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Got into the life in the early 1970s. The life then was different and not as open today.
Things got really dangerous by the 1980s and I was in love with my first sub who had stuck with me for over 5 years. I decided we should go vanilla and exclusive. Our relationdhip lasted a total of 35 years. The vanilla period was against our nature but we worked at it till she died a horrible painful death. At the end we realized we should have included the s&m rather than only vanilla.
For 5 years I was in love with her ghost.
Recently I returned to the life. |
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