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	Submissive woman seeking a True Dominant Man to rule my world. I am into about anything that won't permanently harm my lily-white flesh. I choose to call myself submissive rather than slave. I need a man with a strong hand to hold me. I do not seek or require cruelty, for really I am a good girl, but if I can manipulate you I will not respect you. I have been in the lifestyle for over 10 years but have not been active for all of that time. I have begun to explore again and find that I am not nearly as soft as I once thought. I am intrigued more and more by the harder side of the lifestyle. I cannot tell you anything of my limits currently. They continue to grow and expand. I do very much enjoy most forms of impact play. I am an ashamed exhibitionist, which makes for some very vivid facial coloring. I have been extremely turned on by what little public scening I have done and look forward to slowly pressing my boundaries in that area even further. What is a shy girl like me doing in a place like this? I am an intelligent woman who enjoys good conversation. I love animals, fantasy novels, video games, football, movies and good food. I am a bit on the weird side, . .but that is part of my charm, . . .really it is honest. wink I can be unconventional at times. I can however behave like a normal person when circumstances require it. I have always thought it was more important to do, wear and be what your really desire as opposed to what is current. I am layed back and take life as it comes not letting much upset me. Looking for someone to share with me all of life's little quirks as lover, friend and perhaps mate. I will not play with a married man unless I have met and spoken with his wife about it. I am not interested in starting a LDR. I am looking for something quite real. Nor do I seek a relationship with one very much younger or older than I am. my preference would be to serve one in the age range of 30-48. If you fall very far out side this age range, please do not waste your time.

10/17/2007 9:13:21 AM

Odd to go back and read all that I wrote a couple of years back. I seem so sweet and naive. I am currently unattached and again seeking one to serve.

I am still active in the local lifestyle and can not forsee ever giving it up entirely. There is just something so very comforting about having at least one group of people I can be completely myself with.

I had to edit my profile a bit as I am much more certain what and who I am. I feel more confident in what I have to offer and what limits those offerings fall into.

I even switch now. Though it is more a game that I enjoy playing that something I am. Being a submissive is an integral part of me. I know I could give up topping with little regret. I could never give up being a submisive as it's simply who I am.

11/10/2005 5:10:20 AM

I fear that I must be the luckiest girl in the world. I have recently been seeing a Dominate Man who is just incredible. He makes my heart and flesh sing. We did a knife scene last night that still has me trembling inside. It was one of the most Intense experiences of my life. I can only pray that he desires to use me so again.

10/4/2005 10:49:24 AM

Well i am no longer in service. It feels odd to be free again, but i needed to continue my search for my path alone. They are forever dear to me and will always remain my friends. i am grateful for all that i have learned.

9/8/2005 11:15:11 AM

i saw that i had not posted anything here for almost a month. my service goes well and i feel i am learning more every week. It has been quite a ride, so to speak. i don't know where i will be when all of this ends, but i know i will be a much more fulfilled creature.

8/12/2005 2:43:34 PM

As of just now, i have agreed to take a training collar to a couple who have been mentoring me. i will wear thier collar for 3 months in order to better assist in my personal growth as a submissive. Ma'am and Sir are allowing my continued search for a single Dominate male to bind in service to for real. Sir and Ma'am are helping me to find someone for whom i will be a perfect match. Any and all requests will go through them for the time being.

8/2/2005 4:28:56 PM

Well it seems I am doomed to take back my own words. I would never have thought to say this but a whip in the hand of a "Master" can be a delicious thing. Master here is intended to indicate skill level rather than any specific role.
Getting involved in the local scene has definitely been edifying for me. *sighs*

Now there is an experience I am seeking to repeat, . .If he chooses to so honor me.

7/17/2005 8:55:35 AM

I love floggers. oh my!!

Wow. I had the most wonderful experience last night. I won't go into details but I was flogged for the first time in my life and it was. .ummmmmmmmmmmmm . . . .delicious. I can not wait to feel this again!

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