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noyeXrenacer - Female Submissive, Los Angeles California | BDSM Profile on Collarspace

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DeviantMachine

About noyeXrenacer

Disclaimer: Yes, I am an owned slave. Yes, I cap my I because unless you are my Lord, I do not consider myself below you. Unless otherwise adviced by my Lord, you must show me why I should respect you. If you have a problem with this, then perhaps you do not find yourself worth respecting anyways.


First and foremost I am currently and forever owned by Deviant Machine, my Lord and Master. So if you would like to talk to me I hope you would simply ask His permission fist, however, if you cannot accept that request and respect His ownership of me then I will just not speak to you. >>>for now that is all I will write as I am without a computer and using my phone<<


Time to add more, finally...

I enjoy an old guard lifestyle relationship. I respect and care for my Lord and would do anything for Him. In return I am loved and cared for. I trust Him wih my life and need no one else. It is a polyamorous relationship and I am secure in the fact that I am His number one.

I am simply here to look for friends and other intellectuals who share or would like to learn more about my views. I am not a scout for my Lord, so if you are here for Him please do not message me unless told to do so by Him.

In no way do I think Our way is the correct way for everyone and I am not the "perfect slave". It is not about being perfect. It is about learning from mistakes and getting better everyday. It is about pleasing the One you are with and being happy to do it. Live for His (or Her) pleasure, not your reward.

Lastly, there is a list of people I will simply not tolerate speaking to. That includes the following:

*Those wishing to put me down for any reason
*Those looking to use me
*Pedophiles
*Animal Abusers (those into beastiality)
*Fake-Ass Bitches
*Liars
*Anyone who thinks they can take me away from my Lord
*Those with no respect
*Anyone using me to get to my Lord

Maison De Liberte'.

 

This in an invitation to apply to live and serve at Our very own ranch and farm establishment Here you will work, play, hurt, and enjoy all of Our services and punishments alike. We offer a world free from most outside interference.

 

The Establishment is located on a beautiful rolling hill adjacent to a large mountain side. Water is scarce, but shall be delivered until a well can be established..assistance in this endeavor is greatly appreciated and respected. The property is surrounded by mountains in all directions, with green farm fields and pastures down below in the valley. The establishment is located in sunny southern central california (less than 100 miles from Los Angeles, CA) Local businesses are within an hour of the establishment.

 

The establishment hopes to become a not for profit organization serving the needs of the hungry and less fortunate, all volunteers are welcome upon successful application. There is but one main rule to the entire establishment and those whom reside therein: Respect Everything. Disrespectful treatment of people, animals, plants, grounds, or personal property will be grounds for corporal punishment and / or banishment.

 

***Slave duties will include but are not limited to:

 

*Raking the driveways and walking paths twice daily, first thing in the morning, and again before dinnertime

 

*Providing adaquate food and water to all animals on the premises. *Raking, shoveling, carrying, and moving rocks, small to sometimes large to the premises for decorative and restrictive purposes.

 

*Shoveling and tilling of the farming fields. *Helping plant, sow, and harvest crops.

 

*Cleaning of animal pens and living quarters and collection of "fertilizer" for use in the fields and gardens.

 

***Submissive duties shall include but are not limited to: *Helping plant, sow, and harvest crops.

 

*Collection of eggs from hen houses.

 

*Assembly of animal quarters

 

*Cleaning and maintenance, possible assembly assistance of slave quarters.

 

*Expertise services: needed and greatly appreciated.

 

if you are an expert in a relevant field you will be considered.

 

Name:_____________ Date Of Birth: ____________ Desired Slave

 

Name:___________________________________ Professional

 

Occupation:______________________________ Skillsets Expertise and

 

Training:_________________________________________________________________ __________________________________________________________________________________________________

 

Amount of time willing to donate:_______________________

 

Services willing to donate:_____________________________

 

Cash Donation and name for reciept (not required):_______________________________

 

Dates available for work donation: _______________________________________________

 

Available Start Date:____________________________________

 

Available End Date:______________________________________

 

Are you interested in living quarters, long term work donation? [ ]Yes [ ]No

 

Do you currently reside in the United States? [ ]Yes [ ]No

 

Are you a citizen of the United States? [ ]Yes [ ]No

 

Do you currently reside in the state of California? [ ]Yes [ ]No

 

Do you agree to work at any scheduled hours within your availability upon advanced notice?

 

*If you become unavailable for work please notify Us 24 hours prior to your scheduled work dates and times Contact phone number, email, handle, or otherwise:______________________________________________________

EVERYTHING HAS MORE THAN ONE MEANING

 

Time for a brandy new journal entry... only the best reasons find me writing in this public journal

 

Below is a translated conversation between an enlightened being and the god of love in a fictional book of religion written by human beings.

 

For privacy's sake the first mentioned being will be renamed she and he by he...

 

what is in black is what was said, plainly and simply what was typed in the room and what is in parantheses next to the original script is the translation and meaning of those words. If there is no translation then the original words apply.

 

the room name will not be mentioned, do not ask

 

any other names mentioned in or out of the room were removed from the scripts, otherwise the scripts are undoctored

 

[02:22] * he  has joined #Room
[02:22] hey i
[02:23] hello he :)
[02:26] how do You find Yourself tonight? (where exactly are you tonight?)
[02:27] how are you tonight? (bet you are laughing at my expense tonight?)
[02:27] with the help of the constellation(on the beach under the stars)
[02:28] tonight...my head is in the clouds(tonight...I drank my tea)
[02:28] lol. (you have weed and I don’t? not fair )
[02:28] no mine was at union statin frustrated. (I made believe I went to union station and am still thinking of that story)
[02:30] your head? interesting, were you confused? (a story? did you get your lies twisted again?)
[02:30] I got mugged. (I told everyone I got mugged.)
[02:30] no. upset. (no. I am upset that my lies did not work.)
[02:30] they jacked one of my bottles of meds. (I have no weed but if I tell people it got jacked maybe someone will feel bad and buy me some.)
[02:31] which one, anything else? (they only took your weed?)
[02:32] I had to spend a night in a hotel. I missed the last train heading back to nowhere yesterday. (I stayed with my parents but I came up with a story to make it seem like I am still estranged)
[02:33] but all of your other belongings weren't taken? thats really good luck(but all of your other belongings weren't taken? thats not possible if you were mugged.)
[02:33] well no, their over there with you all. (well no, I told everyone You stole them.)
[02:34] not Your computer and phone(We do not have your computer and phone so why would We steal the other crap, it is only library books on how to pretend to be a master)
[02:34] no those were in my pocket.
[02:34] but they are dead.
[02:35] I didn't even have enough battery life after I got to union station to make any calls yesterday. I was out of communication. which really upset me, because I forgot my usb connector. (I didn't even have enough battery life after I got to union station to make any calls yesterday. I was out of communication. which really upset me, because I forgot my usb connector. and its all your fault cuz you evil people wouldn’t put up with my shit for too long.)
[02:35] wow You must have large pockets(where is your computer, in your pocket?)
[02:35] red robe. (didn’t even catch on to the stab at him)

[02:35] but if Your computer is dead, how are You online(you’re lying, you’re at your parents house)
[02:35] oh no. my laptop was still good. just didn't have any internet access. (crap forgot I said that)
[02:37] It is hard for some people to have no communication for a day (especially the ones who spend all day on CM)
[02:37] isn't it. (wow you got it)
[02:37] like junkies quitting their drug. (You just cant stop can you?)
[02:37] I still can't use my phone.
[02:37] without the "benz"
[02:37] their mind is stuck on that one thing (He didn’t even notice i called him an internet junkie)
[02:38] sex? (totally oblivious, I only come in these rooms to pretend)
[02:39] yes, yes, those junkie too (yeah, you’re a sex addict too)
[02:39] damn. (I have no idea what you’re saying)
[02:40] sometimes when you stop looking is when you find what you're looking for (stop trolling you freak, focus on getting your life together and maybe (doubtful but maybe) you can own a slave one day)
[02:40] I as never looking to begin with. (you have to be wrong, i just cant prove it)
[02:41] was*
[02:41] when did You get $ for meds (you have no $, but magically when you don’t have Our weed to steal, you can buy some)
[02:42] It was the money I had on my card. (shut up don’t tell people i’m poor)
[02:43] That was all You had, though. (then you wasted everything you had?)
[02:43] yep.
[02:43] I used 16 for the metrolink. (you made me get on the train because you wouldn’t do my bidding)
[02:43] and then I still had like 20 in cash. (see i have money everyone)
[02:44] so I had a hundred for the day. (i only had a hundred to live on and i wasted it)
[02:44] and instead of doing something else with it, You flled the script?....then they were stolen but med,theives...sounds overly like karm for the compulsive (instead of saving for your own place you waste money on weed then when you find out you don’t have a free pad to crash at anymore you make up some story to make people feel bad for you?)
[02:45] nope. (that’s my story and i’m sticking to it)
[02:45] no. one of them was jacked. (i’m still high soooo ummm ill pretend i had two bottles of weed even though all i have is my nasty resin ball)
[02:45] i'm sorry, no to what? Like i said my mind is floating. (your stories are getting mixed up again. i am inside your mind now)
[02:45] I still have one of my scripts. (i still have pot im not totally worthless…no one believe her)
[02:46] chuckles. (damn you for having weed when i don’t)
[02:46] ok. no to the karma for the compulsive. (it cant be karma, that would be bad for me right? um ill just say the opposite of what she said because i don’t really know whats going on)
[02:46] *nods*  (sure sure…idiot)
[02:46] we often do not have mirrors in our minds. (we don’t usually see what our lies look like to the outside world)
[02:48] there is always at least one mirror. (ill keep arguing til i finally catch on to what she’s saying)
[02:49] this is quite true, but many are lost in the maze for years, running towards the cheese when all he had to do was turn around (all lesser beings will look into a mirror and reach for the figment of imagination in front of them, when really it is the reflection of whats behind them)
[02:50] if I felt like I was in a maze perhaps. (still grasping for straws here)
[02:51] but for me, there is no maze. never has been. (i know everything and i am always right damn it)
[02:51] but truly, doesn't every maze boil down to twists and turns in the road of a mundane life? (you’ve convinced yourself that all your lies are true and that your fantasies are real)
[02:52] no. (still don’t know what the hell you’re saying)

[02:52] the maze of the mind. not a life. (but i wont look stupid and ask)
[02:52] is the mind not living? have we lost it so soon? (are you already beyond help)
[02:55] ahh. your equating being with life and life with perception. No. that is not the case. that is for you to answer. not me. (ohhh you’re saying that if you’re living you should understand this. Well i don’t but ill pretend i do now give me a hint please)
[02:56] i have my answers. Everyone has Their own (i know the truth, but many people live in a fantasy world)
[02:56] not I. (im so lost)
[02:56] sad (what an idiot)
[02:57] no. I was never looking for answers. (I mean i know everything)
[02:57] had those already. (i saw your answers and youre wrong damn it)
[02:57] didn't like them. (you have to be wrong)
[02:57] tossed them out. (are you right tho?)
[02:57] never found new ones? (so now you don’t know anything at all and you’re admitting to it?)
[02:58] only one. (i doooo know something)
[02:58] which is?
[03:00] not too hold back.
[03:00] that is perfectly true. (yeah, only the intelligent know when holding back is the best move in a war, or a chess game)
[03:00] never hold back (but keep talking…you reveal your ignorance in your words)
[03:01] and I don't. (i never do, i am the knight, never the king…the little foot soldier if anything at all)

[03:01] always enjoy all there is to enjoy, always laugh at all that is humorous, cry for all that is sad, and say all there is to be said (indulge in all seven deadly sins)
[03:01] isnt that right?
[03:03] I have cried tears of joy. laughed at the most sorrowful of things. I have been left without being able to say what I wanted to say to someone, because they were gone before I could. (I do. I indulge in them all…but I can never get what I want)

[03:03] so not that isn't always right. (so you must be wrong cuz I never am)
[03:04] satanists would agree (so you’re a Satanist scum?)
[03:05] well, I don't mind being considered being part of the fallen. (sure i am)
[03:06] no, me either(i may be of the darkside, but i am not a creature in your ranks of insignificance)
[03:06] chuckles. (ohhh a friend yayyy)
[03:06] gives you that look. (i have no idea that youre making fun of me)
[03:06] huh. (whats going on here)
[03:07] smirks. (ill just pretend i know)
[03:07] doesn't mean I can't do it with a smile on my face. (i can enjoy life because ignorance is bliss)
[03:07] everyone does(all the great ones never reveal themselves)
[03:08] not everyone. (i only know the ones in my low ranks, the others speak with such intelligence that i cant beging to grasp what is being said)
[03:08] everyone in my Company of creatures(you are soo below everyone i know, why am i wasting my time with you in this room)
[03:09] sims is that you?(please tell me youre talking about the video game sims, then i will understand you because i speak geek)
[03:09] big brother sims (im talking about the Ones playing with you, Their little sims in the world They control like a video game)
[03:10] not my big brother. (no one owns me, im dominant damn it, im gonna tell momy you called me a subbie)
[03:10] He is the Greatest Of the Sims (you idiot, you follow a bible written by man)
[03:11] G guy?(are you talking about my GOD)
[03:11] lol yep
[03:11] damn you! (youre definitely making fun of me now aren’t you?)
[03:11] me?
[03:11] no. g guy. (no no, youre jus dissin GOD in the bible….ok, lets see where this goes)
[03:11] of course(sure believe what your little mind wants, you’ll never be able to comprehend whats real)
[03:12] how can I damn you? (i am not above you…do you think i am?)
[03:12] You're not the one that could(no of course not… but i know the Ones that are)

[03:12] Im the one that doesn't want to. (i want you to be on my side please…)
[03:13] not many do (most wont fuck with me)
[03:13] what for. (why, what can you do?)
[03:13] your damned already. (aren’t you just like me?)
[03:13] true(sure, believe that, go ahead)
[03:14] so what's the point. there are other ways to enjoy you. (what are you trying to do? this babbling is all you can do to me right?)
[03:14] many(there are many other ways I can torture you)
[03:14] mhmm. (i don’t believe you)
[03:14] plenty. (ill just repeat what you said, cuz i don’t know what else to say)
[03:15] imitation is the sincerest form of flattery. (you’re an idiot, just using synonyms)
[03:16] * He  Quit (Connection reset by peer)
[03:18] * He has joined #Room
[03:18] wb(computer fucking up again because you watch too much porn)
[03:19] ty (oh you are actually being nice to me)
[03:20] which other houses do You frequent on mIRC? (i know you were lying about “running houses” it was just chatrooms on here that you pretend to run)
[03:21] rape fantasy.
[03:21] passion for submission
[03:22] that is not the only ones... i know (you think i cant click who is? in a chat)
[03:22] no there are three more. (ok you caught me)
[03:22] not of equal importance? (you don’t care about those ones, or you didn’t want me to know?)
[03:23] the cove you are welcome to. (come join my ranks)
[03:23] i?(as if i would ever lower myself to your status)
[03:23] nods. (please)
[03:23] The citadel. would need some explaining. (none of the citadel makes any sense so i’d have to brainwash you first)
[03:23] i'd rather not intrude, but i do thank You for the invitation (i just wanted you to say it, i actually have no interest in it)
[03:23] the other. well. (that’s private because im a cyber geek in there)
[03:23] you are not intruding. (please join me)
[03:24] citadel?

[03:24] isnt there a quick explanation(im sure id understand)
[03:24] no. (im smarter than you)
[03:24] are there kajira there(i was just playing dumb)
[03:25] only joy. that I know of that is kajira. (i really believe joy is into gorean and not just pretending so she could play me)
[03:26] interesting(youre an idiot)
[03:26] franny. but she trains kajira. (totally contradictory for a woman to train women in a gorean lifestyle but im going with it)
[03:26] You must be lonely, without joy around in the rooms to talk (no one respects you, she is just pretending to to get what she wants out of you)
[03:27] no. (stop saying those things… i believe my lies damn it)
[03:27] not lonely. (im popular…i wish i was popular)
[03:27] talking to ones self is most entertaining and educational(so you’re a schizo?)
[03:27] lol. (huh? lost)
[03:28] no. not true. I don't talk to myself. I do like hearing myself though. (im way beyond help, i don’t even realize im totally schizo)
[03:28] :) (fucking retard)
[03:28] most dont know their other half(most people can keep their lives straight and don’t become schizo, that’s only idiots who cant control any power they were given with their simple little mind)
[03:29] I have for a very long time. (ive been psychotic for as long as i can remember)
[03:31] me too, sometimes(i know how to control everything about myself)
[03:32] surprises every once in while does it? (sometimes i realize whats going on… but then im so crazy that it fades away and everytime i realize it i think it’s a brand new revelation)
[03:32] yes(yup…definitely a lesser being)
[03:32] chuckles. (don’t make fun of me…please)
[03:35] im sorry, i must leave You alone for a night to enjoy my Lord's requests. If (sis *doctored to remove names) asks (my Lord *again doctored to remove names), i will join Your cove(sucks, you have to sit in a chat all night when i get to be with a real Lord, and He have a true slave… something you will only every fantasize about and never have go ahead, ask (sis *doctored to remove names) to and (my Lord *again doctored to remove names)…so we can all be in on toying with your pathetic mind)
[03:36] by your leave. (yeah…go… before i look even worse begging you for company)
[03:36] nite then(youre pathetic, im done wasting my time)

 

Went with my Lord to continue conquering my fear of rollercoasters...wow x2...never again..but in general they are getting easier

I can understand going out to meet friends at fetish events... but do people really need to go out in public to get their jollies off...

 

If you are that scared to be aloe with your new Master/Mistress, God/Goddess, Lord/Madam, sub/slave/switch..or what have you..then is it really a true BDSM trusting "safe/sane" (as they call it) relationship?{#}

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