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Notanaddict

NotAnExit2
Dominant Couple, 24, Chicago, Illinois
Female Submissive, 45, Denver, Colorado
Male Switch, 20, Melbourne
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About Notanaddict

Hey all

I have a girlfriend who I love, and I am keeping her as mine. But that doesn't mean that I am not interested in talking to and maybe even meeting people online.

I always want to learn new things and perfect things I already have learnt.

I have a blood fetish as long as I can control it (needles, bloodtests etc.) I like playpiercings and variations of medical play. I am a registred nurse and like to think I know how to do it correctly and safely.

all my daMN  pics disappeared

I'm sick of being a psych nurse, I love the blood and gorr way to much....

A man in my shoes runs a lier, and all the papers lie tonight 	   	
that falling over you is the news of the day.	
The angels fall like rain,
and your love is all of heaven away
Inside you time moves and she don't fade,
The ghost in you, she don't fade.

The race is on I'm on your side, but hearing you my engines die,
I'm in the mood for you, for running away
Oh the stars come down in you
And love, love, love, can't give it away
Inside you the time moves and she don't fade away
The ghost in you, she don't fade.

So don't you go, cause it makes no sense 
and all these talking supermen 
just take away the time, just to get it away
Ain't it just like the rain
Cause love, love, love, love, is only heaven away
Inside you the time moves, and she don't fade
The ghost in you, she don't fade away
Inside you the time moves, and she don't fade
The ghost in you, she don't fade away.

The man in my shoes runs a lier, and all the papers lie tonight
That falling over you is the news of the day.
And love, will not fade
And love, love, love, will not fade away.
a lil bit more than a week and I am home in sydney.. very excited, and excited about my trip to london b4 i leave... god, its gonna be good. I'm getting some emails lately from young male slaves. which is fine. but it seems they do not understand excactly what it is I am for.. There will be no sexual activities, that includes play. If you are there to serve me by bein my maid, I am not gonna let you take a break from scrubbing the bathroom because I'm planning to tie you up to the bed and turn you on.. This only because I am gay and not whatsoever sexually interested in those born male. at all.'

One fantasy of mine for a male sub is.

Total service when out in public. That means,
- Driving me places (in uniform)
- carrying any bags I might have
- If a random guy grabs my ass, I expect the sub to handle the stuation. ¨
- Finding me a seat in the club, what ever way he has to
- Getting my drinks or orders.
- Watching my belongings so they do not get stolen.
- Run errands

All this has to happen whilst the sub is wearing a uniform. Preferably a dark suit. He would always have to be available to drive, but this could be agreed on beforehand so I do not have to call at 4 am when i want to go home. He will be there holding my bag anyway:p. And he would have to have his own transport.. To drive me around in.
I think i'd be a nice domme... but prob not if u are into self hatred... cuz i'm a bit to nice.. i like takin care of my girls... seein them happy is a important part of bein with someone..

I am also considering non-sexual male subs.. no full time stuff, but if u want to serve a young lesbian and not get any sex out of it, u are welcome to email me...
ok i just changed my thing to dominant... not because i wanna flogg someone (well, i prob wouldn't mind) but on my selfeducating thingy i just realize more and more i am so not a submissive person... i was always very dominating in vanilla sex/world, why wouldn't i be here... i just had problems with the pain bit.. cuz i like it... and dont necassarily like to give it... except needles..i love needles, and suspect i share the same love for my scalpell waiting for me in sydney... Can i just say I am a masochistic wannabe? that likes to top??  and fucked out of her wits? I give up controll to the right woman, and without knowing excactly why..., but if one more guys calls me slut, pet or slave i am gonna scream... seriously... what about lesbian do they not understand?? is it the L? or the esbian? I dont get it.. i would never, if i was straight, email a gay man and ask him "yeay i know yr gay, but wouldn't u consider havin a female top?" because of course he wouldn't... he's staing he is gay , not bi... aaargj
I am not teh sort of sub that will tolerate scrubbing the bathroom while my partner is lounging on the couch.. I will do a lot to please, but I do not work as a maid without getting paid... and i don't mean paid "au natural" ... it aint happeing... equal amounts of work for both parties, as long as work and spare time alows for it... if u want a maid, call a maid service...
its wierd how u sometimes get a second chance... sometimes so unexpected, sometimes its almost planned...
Ok... another year another chance... but a chance to do what? Win over the woman that i crave and convince her that a relationship wouldn't be that bad? A chance to decide where to spend my next few years (aus or norway, aus or norway??) Or the chance to do something completly new? Something rewarding and good, something painful and good, something exciting and good?? Gimme me some answers.. gimme gimme gimme a woman after midnight!!
I dont hate men... i actually like my male FRIENDS.. but thats the thing.. they're only mates... and i dont want any male playmates.. i can not be converted, i have fucked alot of men, and it was not for me
roadtripped today, it was good, but No snow!!?? where is it all??? its hiding!!! I am horny, i haven't gotten any in agaes and all i am getting is blond straight girls confused about there sexuality... AAAARGH, why am i so so charming...hahahahaha
I hate xmas... I am gonna be so happy when it is over and I can leave this hole and get back to sydney and get fucked properly..
My learning curve is hightening every moment and its great... Just remebered one of my best friends back home in sydney is a trainee pro domanatrix and am gonna pick her brain...
so the journey that was lightly started now just went into full throttle... thank god for the www... i feel like a sponge i just want to suck in more knowledge... more and more... can't wait to put thoughts into practice
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