pics to add after saturday and another entry here so please return and take a look x

Sorry Sir for saying in my last journal, that better late than never is ok..... Sir as promised me something in the form of punishment i have never had... i am now a little scared lol

Well Sir as already warned me that im in deep trouble for not putting this entry on here sooner, But better late than never is what i say..... Well here goes a couple of weeks ago Sir and his sub came and collected me and took me to there  friends were we sat and chatted and had a drink, then Sir stood up and told me to move to the middle of the room, he then started chatting to his friends about my behaviour and that he had kept some texts on his phone i had sent him, most of them were general things not addressing him correctly, being late with texts. but there was a particular one he thought he had kept which was from a chat we had some weeks ago when we were talking about his friends were i called the mistress a Cow, Sir looked for this in is phone and couldnt find it, but did find a text which incriminated me anyway, and i was caned by mistress for my behaviour, then sir took the cane and gave me a damned good caning, before trying mistresses new paddle he had made her on my red hot arse, after some more punishment, i was allowed an orgasm were i came many times, we then settled for a little while then Sir blindfolded me bent me over the spanking bench and mistress grabbed my hair and forced a strapon cock into my mouth and fucked methis stopped and i could hear whispering, then i heard sir say he was going to fuck me hard (i was almost going to stop play as it was always said that there would be no sexual contact between me and sir) He place his hands on my hips and as iwas about to say stop, i felt a dildo enter my pussy then before i could say anything mistress grabbed my hair again and forced the strapon into my mouth, i was then spitroasted by sir and mistress, i was then punished for being such a slut....We stopped for more food and drink and to wind down, Mistress and her partner went home and myself and sir and his sub chatted for sometime then went to bed, when we awoke the next morning we chatted for a little while before i was caned hard and was fucked by a dildo until i asked sir if i could use the wand, which he allowed me to i spent ages having a long orgasm mmmmm i can't wait for out next meet which will be very soon xx 

Sir says, i have to write an entry for last time we played or i will pay. Was in two minds to do it or not but i dont dare push my luck any more as im  in enough trouble me thinks. So appoligies, it  wont be my best entry as it was a few weeks back now and have a rubbish memory everything blurs into one but here we go. When we first went in i was made to face the wall straight away with hands on head (grr hate this punishment hate waiting so bad for anything). Did this whilst sir spoke to the mistress and other master we where to play with. Then sir told me to turn round and give me the option if i wanted to tell everyone why i was to be servely punished i decided not to at this time. He then made me bend over and sir paddled my ass really hard (this is just a big thick piece of wood with holes in) with my long maxi dress still down. Then i got a dozen of the cane on my  bare ass  with my dress lifted above my head. I was then ordered to go get changed in the other room. I changed into my all in one with thong and poppers on bottom suspender belt stockings and heels. When i went back in the room i was told to sit on my special seat i was then given the wand which i was to use on my clit so i had the poppers undone and my legs spread in front of everyone. It didnt take me long to get to the point of orgasm which is when i had to ask permission to come which i was granted (thank god) and made myself come lots and hard till it was running down my thighs. Sir then came and stood me up by my hair and walked me infront of mistress and told me to kneel. From this postion i was to make mistress happy with my tongue on her clit (always wise to do this well and keep her happy). After mistress had come in my mouth i was then again bent over my seat(sorry forgot to say the seat is a spanking bench with  two  padded pieces one  were i kneel which is  lower  than the other which is a llittle higher were  i rest my body across i  Like being cuffed to it tee hee) from here i was paddled canned whipped got the gym shoe and flogged not sure who did what or when, cause they were at the other end lol. But what i do know is that sir placed the wand inbetween my legs whilst master and mistress caned me and made me come hard.. At the end of the session. Well i thought it was the end  when sir was getting changed i was telling the others why i was punished and was joking about it (the reason was cause i had done no washing for so long i had no clean clothes so had just went and bought new ones ) and sir caught me laughing and joking about it so he sat down and told me to get across his knee.(i couldnt have thought of nothing worse i find this very distressing even worse infront of people. But eventally i did and he pulled my dress up and lowered my knickers to my kness and spanked me hard.Proper hurt specially after everything i'd already had. Then we packed up and got ready to leave, me and sirs partner went down stairs to wait. And i  thought it would be funny to stick my bum on window as they come down stairs mistress,master and sir(was a bit funny and the cold felt lush on my hot bum) unfortunitily sir didnt and made me ask master if sir could lend his cane course he said yes. I was then made to carry it to the other car where i was to lift my dress and place my hands on the bonnet with legs together knickers down to ankles where i recieved 12 of the cane in the freezin cold they bloody hurt like hell. Then we come home. The end. Actually i dont think ive done to bad at remembering once i got started. Hope you all liked it and i will do another one this weekend as sir as promised me a special night saturday night with pictures x

Last Saturday Sir kindly took me to a fetish club with his lovely sub, was only the 2nd time i had been but again totally different to the 1st time. I wore my over the knee embroidered gold and black boots, with a brown and cream short floaty see through nightie with an all in one thong and suspenders under neath.
 As promised Sir give me 12 of the gym shoe, and then after made me wear a sign around my neck whilst facing the wall in the middle of the room for all to see. It read: I HAVE JUST BEEN SOUNDLY PUNISHED WITH 12 OF THE GYM SHOE FOR BEING DISRESPECTFUL TO SIR, I WILL ALSO BE SOUNDLY CANNED BY SIR LATER THIS EVENING PLEASE FEEL FREE TO COME AND WATCH.
 After my corner time i was aloud to go and join Sir and his sub for a little drink, then Sir called me over and give me one of his canes and told me i  had to go find a mistress and ask her to assist Sir in punishing me. (never thought in a million years Sir would make me do this).
 When i went over to the Mistress and tried to ask her, i could speak properly (and laughed as i always do when i am extremely nervous), Mistress did not find this acceptable and told me to wipe the smile off my face and ask again properly. Which i did so, and to my horror she said YES.
 i was then taken through to the play area where i was bent over the spanking bench and my nightie was lifted. Sir and Mistress took it in turns to cane me straight after one another, also Sir paddled me but because i kept standing up Mistress too my hair in her hand and pinned me by the neck to the bench so i couldn't get up.
 Then Sir took me and tied me to the whipping frame where he tied my arms above my head to the frame. After what seemed like a lot of attention on my bum cheeks with the dragons tongue whip (that hurts so bad and leaves tiny little bruises on impact every time) Mistress thought i was dancing to the music by wiggling my bum and found this very disrespectful and told Sir. Sir took one ankle and spread my legs so he could tie this to the whipping frame also, whilst Mistress put the handle of one of the whips in my mouth and told me to hold it whist she tied the other leg to the frame. Sir then made me arch my back and stick my bum right out so they had a good ares to work on. (Sir's, sub who was at the side of me told me after we had a little audience by this point, i don't know i was facing the wall, nice thought though te he). Sir then showed me the new paddle he had made that day especially for me. Was made of mahogany wood was very thick and long with no bend and was  little like being hit with a tree trunk but very effective i must admit.
 When my punishment was over they untied me and i thanked Sir and Mistress for punishing me.
*OH i nearly forgot, some where in between the spanking bench and the whipping frame Sir had me stand up with my hands out palms up (this was for moving around too much when i was bent over) Sir canned them x3 but on the 3rd stroke court the ends of my middle fingers. Then stupidly without thinking of the consequence as usual i showed Sir my middle fingers. Sir didn't,t find this amusing at all and had me lift my short nightie and he canned me x4 on the front of my thighs so hard that a week later they are still red and bruised not sure the marks will ever go away. Then the next day Sir  text and told me to explain why i was canned on the front of the legs, so as i just explained here i explained to Sir and he promises me if i ever do anything like that again he will cane the skin off my tits. Honestly i don't doubt this. So best behaviour from now on in. Well as good as i can be at least x

Last Saturday afternoon i had a play session with Sir and his sub at my house. Sir had promised that not only would he  make a mess of my bum cheeks but that he would also mess with my mind. I have to be honest and say that i was not convinced that this would work cause i didnt see how it could as i had never had my emotions played with in this way. I can now say hand on my sore arse that it worked 110%, i have never felt so intimidated, scared, excited and aroused all at the same time. I dont want to disrespect Sir or his Sub by going into detail of what occured but i can tell you that it was one of the best sessions we have had together. Also i got to meet Sir's friend who i named Barry, it is a  fuckin machine, Barry with the help of sir operating the speed  worked his magic and made me beg for my orgasm.. Barry my new best friend Teehee x

Just a short notice to say i had a great time with sir i was well and truely punished for my misbehaviour, this i will tell more about at a later date. My alptop as giving up on me and i have used a friends to write this short message, so to any one who leaves me a message i am not ignoring you i just cant get online but hope fully will have it sorted over the next week or so...

Today is the first day of the change in my profile, i have a friend who is over looking my messages etc and he as full access to my account. There will be updates from time to time with some new pics over the next week or so..

This afternoon Sir come round to give me my punishment as i explained yesterday. As soon as he walked in the door i knew that i was in big trouble and that it was going to hurt real bad and it did. Was like nothing i have experinced before. Even the warm up hurt first his firm hand with in industrial glove on (oww), and then the punishments i previously mentioned. I have to confess i did cry i could not help it i knew that i deserved it and there was nothing i could do now to prevent it. Then i was bent over the stool with my legs straight this allowed sir to get the backs of my legs and the crease of my bum(i had no idea how painfull this could be) i reseved the cane and the senioner cane on my bottom, crease of bum and back for thighs not sure how many cause i lost count they hurt so much. I am really really going to improve my behavior for Sir as i am fully aware that he is not going to take non of my non sence and i will recieve the same again if not worse if i ever cross his path again. And i never want this to happen. I am truely  sorry sir and have learnt my lesson.