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nikitasweet

Hello everyone this is my new profile as i have learnt that i am not supposed to use upper case letters so i have corrected myself
I am still the same person I am new to the i mean a week before then I was just a frustrated girl crying at night coz there was no one to spank me . I have not been collared and have never had a real master but I am by no means innocent and have had submissive thoughts and fantasies for a long time .i am looking for a master who is willing to start slowly with me and build me up gradually until I reach my full potential.I am a naturally cheeky person so I would love to be broken and given alot of punishment for this but i would also enjoy some love and affection with it (kiss my bruises better) if i have earned it. I would like to be stretched and pushed gradually over time so i seek someone with patience and determination in return i will give my undying loyalty and love to my Master. I feel I have to add that i am open minded but would prefer a Master over 25 but younger than 50. Also I have to add i am not am not a slave I am a sub so if you want a slave I am the wrong person and I have never and dont think I ever wish to indulge in certain aspects of BDSM (never say never) so anyone who wants to message me about hardcore stuff for example breath control,enema's no,no,no I am a good girl save it, maybe in 5 years when the right Master has brought me out,but probably by then i will never want to leave him.
1/2/2005 2:29:00 PM
Wow I hope they  approve this journal and profile soon but i have to vent anyway,As I have mentioned numerous times i am new to this lifestyle and I a m not having much luck atall!I don't know about other subs but for me my Dom has to be sexually attractive to me,so i chase the ones that are and they mess me around I know I am a cute girl so whats up? I even had a perspective Dom try to ask me for money!! this was because he knew i liked him and maybe I wear my heart on my sleeve.I wrote emails of my fantasises and called him alot I even planned to fly out to him in febuary (at my expense) but I am very smart and when he started telling me about his 'money problems' I backed off totally,I mean is there anyone out there who is genuine,not married,not mentally unbalanced.....I dont know, I am saaaaaaaaad but I will get over it.
12/31/2004 7:12:18 AM

I am currently interested in two Doms but they don't like meI always like guys who dont't like me this is probably part of my masochistic nature.In short I will still read mail from other perspective Doms providing they have read my profile and fit the criteria mentioned there.And I have to say again you can be confident that I will give my all to the right person whatever this involves...moving,lifestyle changes whatever!I currently attend university and work but my need to be fulfilled will bring me to you

emilyd25
 
 Age: 27
 Queensland, Australia