nudedude

t i me  t o  c h e c k  o u t

There's a big black hole
Gonna eat me up someday
Someday fades away
Like a memory
Or a place that you'd rather be
Some place lost in space
Itch in my head, that's telling me somewhere
Somewhere out there anywhere
I don't care
Get me out of here

If I could feel
All the pins and the pricks
If you were real
I could take what's apart
And put it back together


This will come true
Help me get through
Into you


All I can do
driving me through
Into you



One track
Get you on your back
Your skin speaks up,
but your lips couldn't say it
Right now
You know somehow
We could take a chance
We could make it (make it)
Right here
Make it all disappear
Everything we've been missing (missing)
You make me feel
There's a part of me, that I want to get back again


Make this come true
Help me get through
Into you


All I can do
Pushing it through
Into you


All I can do
Driving on through
Into you


You're slipping through
I come into
Into you



We could become
Two into one
Leave this behind
Over and done
Everything new
I'm coming through
Into you

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I believe I can see the future
Because I repeat the same routine
I think I used to have a purpose
Then again, that might have been a dream

I think I used to have a voice
Now I never make a sound
I just do what I?ve been told
I really don?t want them to come around

There is no love here and there is no pain
Every day is exactly the same

I can feel their eyes are watching
In case I lose myself again
Sometimes I think I?m happy here
Sometimes,  I still pretend
I can?t remember how this got started
But I can tell you exactly how it will end.

I?m writing on a little piece of paper
I?m hoping someday you might find
Well, I?ll hide it behind something
They won?t look behind

I am still inside here
A little bit comes bleeding through
I wish this could have been any other way
But I just don?t know, I don?t know,
What else I can do?

well you've got me working so hard lately
working my hands until they bleed
if i was twice the man i could be
i'd still be half of what you need
still you lead me and i follow
anything you ask you know i'll do
but this one act of consecration is what i ask of you

ringfinger
promise carved in stone
deeper than the sea
ringfinger
sever flesh and bone
and offer it to me

you just left me nailed here
hanging like jesus on the cross
i'll be dying for your sins
and aiding to the cause


wrap my eyes in bandages
confessions i see through
i get everything i want
when i get part of you



ringfinger
promise carved in stone
deeper than the sea
ringfinger
devil's flesh and bone
do something for me

it's still getting worse after everything i tried
what if i found a way to wash it all aside
what if she touches with those fingertips
as the words spill out like fire from her lips

if she says come inside i'll come inside for her
if she says give it all i'll give everything to her
i am justified
i am purified
i am sanctified
inside you

heaven's just a rumor she'll dispel
as she walks me through the nicest parts of hell
i still dream of lips i never should have never kissed
well she knows exactly what i can't resist


i'm just caught up in another of her spells
she's turning me into someone else
everyday i hope and pray this will end
but when i can i do it all again


as surely as the blades course is run
maybe my kingdom's finally come

staring at the sea
will she come?
is there hope for me
after all is said and done
anything at any price
all of this for you
all the spoils of a wasted life
all of this for you
all the world has closed her eyes
tried faith all worn and thin
for all we could have done
and all that could have been

ocean pulls me close
and whispers in my ear
the destiny i've chose
is all becoming clear
the currents have their say
the time is drawing near
it washes me away
it makes me disappear

as i descend from grace
in arms of undertow
i will take my place
in the great below