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About nightwishes
Hi. Now, what to say? I'm not so good at this; a bit out of practice at selling myself, especially trying to make myself sound good and worthwhile.
Is selling maybe a good word to use on this site? lol. Maybe that's what I'm trying to do; sell myself. Not for money, but maybe for someone to actually care for me. Being taken care of for a while would be a nice change! Or is that the wrong attitude for a slave? I suppose maybe it is; but I may as well say it. I have a lot of love to give, and a great willingness to give everything I can, to the right person. For them, I will happily be their slave.
I have been divorced for 3 years now, from a man I met while at school, who got me pregnant in time for my 16th birthday, and then spent years teaching me what it was like to be real life slave to a man who hadn't a caring bone in his body. The only reason I stayed was the children - two, both grown and flown now - and that he helped make me feel so bad about myself I thought I was worth nothing more than he was giving.
I was introduced to the bdsm world by a good friend a couple of years ago now, and found I liked it a lot. It seems to make sense to me. I can actually be with someone who will give me the slaps and humiliation that I have had for much of my life , and yet who does care for me and treat me with affection and understanding. Does that sound like I'm asking for a lot? I don't think I am; for that, I will give them my life, my devotion, all that I am and can be.
I've decided to look for a dominant woman, although I haven't a lot of experience in being with a woman. But I just feel like I can't take it any more with men; and maybe another woman can understand me a little better. I don't think there will be any difficulty with me providing the services you might want, including sexual, if that is part of what you want from me. The one thing I would ask - maybe this is my hard limit (apart from the usual ones of no children or animals, and I don't think I'd like toilet stuff, but not tried it so not really sure on that!) is that if you're going to hurt me, physically is fine. I am happy with that. But please, no emotional pain. I don't want any more of that; I've had enough for one lifetime. If you're going to play with me, or take me on for possible permenet position, be clear with me. Don't build up my expectations and then just dump me! I will be honest with you; please be the same with me.
Thank you for putting up with my ramblings; and have a nice life. |
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I've had someone on the site threatening to 'out' me. Another sub woman, with no pic on her profile and a lot of angry words on there about how she doesn't want to talk to anyone, and how the whole site is full of f***ed-up w**kers. I have reported her. I changed my profile pic as a result, although I'm still here. It is a cartoon pic I admit - I don't really look as good as this! Wish I did! Wish I had the courage of the cartoon girl too.
Is this strange? I feel a tingle of excitement about the 'angry girl'. I sort of wish she, or someone like her, who threaten and seem scary, would come and take me. I didn't think I would, but it seems I still want someone like that in my life. |
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I just want to apologise to anyone who sees I've deleted their mail unread. I did actually read them; but you can do that without having to open them. So if I don't reply, it just means I don't think we'd be suitable. I did say in any case that I'm looking for a female, and a lot of men are writing to me. Sorry. Best wishes to you all xx |
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