Oh, what a fate! To be intruiged and doubtful, aroused and repulsed. To be plagued by curiousity and immobilized by indecision.
Though reluctant to include myself as a member of it, I came upon this lifestyle not quite 6 months ago. Always having been a fan of "rough sex", a girl who has oft been known to profess her lukewarm feelings regarding "making love" but offers no reluctance in proclaiming her enjoyment of "fucking", when I recently encountered a Dominant Male he quickly saw and encouraged my potential as a sub. From my standpoint of limited experience I think we played well together but ultimately it did not work out. In fact while I greatly enjoyed the time we had spent together I had come to the conclusion that for many reasons that I shall not discuss here, I was not interested in pursuing and further activity in the BDSM community. And yet...
I keeping finding myself drawn to erotic writings and images. I wake up wet, my head still half swimming with dreams filled with crops, gags and wax. Instead of inspiring thoughts of "Why would she possibly...?" images of japanese rope bondage make me throb and I begin to think "I could do that..."
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Update: If you're reading this far, thank you. I truly appretiate your interest and your willingness to read a whole profile. I have recieved a fair amount of response to my profile and feel as though I likely dissapoint many people who have expectations/ desires that in no way match my own and so in the spirit of openess I shall briefly explain here what I do not want.
1. I don't want to be your slave, I don't want to be anyone's slave so please do not take it personally.
2. I don't want to meet up with you and have sex, certainly not without some sort of discourse. This means if you are passing through town and want to find a one time kinky sex partner that you will have better luck elsewhere.
3. I'm absolutely not relocating.
4. I don't need you telling me how not subby I am for whatever reason. In fact, if you send me some self agrandizing domly bulls**t I will likely respond with something truly not subby that would hurt your obviously already suffering ego.
If you would like to chat for reasons not mentioned above, such as to have open and honest conversation with a open minded, curious, intelligent women then please feel free to message me.
