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	About nightsweets Gently pre-owned submissive available to single monogamous new owner. Features include but are not limited to: enough intelligence to keep conversations interesting and sometimes challenging, humor enough to bring a smile on the toughest day, strength enough to partner through rough times, heart enough to care, confidence enough to be vulnerable, submissive enough to need a partner's dominance, playful enough to keep the kid inside happy, still enough to bring peace, feminine enough to surrender to the masculine. (All original parts, some body work may be required, information believed to be accurate but not warranted, your mileage may vary. Handle with care.)

i miss, so much, having someone to believe in.

This morning, about 4am, on a long and dark and empty stretch of southbound I95, going about 70mph, I hit a large raccoon. Despite my being in the center lane, mindfully watching the sides of the roads for anything moving or eyes reflecting, there he just was. There was no time to swerve, then a sickening impact that I suspect I will replay over and over. Then there was a lot more noise I at first thought was pieces of him going through my wheel well.

I was still 90+ minutes from home and there were no other cars around and I decided to keep going and see if I could get home before the tire went flat. I've never hit an animal before, feels awful.

I did make it home by which time lots of noises were coming from the passenger front of my car, took pics, and was shocked to see the extent of the damage to the bumper, all the front lights under the headlight, gone, lost the lining of the wheel well somewhere along the way, etc. Checked in earlier this morning and there's a puddle of something under my car.

I am no kidding thankful for insurance which is going to help with all of this. Miserable about the raccoon. Miserable about the extent of damage.

But, what I realized was how such an incident emphasizes the joy of being owned, or at least in a solid D/s relationship. There was nobody to call at 4am, or at 6am, no shoulder, nobody to help take the shakes off and get the nervous energy out, nobody to say it is OK, that I would be OK. There wasn't someone who might have a clue what the puddle was, and a better idea than I about if it was driveable. There were no feet tangled with mine in the wee hours, the comfort of His touch. There was no guidance navigating for the first time with an insurance company, getting a ride to the rental car place, dealing with getting the rental, etc. All scary, solo.

There's always so much emphasis on what the sub/slave gives, but this morning was an example of what she gets when "normal" life intervenes and he is there to take charge in addition to being comforter-in-chief.

Please pass me by if monogamy is not your thing.

If you are married or otherwise involved with someone, you would be wasting your time. You may fool me for awhile, but ultimately you will just cause pain to me, possibly to yourself and whoever else you may be involved with and cheating on.

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