Nina2007

Hello there. It's been ages since me posting something here :) Below are the sefl-bondage scenario i want to try next Monday. The whole session will be broad-casted online. PM me with your ideas or in the case you want to watch or participate.

i want to try some self-bondage. It will be my first time when i won't be able to release myself at any moment (that is the main turn on here). Will use ice-lock (a bottle with keys & ice in a stocking hanged to the celling). It will take 2-3 hours to work.

i'll wear some stockings, panties, bra. Toys will include a pair of worn panties for a gag, covered with several layers of duct tape & a vibrating inflatable dildo for a butt plug (6" long & almost 2" wide when deflated). The bondgae itself will be legs tied to my back (so i can't stand & will be able to move only on my knees) & hands tied to the collar with a rope long enough to use keyboard or TV remote, but not long enough to reach for my private parts.

Of course there will be some preparations before the session, like enema and wearing a smaller plug for some time to relax.

If the post above got you thinking - spell it out. Thanks.

Been thinking long time to do it or not, but finally decided to put a record to the journal about my view, experience, do & don’ts.

I find that the lack of details is messing up the whole process of finding the person you’re looking for. Be it a sub or a Dom. It seems like most people don’t even read the profiles, don’t bother to find sub limits & expectations or Dom turn-ons & requirements. If you’re a sub it doesn’t mean you have to do everything you’re requested from the first line of a chat. This is not the way to build long-time relationships even if it is planned to be session-based and online. We’re all people over here. Being a Dom doesn’t mean you should invest all your time, efforts or money into the sub. Being a sub doesn’t mean you have to do everything what’s told without even knowing the person you’re talking to.

A Dominant should know the sub, his/her likes & dislikes, expectations, experience & fantasies. Correct it or not – everyone will decide for himself/herself. I’ll tell You about mine below.

Some of you may think the below post will be too self-concentrated. Please, don’t get me wrong, I just know what I’m looking for.

Let’s start with limits. I have a few, but they doesn’t seem to spoil the process for the right Dominants. I have a family that I love, I have work to do & this is not going to change at nearest future. From the above comes the first thing in the limits list – limited time & nothing that will stay after the session (no shaving of public hair or legs). Well, I’m not too hairy beside the public area.

I’m not seeking 24/7, but I seek steady relationship with a Dom. Each working day I usually do some work home alone before my PC. That’s from 10 till 16 my time (GMT +2). I’m able to be on cam at this time & perform the tasks assigned.

The other limits include pretty usual staff like no illegal activities, only safe play, no blood, kids, scat etc involved. I don’t do watersports or ass-to-mouth – a matter of personal hygiene.

CBT is not possible for me due to medical limitations, but that doesn’t mean I’m not healthy in any way. I live pretty active sexual life. Also, since I’m a sissy, using or concentrating on my male parts is more a turn off than a turn on.

Now, that we’re done with the most unpleasant part, let’s move on to what, from my experience, I’ve enjoyed the most. I’m into crossdressing. This is actually the biggest turn-on for me. Being put into panties, stockings or tights is the thing I crave for. This mixed with anal plugs or dildos makes the perfect match. I have a good collection of underwear and toys (pictures on profile). I like bondage. Tried crotch ropes & harnesses. Will be happy to try the other self-bondage things. Other fetishes you can find in my profile, on the left side.

I really enjoy taking orders and to please my Master or Mistress by doing as told. I like the Dom to choose exactly what I should wear, how long to be in these clothes, what toys to use. I like doing it on cam. Do pictures when asked to. I enjoy a lot when kept in panties or told to keep my male part away from view. One Dom, I had session with, required that I never show him my ‘junk’ unless specifically requested. Even when I was without the panties, I had to keep It between my legs on the back or at front.

I also enjoy being told what to wear (underwear), added some plug or vibrator, a crotch rope or harness on & sent away for some walk or bus ride. Was ordered once to go out and make shots in 2 public toilets (the trip took me almost an hour). Another interesting scene was to be sent to swimming pool (I train regularly) and after the training put in anal plug & harness and walk home this way. The joke was that the swimming pool doesn’t have private changing rooms. Even the toilet doesn’t have cabin doors. It was pretty extreme to wear these risking everyone can see it.

I like tight clothes, bondage & prolonged wear of those while working before the PC or ordered to do things around the house. Plug, panties, bars, tights, bondage at the same time are great!

Experience. I’m in lifestyle for 6-7 years, almost 6 years on CM, experimenting with the women’s clothes and anal as long as I can remember myself. Been talking or had sessions with lots of Dominants.

My ultimate goal is to serve the realistic Dom that will understand and respect my limits, will share my likes & won’t require 24/7.

Thank You all for reading. I’m sure not many read that far.
nina