thank you...
this is all very new for me. im from austin, tx.
just looking for someone (an experienced Dom) to have emails and talk (via email) about this stuff and trying to understand what is making me interested in this life styling.
im not "searching for a Dom" at this time but i dont know how to explain that so that people will understand it.
Please understand that this is very scary for me and email communication, at least for now, is all im interested in until i get all of this figured out.
It is impossible for me to reply to every email that i get, and it does no good at all to reply and say "thank you, but im not interested" because that just leads to another message with insults or worse, so please dont say im rude for not replying to a message that did not interest me.
ABOUT MY PICS... alot of people ask, so, they are photos of me that i modified to protect my identity, except for a few that are obviously drawings that i also modified. to do this you need the PhotShop program - use the "poster edges" filter and adjust to your likeing - for stars and leaves use the star or leaf paint bursh to paint then over your photo. thanks for the complements:)
IF YOU WANT TO MESSAGE ME... please be polite and intellegent and actually have something relevant to say. >> trust and respect comes first.<< please dont tell me your interested in corresponding with me and then, after two emails, insist on a meetup. please dont talk to me like im a peice of your property - im not your slut, pet, sub, bitch, etc.
Many of the more experienced Doms on here have been very nice and given me a lot to think about and ponder. Thank you to all of those Doms :)
If I meet a Dom that I trust and respect that im attracted to, etc, and then eventually decide to be his sub, then he can give me orders and do with me as he sees fit, but im not there yet :) thats why im changing my profilezip to different cities, so that local vanilla doms from austin will stop trying to hook up with me.
>>YOUR PIC<< please... if there's no pic of your FACE on your profile, please attach a pic of your face. if you send me a pic of your penis for your portrait, i can only assume that you think with your penis and penises are only good for certain things, but not for thinking. it's a very rude way to introduce yourself. if your writing to me i know you looked at my pic's, because NOBODY was writing before i uploaded them. please dont tell me your too "high profile" to send me a pic or that you cant cuz your married...
somebody wrote to me and told me that 98.9% of the men on here think with there penises, as if i hadnt already figured that out. the thing is, im not interested in talking to 98.9% of the men on here. i already know that most of the men are here for a hookup and most seem to be vanilla pretending to be Doms for easy sex.
...that reminds me: NO MARRIED MEN!!! im open to the idea of corresponding with a Dom that is older than me, who has experience in this subject matter and can offer mature guidence and advise. that does NOT mean that im looking for a Daddy Dom. i dont have a Daddy fetish. evrey time i reply to a younger Dom... well... i guess they just dont know what to say... so they either dont say anything or say something offensive and stupid, or start giving me orders... so experience and wisdom is very nice. but regardless of your age, please be intellegent and polite, otherwise we have nothing to discuss. i have very bizarre sexule feelings that seem very pervasive and feel ashamed for my feelings and thoughts. i think it comes maybee from my abused childhood but not sure on that. just here for emails for now - not looking for a Dom just yet - just trying to get a grip right now on what im feeling and why im feeling it so i just want to exchange emails with someone who has a lot of patience because this is all very confusing right now. i was raised catholic and this is all considered very taboo and sinful in my upbringing and causes me a lot of very deep rooted guilt and shame.
thank you for reading my profile.