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12/25/2010 7:42:16 AM

Its Xmas day! Hope everyone has a happy holiday, you too Contessa!

11/14/2010 9:45:55 AM

Its been a few days since playing my role in the video. It was interesting. I was one of the many slaves being auctioned off, or traded in the first scene. Then in the next scene, I was being marched out of the slave auction in schackles. In the third, and final scene of the day, I was bathed, then fitted and dressed by my new owner and mistress, including a cuckhold.
On the next day of filming, I was shown serving among several other slaves. Then I was taken to the dungeon. Before being violated by the mistress, the male slaves were bound, then made to stand on their tip toes after having their balls tied with a rope and attaching the rope to a hook on the ceiling. I was in that group of males! On the first day of shooting, my face was hidden behind a leather mask. On the second day, my mask was removed by the mistress, as I was facing her, and being shown from behind to hide my face. Then I was masked by make up, and a ladys wig for the dungeon scene. I'm not really into being feminised, but it was how they chose to hide my identity. My attire included a pair of high heels(how do ladies walk in those?) a short skirt, and a bikini top. Thanks for all of the support, and advise from everyone! nnakedslave

10/28/2010 11:19:03 AM

Im getting ready(mentally) to perform in front of a camara. I must sign over full ownership of the filmed material to the person making it. She has made it clear that the material will be used for distribution over the internet for profit(cant believe anyone would pay to see me in any situation! LOL) Im OK with it, although at first I was not. After weeks of trying to convince me to do it(with no success) she finally agreed to allow my face to be disguised. In return, I will allow her full control of my scene, as long as it does NOT involve homosexuallity. I am promised a possitive experience, but I wont know exactly what Im doing until the shoot. Yes, Im excited! Yes, Im nervous! I welcome any encouragement from my friends! Thanks for taking the time to read this, respectfully, nnakedslave 

9/3/2010 5:33:03 AM

After the party, and chatting with some of you on this site, I can recall the highest point of my humiliation without any doubt. When the element of sexual arrousal had been removed, I was at my highest point of humiliation. It was without any doubt, immediately after ejaculation. The gravity of what I had just done was unescapable, as I sat still throbbing before all those eyes upon me, and the unforgiving trail of my semin still dripping from my right hand.

8/30/2010 3:42:59 AM
Yes! I did it, and everything went pretty much as planned! Thank You for all the support, and encouragement. Although these ladies were not female supremists, they have experienced something which helped to bring them one step closer. Even the ladies who origionally were not interested in watching me ended up looking my way. I tried not to acknowledge them watching me, out of respect for their way of thinking, but it was nice to see them participating at their level! I feel used!
8/24/2010 9:41:23 AM
Tommorow is the day, seems like it was only yesterday that the invitations went out. I'm ready.
Also, I'm meeting a very sweet older lady this week. She deserves so much more than I can give her! I'm very much looking forward to meeting her, and to serving her needs
8/20/2010 9:25:19 AM
Really looking forward to the party! Been staying busy all week, with the party always on my mind. Havent done anything like this in a long time. The lady in charge is excited, and concerned about everything going as planned. Shes a planner, and Im not. Im doing my best to accommodate her, and Im trying to help her in every way possible. The best part is watching getting it all in order. The lady is excited, happy, and shes surrounded by her closest friends. I can see the little girl in her, alive and well. That makes it worth it!
8/15/2010 12:48:20 AM
I think writing down my thoughts helps me to accept my actions, and posting them is a great way to come to terms with who I am. Now that the date has been set, I'm eating smarter and getting a tan, with my shorts on because the lady blackjack dealer wants to see tan lines. She wants me to join her and her friends at the party, getting to know them first. I'm not sure why. After becoming aquainted, I will be removed from the group, prepaired, then re-introduced to them, nude and ready to perform. Im still looking forward to it, very much!
8/13/2010 9:41:52 AM

The lady is a blackjack dealer downtown. She is vanilla. We arranged a date while having coffee. She is very controlling, and specific about how she wants to present me at the party. Shes already told her friends, and the responses were possitive. Its great to see her having so much fun with this, shes mailing out invitations and acting like a little girl, laughing, and really enjoying herself. Thats the best part!

8/11/2010 8:44:03 AM

Looking forward to my next adventure! I met a lady who insists that I masturbate for her and her friends! I want it to go well for her, not worried about me.

7/17/2010 9:16:01 AM
I was invited to serve at a tea party, then my life changed forever. I'm not a sissy, or really much into bdsm, but it just felt right. I was nervous when the ladies started to arrive, but they were more than a pleasure to serve. They seemed happy just to be themselves, and taking time to have fun.
AlisonOwnsYou
 
 Age: 34
 Edmond, Oklahoma